Hi my name is Shadae and this is my story.

Yestarday at exactly 10 am this guy named L told me something l will never forget.
He had a dream and the dream was about me. He said that l was the mother of his children and that we had… sex. Even though it was just a dream it felf wierd and true.

Nobody lived it down all day. And l am not a person to mess with. But of course everyone did jsut that. Even my BFF Em. I knew she was kidding but everyone else including L kept making fun of me.
Here is where it gets really interesting.
Em and l cut. We started this year. She ususally brings a blade to school. And l know where she keeps it. So l took it out and went to the restroom. I did one slice and blood started to pour out.
All that blood made me think of my guy bestfriend Dakota.
Me and Dakota are so close. We did everything together. By everything l mean pretty much anything. Now mind you we are only 13. Dakota moved away at the end of 4 th gr and the start of 5 th.
I really did not get over him being gone. So when l started 5th grade l was pretty shy. I did not talk to anyone. Then Emily came into the picture.
We would goof around and do anything together. But then l started to forget about Dakota.
He would text every night before we went to sleep. I stopped texting him for awhile. I just broke down inside. I did not know why. So l thought it was just school but l was wrong.
I put up walls and did not let anyone in. Finally when my phine went off the first time for the day. I looke and it was Dakota. I became happy and noticed that we are still BFFs.
Now l am in 6th grade still cutting but not often. I am in a band now with my 3 BFFs Emily Josephinr and Penelope.
But l will never forget the person who makes me tryley happy is my BFF Dakota.

NOTES
Girls do not cut. You are truely beautiful.
Be careful when you deal with boys. But if you have a guy BFF he will be there for you!!!
Shadae

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