Can a Person like me ever find love?

Harry-

I walked across the foir to the glass elevator holding the flowers in my hands staring at the bright colours.
I pressed level 19 on the elevator buttons, I was so excited patting the ring in my black pants waiting to see her, I heard the ding and stepped out on the red carpet and searched for the room I always walked to.

Number 16A, the smile on my face grew even bigger if that was possible and I reached out for the knob to twist it finding it was locked, I furrowed my brows in confusion, but shrugged it off and ran my fingers on top of the door trying to find the spare key she kept up there.

I slid the key into the lock making sure to be quite as possible since she might be sleeping it was the only reason the door would be looked because she wasn't out, I saw her car parked in the garage.

"Baby" I cooed through the large apartment, walking into the apartment to surprise her.

"OH GOD YES!" I heard her scream through the other side of the door making my world crack in seconds and shatter all around me.

"Right there!" It couldn't be true could it, my hand shakily raise to the closed door flinging it open in less than a millisecond causing it to echo making two heads snap to the door.

Right in front of me was Kendall with her legs on, you got to be fucking kidding me.

"Well" I said with a dry throat "am I interrupting my best friend fucking my girlfriend" I said with anger clutching the flowers in my fist making them mark and break.

"Mate it's not what it looks like, it's a huge understanding" he laughed out nervously slowly removing himself from Kendall siting beside her as she covered her chest with the satin sheets.

"Oh really Kyle, because I'm pretty sure your fucking my girlfriend right in front of me when I only introduced you three days ago" I threw the flowers to the ground storming over to him and grabbing him by the neck raising my fist to hit him in the jaw.

"Harry" Kendall screamed holding my arm so I couldn't punch him, she looked me in the eye, the rest of her face showed sadness but her eyes where filled with a playful look.

All this time I got played.

I ripped my arm away from her causing her to tumble over on the bed.
I grabbed the bag and went through every to single thing I gave to her as a gift, all the jewellery, clothes the teddy bears that I got for her, I took everything.

"Marry what are you doing, stop it you can't just take all my stuff!" She yelled at me making me look at her with her tying a robe around her, I decided not to take that from her as well since I got it from her.

I threw the bag of things carelessly on the couch picking up the disregarded flowers on the floor and ripping them in half throwing them off the balcony seeing all the petals fly down to the ground far away.

"Hawwy pwease? Can we talk about this" she came up behind me talking in a baby tone wrapping her arms around my back.

It felt grossed to be touched by her, 15 minutes ago she was the girl of my dreams and who I wanted to marry now I can't stand to even be near her.

I shook her lose and pushed her back making her stumble and look at me with shock.

"Ok what the fuck Harry that hurt" she yelled annoyed at me.

"Oh and you don't think I'm hurt, I'm hurting real bad than you, you- you slut!" I screamed at her making her mouth drop open. " I was so happy and thrilled to come over here to do this ( I pulled the box out from my pants making her gasp and look at me teary eyed) now I can't stand to be near you or you even touch me and speak to me" I clenched the small velvet box in my hand clutching it so tight it hurt.

"Harry we can work this out" she said seriously with tears forming in her eyes "I would love to be your wife" she spread her arms out spot hug me like nothing was wrong.

"Ok I'm not mad any more, we can put this behind us, all I want to know is" I looked up at her seriously "how many guys have you slept with while we were together" she breathed in a deep sigh and looked at me.

"Promise you'll still be with me" she smirked making me say yes.

"29 guys" she bit her lip, making me smile back in pure fury.

"Hey babe (I put emphasis on babe, making her look up at me, I bent down on one knee making her jump and and down making the gone ripple around her) will you Kendall (I continued making her squeal) fuck off right away from me and never come near me again" she stopped what she was doing straight away and looked at me like she was hurt, I closed the box and clutched it tightly in my Hand turning towards the balcony.

"Harry don't" she scolded, but it was to late the box had already left my hand making it fling far away from us never to be found again.

"I suggest you pack your things up and move to a different place" she said coldly towards her.
"Harry please you have taken away everything, literally everything don't take the apartment away to" she pleaded since I could kick her out since I was the one who paid and put a deposit on the apartment, practically paying for all the furniture in there.

"Should've thought a second time before betraying me" I gave a cold glare walking out of the apartment straight to the manager of the building.

-X- (6 days from that day )

"Harry and Kendall rumours of them officially breaking up have been confirmed, though no one knows why, we have some possibilities of the breakup one huge rumour that had been going on Harry found another lady and well you know (the lady winked on the screen) a second rumour that Kendall got a higher paying job not needing Harry anymore, how would have thought Harry could stoop so low to jealou-" I threw my beer at the TV making it shatter and smoke.

"I DID NOT CHEAT ON HER, NOR AM I JEALOUS OF A SLUT LIKE HER SHES THE ONE WHO CHEATED IN ME WITH MY BEST MATE FROM HIGH SCHOOL TWAT" I screamed drunkly at the Broken TV dragging my self off the couch and walking to my room diving underneath the messy covers wanting to sleep to forget this pain.

-X-

I looked up and the clock groggily seeing that I slept for 4 hours it now being the morning since I slept at 4 am in the morning.

Shit I really need some coffee, or just get out of the house I haven't gone anywhere since then and I'm running low on food and I have no beer left.

I rolled out of bed and in the shower not knowing what the rest of the day held.

Notes

Harry's P-P-POV
P-x