Can a Person like me ever find love?

Sam--

"I'm going out" Ryan said coldly before slamming the door.

I limped over to the mirror and stared at my reflection seeing that the bruises were already forming taking a deeper shade every minute, this time he got me good I thought to myself.
Changing into comfier clothes and walking into the kitchen to see if we had any scrap of food.

"Great nothing" I sighed slamming a cupboard and turning to the big window which is my favourite bit of this small apartment.
I sat down on the window bed that were near it and looked down in the busy streets hearing the traffic and murmurs off the people below.
I didn't even realise I was crying until I felt drops of water on my hands.

"I can't take this anymore, I'm so tired" I said to myself.

"You're tired are you" I heard a voice come from behind me making my eyes go wide with fear it stood up and whipped my body around seeing the one and only Ryan standing before me eyes blazing with rage.
"I-I'm s-s-sorry b-baby I didn't m-mean it" I fiddled with my hands looking down hearing his footsteps slam downing coming towards me.

I screamed in lain when he grabbed my hair and yanked it back pulling my head with it, I look with fearful eyes at him leaning down whispering into my ear.
"I know you meant it baby cheeks" he then threw me across the floor again me flying into the hallway leading to our bedroom and bath room, I stumbled to my feet as quickly as possible running to the bathroom and locking it.

"Open this god damn door right now baby cheeks if you don't it'll be much worse when I get in there" he yelled from the other side of the door banging it making me bounce every time.
"Please stop Ryan I miss the old you, please just stop" I whimpered, then screamed in pure terror as he busted to door down I moved into a corner him stalking toward me grabbing me by the throat making it hard to breathe.

"I told you to open the door baby cheeks" he threw me against the mirror making it shatter in thousands of pieces making my breath fly away from my lungs.
He straddled me and pinned me down to the floor by the throat getting his fist ready at hit me right in the cheek I let out a cry as his hand came into contact with my already injured face and I squirmed on the floor trying to get away feeling a sharp object poking me in the upper thigh, I got it.

I looked down sure enough it was a huge shard of glass I gripped it roughly with my hand cutting it lightly making me wince.
"I don't care what happens" I spat and stabbed his leg with the glass it sticking upright making him yell in agony rolling on the floor off me.

I got up as quickly as possible kicking him twice once in the ribs and one on the face, and ran out the door with my phone and wallet and bolted for my life hearing the words before I got out the door.
"I'll get you bitch next time I will make you suffer and you will be mine" I heard foot steps again much slower, while running down the stairs since there was no elevator in the old building running. Out the door to the only placed I loved here.

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I sat with my head resting in my knees hugging my legs in the park under a big tree with its brown and red leaves falling because of the heavy rain drowning out my cries when people walked past under their umbrellas murmuring as they walked past me.
"Samantha!" I heard a voice yell and I tensed up only to realise that it wasn't Ryan's voice it was Harry's.
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Harry-
(Listen http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=pUZeSYsU0Uk)
I walked around lost in a shady looking place around me tugging my jacket around me for a sense of protection.

I looked around me and above to see a very beautiful women sitting against a window shocking me to realise it was Samantha with her red hair draping around her face, and she was crying she moved her mouth and then open her eyes wide.

She looked afraid, a man came up behind her and ripped her away from the window
I ran into the building finding that I couldn't get in with out a key.
Minutes later I was trying to find a way into the building when I heard the door burst open with fast running. Footsteps splashing in the puddles on the ground.

I turned my head to see Samantha running, more like bolting down the street.
"Samantha!" I ran after her but she was already way ahead of me properly not hearing me since the rain got heavier" I followed her and after a couple minutes she disappeared from my sight leaving me in a park.

I heard a loud cry with people walking by something turning their heads and looking when a couple moved out of my way I saw Samantha with her head in her knees hugging them.

(Listen to this if the other one finished http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=aXVlQJ8eFgE)

"Samantha!" I yelled walking closer to her seeing her whole body tense up her head turned up to me.
I was like a blow to the gut seeing her face full of running makeup and clothes and hair drenched but worse of all the big bruise on her face.

"I'm so tired Harry" she let out a whimper then started crying again putting her head down in her legs.
I bent down beside her and heard her whisper "I don't know what to do" she let out another cry and I scooped her up in my arms with her not resisting laying her head on my chest.
After a few minutes she was limp in my arms sleeping, I called a taxi for us and drove where I know she would be safe at my place.

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We arrived after about 15 minutes we arrived at my house http://staydeal.co.uk/uploads/1878786967tumblr_ls2f93ST4K1qewf9ho1_500.jpg

I paid the driver and walked up the long driveway to my house, I jiggled everything around trying not to wake up Samantha and unlocked the door welcoming the warmth that spread around me instantly.
I walked down the long hallway turning right to go up the stairs.

"Whatcha doin"I heard one of the boys say behind me int he Lounge
room
http://homedesign2014.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/Living-Room-Interior-Design.jpg) I turned slightly to see them all there looking a bit bewildered seeing a girl in my arms.

"Uh I'll explain after I get her to a guest bedroom" I said my back towards them as I went slowly up the stairs placing her into a guest bedroom http://cdn.goodshomedesign.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/10/Luxury-Bedrooms-in-a-Traditional-Style-2.jpg
I went down the stair to explain to the boys .

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Sam-
I rolled around in the nice warm comfortable bed and sunk deeper in the sheets when something dawned on me.

My beds not warm or comfortable.

I shot out of bed and on the floor wincing a little from all the damage on my body, I slowly sat up and looked around the room blinking my eyes hard to see if this was still a dream.
When I realised that it wasn't I got really confused.
"This is different" I murmured to myself walking out into a beautiful hall and down a set of elegant stairs.
"Wow" I was amazed that a house could be so beautiful.

I walked into a lounge room seeing a lot of boys staring at me with me staring back wide eyed I walked back a little hiding behind a wall.

"What in the actual hell" I whispered to myself so confused.

"Samantha" I heard Harry's voice come around the corner, of course I was in Harry's place how did I forget that he picked me up and carried me some where.

"What are you doing on the floor" he chuckled looking down at me offering a hand up.
"I got scared" I whispered to him.

"Don't worry they think we are child hood friends don't worry" he lead me out into the lounge room.
"Guys this is sammy"

"Sam boys"

I shook their hands and we all sat down on the couches.

"Hi my names Louie" he smiled and leaned back onto the couch putting his arms up.
"So where did you meet Harry" he asked.

When I was about to reply he cut me of agiAn.

"And I mean where his home town since you guys are childhood friends"
Well shit

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