Down The Hall.

I fell into a deep sleep, shortly after Harry left. I can say sleep is one of my favorite things. Other than: books, music, and food. I am currently fixing my shelve of books. I hoped Harry didn't think those were all my books. I lied when I said I read thirty books. Before, all I ever cared about was parties, and the sent of alcohol. After, I all I can possibly manage is to get my hands on a book. Reading is a distraction.

Just like any drug, or razor blade. When something tragic in you life happens, all you manage to do is to think about it. And to stop thinking about it, you need a temporary distraction. Like with my dad: before my mom, he had this girlfriend. They were together for about a good year. She then passed away, in a car accident. He later became an alcoholic, and went to rehab. Where he met my mom. She was in rehab for the one thing that brings me to tears: dying. My mom never had the perfect life either. She got abused by her step dad: mentally, and physically. She wanted to die. In reality, she just wanted to be saved.

Her and my father, attended the same rehab facility. They became good friends, then began to fall in love with each other. They were each others' distraction. Long story short, they got married then had me. But I never had a perfect life either. They were constantly working, they never had enough time for me. I was always I guess the 'popular' kid. My distraction at the time, was parties. The one place where nobody gave a fuck about you. Where you never had to feel pressure. I wasn't a whore either. I'm was virgin actually. But I then met the devil.

At first it was like what they call 'cupcake phase.' I don't know it was a video Liv showed me. But basically the cupcake phase is where you're all lovey dubby. He gave me anything I could've possibly wanted. All I wanted was just love. Affection. After about a month, he started hitting me. I got abused. He raped me, he hit me. I was scared of him. Until Liv called the cops, and they arrested him. I then just shut everybody out. I couldn't deal with it. I only really talked to my parents, and Liv.

I decided to start all over again, by coming over here. It's somewhat working, which is good. Once I was finished with the shelve, I decided to go to English. I was 5 minutes late, but luckily the teacher doesn't care. I sat next to Stephanie and she was chatting away with Niall. They're so cute. Eleanor sat next to me, and we started chatting. I'm glad to have a friend like her.

After that class, was lunch and she invited me to lunch with her and Louis. Since Harry was going to be there, I didn't have to be the only single one there. We went to In-and-Out burger again which was absolute perfect.

"And Louis didn't even want to watch it with me! It looks like such a cute movie!" El laughed. We were talking about the movie Frozen.

"I've wanted to see that movie, but I hadn't had anybody to go with." I say. Which was true. Liv always hated Disney movies.

"Well I bought it El. We can all watch it in my room." Louis smiled.

"LOUIS YOU BOUGHT IT YOU GUYS WE ARE ALL WATCHING IT." She practically screamed. We all laughed then finished our food. We left and went to Louis' room. It was really dirty, but I mean he is a boy. I sat next to Harry while he put his arm around me. Knowing I just met Harry, but I think I might have somewhat feelings for him. Knowing I never have a chance with him, I'm not telling anybody. Probably only Steph, but she'll be quiet.

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Once the movie was over, Harry walked me back to my room. Steph was gone, so he just stayed over.

"You lied to me!" He laughed looking at the shelve of books.

"Haha! Sorry not sorry." I gave a proud smirk.

We continued talking about books, and other boring stuff. He came close to me and smiled.

"You have beautiful eyes."

"Please, they're a dog shit brown color." I laughed. "If anything you're the one with beautiful eyes."

He leaned in and kissed me. Our lips moved in perfect synchronization. His pink soft lips, collided with mine. It sent sparks with fireworks. I was not feeling butterflies.

Fuck butterflies.

The whole zoo was literally having a hunger games in there.

Notes

Sorry its suckish !

I hope you enjoy!

Sorry for any typos haha.

bye x