Roses and Thorns
Young Lady. (21st Chapter)
Janelle's POV:
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My palms reach both sides of his cheeks, lifting his face up. “Your so dumb you know that?” He nods, as our eyes electrify each other with their still contact. He reaches his thumb to wipe away my threading tear, and his head bobs slowly. “I am.” He agrees, and for that I grin lightly. “(I sniffle my nose) And I am dumber than you, because I told myself that I will take you out of my heart forever, and here I am feeling weak just by your presence around me... Why do you like to torture me?” He doesn’t reply, all what he does is lean his face closer to mine; nuzzling our noses together.
“You, Janelle Biatress Parish, are the one who's torturing me… Your image right now could kill me instantly, so what do you think your words are able to do?” He brushes his lips over mine, and answers his own question in whispers: “They revive me so I could kiss you.” He plasters his lips on mine, and I kiss him back with the same force. The kiss is comforting, it grants me a moment to dream again.
To dream that he is mine and not Perrie’s, to dream that I am going to be the mother of his children, and the queen of his heart throne. He bites my lower lip, making me release an unsuspected moan. He takes that opportunity to slide his tongue inside, partnering it with my one in a lustful movement.
We both break apart from each other, as we try to regain our breaths. “Zayn, we can’t keep doing this. Not when you are… you know.” He catches his breath, and stares at me with guilt. “It hurts you to say it, doesn’t it?” I nod lightly, while I fix my eyeglasses with my index finger. “This is why I am here now. I want you to go back with me after you're done with work. I want you to be there when I tell Perrie that this wedding is canceled, because I can’t marry her when I am truly-deeply-madly in love with you…”
I feel an instant numb reaction through my entire body; he can’t be serious. “(I speak in a warning tone) Zayn?” He shakes his head and grins mischievously.“Don’t you ‘Zayn?’ me young lady. (I laugh lightly as he proceeds) I am serious baby, I don’t want anyone else in this world; than you… only you.”
“What about my parents, and your parents? Zayn I’m an orphan nerd that di-…” He places his index finger over my lips, and speaks: “My parents love you so much that they will understand, and your parents… well I don’t give a heck of their reaction. I’m marrying you, not them too. And don’t ever say this stuff about yourself. You are a smart, beautiful, white-hearted person that I can’t be away from. You killed me by leaving after college; I blamed myself all this time for not telling you how much I loved you back then. Perrie was being the only option for me to make a family with, although I knew I wouldn’t be happier if it was you waking up beside me and calling me your husband…”
I cry with a childish tone, just like when a kid gets his first flu shot. “(He purrs) Baby… Elle baby don’t cry! (He holds my face in his hands) I said that to make you happy by the truth, not to make you feel sadder. Please smile?” I nod since my voice is gone temporarily.
“Come on, where is that smile that lights up my world like nothing can?” After I hear his adoring words, my dimples curve up, revealing my crying smile. “There’s the Elle I love so much.” He stands me up from my chair, as he does the same from his crouch. I wrap my arms around his torso, and Zayn doesn’t hesitate to hold me in his.
I pressure my head on his chest softly, while he brushes my hair in a soothing matter. “I never should have kept it in…” I nod into his chest, as we rack left and right; in a slow matter. It might seem we are dancing to soft music, but we aren’t… We are in each other’s arms because that’s where we both belong, and now I am sure that he doesn’t want anyone else but me.
Notes
Yes Don't be surprised, I did update. Let's talk about the chapters for today, before getting personal <3 Janelle has this inner struggle, where she doesn't know how to react with Zayn in her current reality. She loves him so much, but the situation doesn't allow her to show him or give him the amount of love that he deserves <3 But Zayn announced his decision that he will cancel the wedding just to be able to be with his lover <3 :') He cares less about what people might think, and all what concerns him is Janelle granting him her pure hearted love <3 Let's hope they both get what they want in the end <3 (Y)
Questions for tomorrow: Shifted position? Two Towels? Janelle's stepmom crying? Why?! :O
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11/22/14