Roses and Thorns
Punishment. (54th Chapter)
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Janelle's POV:
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The three of us stand in front of the closed doors, as the countdown begins. “(He speaks in a low tone) We just need to hear the part, and then we’ll open the doors for you to go inside.” Liam instructs, as my breathing increases. Only seconds away, till I finish this for good this time. Only seconds away till the sorrow and the sadness disappear from my life. And finally, only seconds away till the truth breaks the border of deception; freeing itself amongst the house of god.
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Zayn’s POV:
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“Dearly beloved, we are gathered together here in the sight of God, and in the face of this company, to join together this Man and this Woman in holy Matrimony; which is an honourable estate, instituted of God, signifying unto us the mystical union that is betwixt Christ and his Church: which holy estate Christ adorned and beautified with his presence and first miracle that he wrought in Cana of Galilee, and is commended of Saint Paul to be honourable among all men: and therefore is not by any to be entered into unadvisedly or lightly; but reverently, discreetly, advisedly, soberly, and in the fear of God. Into this holy estate these two persons present come now to be joined." The priest is talking, Perrie is looking a perfect fit of a bride, our family and friends are gathered; wait.
Where are the lads? And Liam never made it to the wedding. I had to ask my cousin to take over his duty in the last minutes, before this begun. Could they have all left me out? I don’t blame them if the did, because I deserve this. Here I am in the house of god, being punished internally and external at this wedding.
I got her pregnant, and I deserve this as a result of my actions. But I swear with complete honesty that I recall the two times we slept with each other; I did not forget to use protection. I don’t know why, but I think this seems to be another punishment for me.
I’m the stupid one, I’m the one that didn’t have the courage or confidence to tell the only girl I loved and will ever love; that I have undying feelings for her. Goodbye Elle… this is the part, where the story of our lives changes. If I would have ran after you’ve left; it would have been as difficult as chasing the clouds… but at least my action would be made for your love, and no one else.
“If anyone objects to this marriage, speak now or forever hold your peace.” I want to object, I want to scream my lungs: I DON’T LOVE HER AND I DON’T WANT TO BE HERE! I WANT TO BE ON A PLANE BACK TO LONDON, TO CAPTURE MY TRUE LOVE BEFORE SHE LEAVES TO HER UNKNOWN DESTINATION!
But instead of me screaming, a sound of wood creaks in the sacred hall; making all of us turn our heads to the voice of an angel: “I object, father.” Gasps fill the hall, as she appears in sight (http://www.polyvore.com/silver_elegance/set?id=121521753&lid=3453986).
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Janelle's POV:
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The heads of the guests turn around, making their exclaiming voices echo through the holy walls. “(I whisper to myself) Just breathe…” And as I said to myself, I applied to gain my full dominance. My eyesight flies in a straight line towards the magnificent groom; words can’t describe how he looks. His mouth is wide opened like a deserted cave, his eyes are shaking in a wide gap; but he looks flawless with his suite and tie.
Janelle's POV:
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The three of us stand in front of the closed doors, as the countdown begins. “(He speaks in a low tone) We just need to hear the part, and then we’ll open the doors for you to go inside.” Liam instructs, as my breathing increases. Only seconds away, till I finish this for good this time. Only seconds away till the sorrow and the sadness disappear from my life. And finally, only seconds away till the truth breaks the border of deception; freeing itself amongst the house of god.
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Zayn’s POV:
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“Dearly beloved, we are gathered together here in the sight of God, and in the face of this company, to join together this Man and this Woman in holy Matrimony; which is an honourable estate, instituted of God, signifying unto us the mystical union that is betwixt Christ and his Church: which holy estate Christ adorned and beautified with his presence and first miracle that he wrought in Cana of Galilee, and is commended of Saint Paul to be honourable among all men: and therefore is not by any to be entered into unadvisedly or lightly; but reverently, discreetly, advisedly, soberly, and in the fear of God. Into this holy estate these two persons present come now to be joined." The priest is talking, Perrie is looking a perfect fit of a bride, our family and friends are gathered; wait.
Where are the lads? And Liam never made it to the wedding. I had to ask my cousin to take over his duty in the last minutes, before this begun. Could they have all left me out? I don’t blame them if the did, because I deserve this. Here I am in the house of god, being punished internally and external at this wedding.
I got her pregnant, and I deserve this as a result of my actions. But I swear with complete honesty that I recall the two times we slept with each other; I did not forget to use protection. I don’t know why, but I think this seems to be another punishment for me.
I’m the stupid one, I’m the one that didn’t have the courage or confidence to tell the only girl I loved and will ever love; that I have undying feelings for her. Goodbye Elle… this is the part, where the story of our lives changes. If I would have ran after you’ve left; it would have been as difficult as chasing the clouds… but at least my action would be made for your love, and no one else.
“If anyone objects to this marriage, speak now or forever hold your peace.” I want to object, I want to scream my lungs: I DON’T LOVE HER AND I DON’T WANT TO BE HERE! I WANT TO BE ON A PLANE BACK TO LONDON, TO CAPTURE MY TRUE LOVE BEFORE SHE LEAVES TO HER UNKNOWN DESTINATION!
But instead of me screaming, a sound of wood creaks in the sacred hall; making all of us turn our heads to the voice of an angel: “I object, father.” Gasps fill the hall, as she appears in sight (http://www.polyvore.com/silver_elegance/set?id=121521753&lid=3453986).
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Janelle's POV:
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The heads of the guests turn around, making their exclaiming voices echo through the holy walls. “(I whisper to myself) Just breathe…” And as I said to myself, I applied to gain my full dominance. My eyesight flies in a straight line towards the magnificent groom; words can’t describe how he looks. His mouth is wide opened like a deserted cave, his eyes are shaking in a wide gap; but he looks flawless with his suite and tie.
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11/22/14