Roses and Thorns
Silly Girl. (39th Chapter)
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Janelle's POV:
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“I think that’s enough of tasting.” Harry speaks, as he rubs his hand over his belly. “You should have brought Niall with you. He’d never say stop as fast as we did.” He forces himself to laugh, since he feels his tummy aching. We had nineteen forks of different cakes. I never thought that I would be able to make it, but we both did. We finally decided that the best one was the toffee-glazed cake with white icing.
“Thank goodness we had tea, or else we won’t be able to digest all this.” He claims as I sigh, feeling completely stuffed.“Indeed.” I assure his words, while looking at him. “Could you finally answer my question now?”
He nods, adjusting his lazy sit to a proper one. “(He speaks seriously) Everyone has witnessed a heartbreak, love. The majority of the experienced people say that time will heal. Its true, but that depends on the situation. If its love from one side, then yes by time the person will forget. But if its love from both sides, then it won’t be easy to stay away from the feelings and care. I don’t like to talk a lot about my personal life, but you’re close enough to know. ( I smile at him, thanking him for his trust) I loved a girl a long while ago, before going to college… She had a boyfriend, and I knew she never felt the same way about me. One day, I decided to let out my feelings, caring less if she shuns me away. I asked her to join me for a picnic on the lake, and I set everything up. I waited till the day turned night; but she never showed. All I was left with was blown out candles, and crippled pastries. (I let out a sympathy tear, as he proceeds) I thought back then that this is the end, but I was stupid. Later as I grew up, my feelings for her dropped away, and now I remember and I smile; instead of feeling sorry. I was stupid, yes. But I also did what I had to do; instead of keeping my emotions berried. I remember that I hated that day so much, but now I laugh at the memory. Love comes and goes, but if two care for each other so much, then nothing should stop them. Not their religion, not their family, and not their culture.”
Once Harry finishes, he lifts his face up, noticing that I’m tearing in silence. “Silly girl.” He sings with a smile, while he drags his seat closer to mine. I hug Harry, as I let my tears brew his sleeve. His words were so honest, so real that I felt sorry for his sad experience. “Jan, I’m okay I swear.” He assures me as I feel him rubbing my back with both hands.
I lift my head and rest my chin over his shoulder, sniffling slower now. “I just feel sorry for what happened with you, Harry…” He nods, now placing his head over my shoulder, while he soothes me with his hands over my back. He lets go of me, and I do the same. He traces a straight-hair strand away from my face, and tucks it behind my ear. “Look at you being cute as a button with your pink nose.”
I laugh, drying away my tears with my palms. “Thank you for being here with me. I think I’d still be lost without your words." He nods, and replies: “I’ll always be here for you. You’re my friend, just like the rest of the boys are. Whenever you need me, I’ll always have time to hear you out.” We smile at each other, as the door of the bakery slams hard. We jolt our heads to the entrance, as we see a dangerous look on the person’s face. His breathing is rapid, his chest is vibrating, his hands are fisted strongly, and his honey eyes? They are burning me with looks, dangerous looks that I have never witnessed before.
Notes
Alright... I guess this is another cliffhanger for today (Y) Well what could I comment on today's chapters? Okay how about we start off discussing Janelle's thoughts (Y) Well, she has begun to lose the glimpse of hope that she had for her relationship with Zayn. Perrie didn't mention that she knows anything about what Janelle and Zayn share, but she caught them being so affectionate on the dance floor. Janelle feels like surrendering, and even though she told Perrie that she doesn't care about Zayn; its obviously a lie. She loves him more than herself, but she can't expose anything. As for our Harry, well I guess we all learned more about his wisdom and experience. Janelle loves Harry, just like she loves the rest of the boys; they are like brothers to her <3 But Zayn, is an exception not only to the 4 other boys, but to the entire male gender in Janelle's opinion <3
Questions for tomorrow: Wall? White Sea? Past Tense? Shocking news? :O
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11/22/14