Roses and Thorns
Past Tense. (40th Chapter)
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Janelle's POV:
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(His anger is reflected through his dark sarcasm) So this is where you've been all day… (He walks closer to where Harry and I are seated) How lovely to see a new couple arising at my own ceremony timing. You should have told everyone, its so terrible to keep it a secret. (He fires his eyes into mine, and chuckles with madness) Secrets should not be kept away from the people that are close to you, right Elle?”
I close my eyes, and shake my head in disappointment. After everything that we shared, after all the love that we gave for each other, he thinks this low of me? “Mate, you got it all wro-…” Zayn doesn’t let Harry finish his words, as he clings his hands onto his collar, making Harry stand forcefully.
“(His fists turn white, draining the red blood cells with fury) You keep your mouth shut. (He scoffs) I’m not even bothered, why should I? Its not like I give a damn in what you or her do.” Harry circles his hands over Zayn’s fists, as he moves them away from his collar. “Then why are you here behaving like a maniac over me? Shouldn’t you be with miss diva right now?”
Zayn is not himself anymore, and he proves my words by smacking his punch through Harry’s jaw, making Harry step back uncontrollably. “(He spits) Bastard…” After Zayn speaks, he looks at me, as he swiftly yanks my wrist and drags me to the outside of the bakery. I whimper but he never bothers to stop, forcefully walking me behind him like a caught animal.
He pushes my back roughly on the wall of a closed ally, and claps his hands on the wall; surrounding me by his arms. “(I cry in a low voice) You said you’d never hurt me…” He laughs, clearly allowing the insanity to take over him at the moment.
“Hurt you? And what on bloody earth do you call what I saw you and Harry doing in that damn bakery? I thank God for letting me pass by this road, so I could see you in action. (He smirks) I’m so mental to blame every guy for being so physical with you, first my cousin; and now my closest friend. You enjoy betraying me don’t you? (I cry louder, as his hands bang louder on the wall, scaring me more) WHAT? I’M NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU THAT YOU NEED EVERY OTHER GUY TO MAKE YOU COMPLETE! IS THAT IT?!”
My immortal love for him drains like a flawing sink. If this is the same Zayn that I love, then I don’t want him anymore.“(I blink my eyes, speaking stronger than ever) You know what? I’m not going to stand here with you and tell you the truth. You won’t even believe me because all you like to hear is your voice, and what you want… so instead Zayn, I’m going to stop begging you to leave me alone. (I increase my yelling command) GET THE HELL OUT OF MY LIFE AND STOP COMING BACK TO ME LIKE A BOUNCING BALL. I REGRET LOVING YOU, IF THIS IS HOW YOU WILL BE ALL THE TIME! IF YOU LOVED ME LIKE YOU CLAIM YOU DID, THEN YOU’D TRUST ME. HARRY AND ME? REALLY, ZAYN? (I lower my voice, pushing his arms in the air to step away) You don’t trust yourself, that’s why you could never trust me or anyone else. I’m a hundred-percent sure now, that you are Perrie’s perfect match…”
I click my heels with every step I place, leaving him frozen there.
“(He whispers lowly) You said loved… why not love?” I laugh for one second, out of empty emotions for the man behind me. “Because that’s the past tense… have you forgotten that I’m a brainy like you? I'm never mistaken by my words.” I depart out of the ally, and holler a taxi passing by, to ride away of this negative situation. I don’t blame anyone but myself, but this time for a different reason… I should have never felt anything for him, ever.
Janelle's POV:
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(His anger is reflected through his dark sarcasm) So this is where you've been all day… (He walks closer to where Harry and I are seated) How lovely to see a new couple arising at my own ceremony timing. You should have told everyone, its so terrible to keep it a secret. (He fires his eyes into mine, and chuckles with madness) Secrets should not be kept away from the people that are close to you, right Elle?”
I close my eyes, and shake my head in disappointment. After everything that we shared, after all the love that we gave for each other, he thinks this low of me? “Mate, you got it all wro-…” Zayn doesn’t let Harry finish his words, as he clings his hands onto his collar, making Harry stand forcefully.
“(His fists turn white, draining the red blood cells with fury) You keep your mouth shut. (He scoffs) I’m not even bothered, why should I? Its not like I give a damn in what you or her do.” Harry circles his hands over Zayn’s fists, as he moves them away from his collar. “Then why are you here behaving like a maniac over me? Shouldn’t you be with miss diva right now?”
Zayn is not himself anymore, and he proves my words by smacking his punch through Harry’s jaw, making Harry step back uncontrollably. “(He spits) Bastard…” After Zayn speaks, he looks at me, as he swiftly yanks my wrist and drags me to the outside of the bakery. I whimper but he never bothers to stop, forcefully walking me behind him like a caught animal.
He pushes my back roughly on the wall of a closed ally, and claps his hands on the wall; surrounding me by his arms. “(I cry in a low voice) You said you’d never hurt me…” He laughs, clearly allowing the insanity to take over him at the moment.
“Hurt you? And what on bloody earth do you call what I saw you and Harry doing in that damn bakery? I thank God for letting me pass by this road, so I could see you in action. (He smirks) I’m so mental to blame every guy for being so physical with you, first my cousin; and now my closest friend. You enjoy betraying me don’t you? (I cry louder, as his hands bang louder on the wall, scaring me more) WHAT? I’M NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU THAT YOU NEED EVERY OTHER GUY TO MAKE YOU COMPLETE! IS THAT IT?!”
My immortal love for him drains like a flawing sink. If this is the same Zayn that I love, then I don’t want him anymore.“(I blink my eyes, speaking stronger than ever) You know what? I’m not going to stand here with you and tell you the truth. You won’t even believe me because all you like to hear is your voice, and what you want… so instead Zayn, I’m going to stop begging you to leave me alone. (I increase my yelling command) GET THE HELL OUT OF MY LIFE AND STOP COMING BACK TO ME LIKE A BOUNCING BALL. I REGRET LOVING YOU, IF THIS IS HOW YOU WILL BE ALL THE TIME! IF YOU LOVED ME LIKE YOU CLAIM YOU DID, THEN YOU’D TRUST ME. HARRY AND ME? REALLY, ZAYN? (I lower my voice, pushing his arms in the air to step away) You don’t trust yourself, that’s why you could never trust me or anyone else. I’m a hundred-percent sure now, that you are Perrie’s perfect match…”
I click my heels with every step I place, leaving him frozen there.
“(He whispers lowly) You said loved… why not love?” I laugh for one second, out of empty emotions for the man behind me. “Because that’s the past tense… have you forgotten that I’m a brainy like you? I'm never mistaken by my words.” I depart out of the ally, and holler a taxi passing by, to ride away of this negative situation. I don’t blame anyone but myself, but this time for a different reason… I should have never felt anything for him, ever.
Notes
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11/22/14