Where do I belong?

CHAPTER 4

Eliza’s POV

Fuck, shit, crap! What the fucking hell am I supposed to do now? I’ve got no home, again! Still no family to run to, thank God I have at least some friends who give a shit about me. I was sitting for what seemed like hours until Camilla found me. “What happened?” she asked me. I looked at my feet, “well, basically… I lent some, like, money to uhm a like ‘friend’”, “cut the shit El!” she interrupted. She knows me too well, I can’t even lie to her anymore, what a bummer. “My supposed ‘boyfriend’ cleared out my accounts and ran off with the money! I couldn’t pay the rent and they kicked me out.” I crossed my arms across my chest awkwardly. This is more embarrassing than I thought it would be. She sat next to me and patted my back sympathetically. “What’ve I told you about dating druggies?” “I wouldn’t call them druggies, it’s a bit rude. I like to think of them as people addicted to substances the same way people are to chocolate,” she sighed, “Just trying to lighten up the mood…” I shrugged “I know, you’re right, you’re always right. I just thought he’d be different.” I had to bite my lip to stop myself crying. “It’s fine,” she smiled awkwardly, “I guess you can come stay with us for a while, since Sophia left, we’ve had a spare room.” I looked at her hopefully, but couldn’t help feeling doubt, “wouldn’t the others mind?” “I don’t think they would, but if they did they’d have to get through me, I won’t let my sis go through this alone.” She said, hugging me tightly. I smiled and turned away so she couldn’t see my tears.She ruffled my hair and stood up, “Grab your suitcase and let’s go, lazy bum!” she said and grabbed my hand.

Livvy’s POV

I was starting to get a bit worried, okay fine, I was shitting myself, since Camilla left about two hours ago I’d been waiting in the kitchen. I wondered what had happened to El and hoped that she was fine, I heard the keys turn in the lock. I sprinted to the door and watched as Cami and Eliza came into the house. “OMG, what happened? Are you okay? I was starting to think something bad had happened to you!” I blurted out. “Chill, Liv, we’re fine,” Camilla reassured me, “Eliza was kicked out of her house after some boyfriend problems, so I said she could stay here for a while.” “Again?” I asked, before seeing how awkward Eliza looked, “That’s fine, you’ll love it here,” I smiled at her, “my parents pay the rent, the only condition is that you provide your own food, but that hardly ever happens, so just cook for Niall once a week and you’ll be fine.” Eliza smiled at me and asked where she was sleeping; Camilla told me to gather the boys while she helped Eliza settle in.

Five minutes later Liam, Harry, Niall, Zayn, and Louis were standing around in the living room waiting to be introduced to ‘the newbie’. I heard Camilla explaining what each boy looked like as they came down the stairs. When they entered the room Niall, Harry and Zayn all shouted “Hey” trying to be welcoming, but almost scaring the shit out of her. Louis smiled at her and waved saying, “sup, names Louis.” He gestured to the others one by one introducing them. They all smiled and greeted her except Liam, who just stared at her, mouth half-open. “Control yourself woman!” said Harry, causing a roar of laughter from the rest of the room. Eliza just rolled her eyes, refusing to smile. “Cheer up El,” I heard Camilla whisper as the boys continued to mock Liam, who had gone bright red.

Later that night, Eliza had begun to relax. She smiled every now and then at jokes, but had refused to sit close to any of the boys during the movie. I walked into my room, from upstairs I could hear Liam and Eliza exchange goodbyes as she went into her room, before Zayn called out “Hands where we can see ‘em Liam!” He started to walk down the stairs when Louis said, “Can’t go to bed without kissing babes goodnight can ya now mate?” Zayn stopped to show his middle finger and then came down to me.

“Hey babe” he said picking me up and kissing me softly “Hello to you to baby” I replied smiling while his eyes were locked on mine. “I’ve barely seen you today, I missed you” he said resting his forehead on mine “I know, I’ve missed you too Zaynie” I whispered back to would him, his warm breath against my face. “Don’t call me that” he said, “Or what?” I replied cheekily, “Or, I’m afraid that you won’t be sleeping in your own bed tonight” he said with a smirk. “I’m sure I be fine with that “I whispered in his ear. “right I’ve had enough” he said and started to make out with me, we fell onto camilla’s bed and he whispered in between our mouths “I love you” “I love you too” I replied and got attached to his mouth again.

Camilla’s POV

“He shoots and… HE SCORES!” Niall shouted as he shot against Harry on FIFA. We were on the lowest floor in the TV/video games. Me and him chest bumped as Harry threw his controller on the floor angrily and slid his hands in his hair, his hair mmhhh nicey nice, and really yummy, I could literally just eat his hair, yum yum, Harry's sexy curly hair. Shut up brain, you literally just did not make me think that, how embarrassing for me, I mean is it even possible to be embarrassed because you said something embarrassing to yourself? “Camilla?!” Niall shouted bringing me back to reality, oh shit, I was daydreaming, again, about Harry's sexy h- STOP IT! “yep, sorry I just blanked for a mo” I said tucking a strand of hair behind my ear. “You won Niall! Woohoo we literally are the best at this!” I said taking a swig of my beer. “Why do you always take his side?” Harry whined “Because Harry, Niall and me have been playing FIFA together for years and we always win, and I like to cheer for people who win” I said ruffling his hair, his hair, yum- I need to stop myself there before daydreaming again. “Anyone want another beer?” Niall asked. “No thanks Nialler, I’m good” I said smiling at him and holding up my half full bottle. “Oh yes bro, I want one” Harry said chucking at him the empty glass bottle. “Be back in a minute to get the party going” Niall shouted, Jesus Christ that boy is weird, but then again I’ve been told he takes after me so…

“Uhm, what’s up with your friend Eliza? She’s really weird” Harry asked curiously. “Oh her boyfriend which was- is a druggy has wiped clean all her money and run away, she wasn’t able to pay rent so they kicked her out her apartment, this is about the billionth time its happened but it’s not her fault. She just trusts guys like him too much, but this time it happened big time and so she probably won’t allow herself to fall for a guy for a while” I said sighing and shaking my head,-poor El, she really doesn’t deserve what she is going through, just like me she’d had a horrible past and is struggling to get over it. “Oh, uhm, I’m sorry about that…” Harry said awkwardly “Well, it sucks on Liam haha he’s got it real bad for her” Harry said laughing, I joined in as well. “To be fair, she is very hot” Harry said quickly.“What?” I exclaimed, yeah real smooth, well done Camilla, “Now now, someone is a bit jealous” Harry said with a massive grin on his face, shit, “me? Jealous? Oh please” I nervously laughed and looked at him “I love your eyes” he said looking at me I stared at him, he is so perfect. Then Louis came stumbling in.

“Oh, sorry for interrupting the little intimate moment between you guys” he said smirking. “What? Hahaha no, we were just about to come up, we just finished a game of FIFA” I said laughing anxiously, “Oh please, cut the crap, you two were having eye sex” Louis said. “What?” Harry replied “you know you were so don’t deny it, you guys were staring at each other for longer than a minute and that, my friends, is called eye sex” he said proudly like he just explained newton’s theory or something “don’t be an arse Louis, we were just having a staring war” I said getting up “A very horny one in my opinion” he said and I hit him making him fall on the couch and landing on top of Harry.

I went upstairs to the kitchen to find Niall eating the leftovers from Nando’s today “why am I not surprised by this? It’s one thirty in the morning and I find you sitting at the kitchen table eating” I laughed and put one hand on my hip. “what?! It’s not my fault! I was hungry” he said with his mouth full “How disgusting” I pretended gagging and he opened his mouth showing off what he was chewing, oh what a delightful sight that was. “Cheers for the beer mate” Harry said as he appeared in the kitchen and sat down at the table with us, “Sooo, what do you guys want to do tomorrow?” Louis asked jumping next to the sink. “Sleep” I replied immediately “Good enough for me” Niall added “Fuck you guys, why don’t we do something nice once in a while?” Louis said, “He does kind of have a point guys…” Harry added, “fine then” I said raising my hands in surrender, “What do you want to do?” I said again “We could all go down to the lake and have like a picnic or something” Harry said unsure, “As long as food is involved count me in” Niall said stuffing his face in the last chicken leg. “You’re a pig” I scoffed at him and he held his middle finger up.

“Right then tomorrow we are going to the lake, its final, now let’s get to sleep as we might have a big day coming up tomorrow” Louis said jumping off the sink and going upstairs. “yeah, I’m pretty tired too honestly, swimming was awful today and I just wanna jump into bed” I said getting up and going up the stairs with Harry following me. “Niall you coming up?” he said and Niall replied “Yep just a sec, I’m putting the plate in the sink” “Well that’s a first” I mumbled. “I heard you, and I’m going to hit you” Niall sang as he caught up with us on the stairs. I opened the door to my room and “Whoa” shut it again after seeing Liv and Zayn in their underwear making out on my bed. “What?” Niall asked, “Have a look for yourself” I said kind of shocked by what I just saw “Fucking hell guys don’t have sex on Camilla's bed” Niall basically shouted making his way in to the room as me and Harry followed. “Too late mate” Zayn said with a smirk on his face “Ew!” I screamed. “Zayn you’re disgusting! Have sex on another bed next time! I am not fucking sleeping in here tonight!” I yelled. “Zayn, that’s pretty rank” Harry said defending me “Go get laid styles” Zayn replied lovingly as he got up. “Sorry camcam, heat of the moment” liv said as she slapped Zayn’s bum. “You just can’t keep your hands off me can you?” Zayn said as he pulled her close to him and they started to make out again. “Keep it PG guys, please” I said getting my PJ’sfrom under my pillow. “Why is my pillow wet and sticky? Actually I don’t even want to know, don’t tell me please” I said closing my eyes. “oops, my bad, sorry Cami” Zayn said as everyone burst out laughing and I threw the pillow at him. “Right, who wants a sleeping buddy for tonight?” I said.

Notes

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