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Chapter 1
*Two years later...*
At least that's what i thought. I hate those stupid flashbacks. Two years ago.. Today it's exactly two years ago. Two years of the darkness. Two years heartbroken. Two years without Harry. Two years without any love and i love you's. Only my amazing friends. No Harry. I see him in school sometimes.
He changed a lot. Almost his whole body is covered in tattoo's now and he has piercings. He ignores me. He forgot about me. He broke a lot of promise's. He promised me he would never ever be like this. And a lot of other. But the most important one hurts the most. He promised me he would love me until the last piece of air we breathe.
He broke the most important one just like my heart. My parents are still friends with his parents and they visit them often while i just stay home. Anyway... Maybe i should introduce myself.
I'm Madelin Jolley but call me Maddy like everybody does. I am a teenager. I'm best friends with Niall and Brooklyn but call her Brooke. Niall is just like a brother to me. I am good friends with Stacy, she's the sister from Brooke. I hate Acacia, she's a slut and a bitch. I have a boyfriend named Luke Jordans. He is amazing and cute. I'm not into that girly stuff but i can be like that sometimes.
That's enough for now... School starts in like 30 minutes and i just arrived at school. It's my first school day in a new year. I'm dressed in this. It's a hot summer day here in Holmes Chappel. That doesn't happen that much. I already now wich lessons i have. First i have Maths and then Biology. After those two things i have lunch.
I walked into the building towards my locker. If i only could find my locker than it would be awesome! After a few minutes i found my locker. I opened it and putted the books i didn't need n it. The only books in my bag are Maths and Biology. I mean like what's the point in having books in your bag you don't need right now. Exactly. Nothing.
Somebody opened the locker next to me. Maybe i can introduce myself. I mean like it's my locker neighbour so uhmm... Yeah. I quickly looked to my right and turned back. I saw Harry. So that's Harry's locker!? Okay, fine. That was sarcasm because it's not fine. It's not okay. Ugh...
When i was done putting my books in my locker i closed it. I looked to my right again and i saw Harry leaning at his locker while he was looking at me. God this guy can be so creepy sometimes.
"Hi. I'm Harry. Who are you?" He said while he held out his hand. I shook it and he smiled at me. God this boy is amazing. He has no idea what he does to me. The only sad part is that he doesn't even remember me. "Hi Harry, nice to meet you. I'm Madelin but call me Maddy."
He nodded. "Well it's nice to meet you to Maddy. Wich lessons do you have first?" Seriously!? "Maths, Biology and then Lunch." He grinned at me. "Me to. Can i see you schedule?" I nodded and gave him my schedule. He chuckled and gave it back to me. "It looks like we're gonna spend a lot of time together babe." With that he walked away leaving me stunned.
Did he just call me babe? Why? Does this mean he likes me!? No, of course not. Harry is a player. And does this mean we have classes together? I hope not. He changed so much. I don't even know why i liked him. I'm not that heartbroken anymore because now i know i shouldn't be. I mean... Look at him. He doesn't deserve my love.
I walked towards Maths. Great. Everybody is already there. Where can i sit!? "Mrs. Jolley will you please sit down?" Mrs. Evans said. "Yes, of course i want to but everybody is already sitting somewhere and i don-" Somebody cutted me off.
"She can sit next to me." I turned around nd saw Harry smirking at me. I nodded and walked to my seat and sat down. It was in the back. Great. "So... Maddy, right?" Harry whispered. I nodded and looked at him.
"So what do you think? You and me at my place tonight in my bedroom."He whispered in my ear and kissed my cheek. I'm sure my whole face is red now. I looked at him and he smirked at me. "I'm hard to get Styles. Besides i would never ever have sex with you. I rather die than be yours."
I said smirking. He kinda looked....hurt? Nah. Harry Styles doesn't get hurt because of a girl. "Alright. I'm sorry. I just wanted to test you. Other girls would have acce-" I cutted him off. "Yeah. Other girls Harry. But i'm not other girls. I'm me. Myself and i. I'm not one of those sluts you can just fuck and leave Harry." He smiled at me and nodded.
"I know. And i understand. Can we at least take a picture together. You know... Show the people on Twitter how boring Maths is?" He said and i laughed quietly at him. "Yeah of course... Why not!?" I said and he pulled out his phone of his pocket. *SNAP* "What was that!? Was that a phone Mr. Styles?" Mrs. Evans said. "No of course not! Why would i?" Harry said back smirking and she nodded. Phew.
"I'm gonna post it on Twitter now." "Okay." I checked twitter and i'm getting angry now.
Harry_Styles:
In class with my babe. @Madelin_Jolley Maths is so boring! Can't wait to get some tonight ;)
"You asshole!!" I whispered, shouted at him. He laughed quietly at me. "I hate you Harold." He had a serious look on his face and he looked hurt again. What the hell is wrong with him!? Is he bipolar or something? "Why do you hate me? What have i done to you?" He even spoke with hurt in his voice.
I feel bad now. He's right. He didn't do anything wrong. He ment it like a joke. Right? "I'm sorry Harry. You didn't do anything. It was just... Nothing." He smiled at me and i smiled back. Wait. What am i doing!? He broke my heart and here i am, talking to him like nothing happened.
Soon the bell rang i collected my stuff. When i was done i was about to walk walk out of this classroom but Harry grabbed my wrist and i turned around. "Why don't we walk together to Biology? I mean like uhmm yeah.... We have all the classes together so... I thought maybe we could you know.... Nevermind." Aww he's nervous. "Okay. Come on or we're gonna be late and i don't want detention on mt first day." He nodded and we walked together to Biology.
Soon we sat down in the back, next to each other again and the lesson began. "So why are you even talking to me Harry? Aren't you supposed to be with your gang and those stupid little fake sluts?" I whispered to him while i took notes.
"Yes. But they aren't here yet." "What do you mean?" He sighed. "Well... Zayn and Perrie are still in Paris. Liam, Louis, Eleanor and Danielle are still in Mexico. And Acacia is till with Stacy in Spain." Hmm.... Interesting. "Why? It's the first school day!" He nodded.
"I know. They always do that. They always miss the first school week because of their long vacation." "Stupid. But... Why are you not with them?" This is confusing. "Because it's never fun. They always wanna go clubbing and all those stuff. Sex, Drugs and sleep a lot. You know... Nothing special. It's not worth it. And besides... Then i miss a lot of things in school."
"So what!? Then you miss a lot of things in school. It's not like you care." He chuckled and shook his head. "I care. I'm maybe an gang leader but that doesn't mean i can't be soft hearted or can't be good at school stuff. I still care about school Dell." He said and grinned at me.
I just got a heart attack. What did he say. "Dell?" His smiled bright. "Yeah. Dell. My nickname for you." He said proud. "S-so you a-actually do rem-member m-me?" I asked while stuttering. Dell was his nickname for me. He always called me like that. I can't believe he remembers that!!
"I-i-i........what d-d-do y-you m-mean?" Is he nervous? I guess he is. "What do i mean!? Don't you remember..... Oh....... Sorry. I just, it's nothing. Really." He nodded but i can tell that he didn't believe my lie. Maybe he really doesn't remember me and then i'm like that stupid idiot.
"Is everything okay Dell?" He asked me. "Yeah... I'm Fine Hal." Hal is what i used to call him. That was my nickname for him. I was the only person who could call him like that. So sweet. "Hal?" He grinned at me and i nodded. "Yeah. That's my nickname for you. Remember." "Oh yeah. I remember." When he realized what he just said he slammed his hand on his mouth.
So he does remember us? Hmm..... Interesting. "So you do remember us." "No i don't. I have no idea what you're talking about Dell." I sighed. "Okay. Then you don't. That's fine by me. Maybe you should just go and fuck yourself Harry!" I yelled at him out loud and everybody turned their attention to us. Great.
"Okay. What is going on!? I won't give you two detention because it's the first school day and i like you Madelin. You're my best student. But the next time it's detention for both of you!!" She shouted and continued her lesson.
In a few minuted the bell rang and collected my stuff again. It's lunch time!! YAY!! This means i can finally see Niall, Luke and Brooke again.
*** During lunch time. ***
I sat at the table with Niall, Luke and Brooke. Niall sat next to Brooke at the opposite of the table and Luke sat next to me. Luke kissed my cheek and i blushed. He's such a cutie. "Oh no." Brooke said. Harry sat next to me and kissed my cheek. That feels good. Just Like old times.
"Hey babe." He said to me and smirked. "I'm not your babe Hal. And you have no right to kiss me on the cheek." "Wait a second. Hal? Who or what is Hal!?" Brooke said. "Oh... Yeah. That's my nickname for Harry. Hal." I said and they all burst out in laughter. Except for me and Harry.
"Yeah! LAUGH AT ME!! I CAN'T BELIEVE I WAS ONCE FRIENDS WITH YOU GUYS!?" He yelled at them and stood up. Then the all stopped laughing and looked at him. They looked a litle bit scared. "AND YOU, DELL. I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU DID THAT!! I THOUGHT I COULD TRUST YOU AND WE COULD BECOME FRIENDS! BUT NOW I SEE CAN'T BE FRIENDS WITH YOU. YOU LITTLE BITCH!!" He yelled at me and walked almost runned away.
Almost everybody looked at this direction. After a few minuted they did their own things again. What have i done to Harry. I didn't ment to hurt him. I'm a horrible person.
Harry's POV
I stormed out of school. I runned to the park. Our park. In that park there is a tree. A special tree. Our tree. We used to hang out here or come here when we wanted to be left alone. I don't know if she still comes here but i do.
We also have a beautiful box standing here under the tree. In that box are tons of pictures from us and other things. I always look at it. That's my way to not fall deeper in this black whole i'm in now. Seriously. Without those memories i would completely lose it!
A sat down against the tree and picked up the box. I opened it and picked out a few pictures. Under every picture is a short description.
Our cute loves... -x The moms.
Our little baby wrote a song for his lady. Aww... How cute! -x Anne.
Our swagg babes. -x Angelica.(A/N: ANGELICA IS MADDY'S MOM!)
Aren't they lovely!? -x Gemma.
Beautiful day at the beach. -The moms.
Your first photoshoot together. How cute. -x Anne.
The first kiss for both of you. That was so adorable. -x Gemma.
Still together. Amazing!! -x Angelica.
Hey Haz. Aren't ya getting a little bit too tall!? -x Gemma.
Chilling in the park under our tree. -x Harry.
Together in the photobooth. Remember that!? -x Maddy.
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Together playing Paintball. That was fun!! -x Angelica.
Day on the beach together. That was amazing!! -x Maddy.
The prom. It was amazing with you. -x Harry.
I love it when we're together at a party! -x Maddy
I don't really know what to write under this picture. Uhmm...... I love you babe. -x Harry.
Aww... I love you to Hal. -x Maddy.
That was the last picture from us. This are not all the pictures. The other half is gone!! OH MY GOD!! Where the hell is the other half!? Okay, i'm panicking now!! I'm hundred procent sure they were here in the box. Somebody was heer and took them. Please, let this not be true.
I putted everything back in the box and placed it back. I looked up at the tree and letted my tears come. I'm crying and sobbing now. This is too sad for words. I wanna stop crying but i just can't. I have no idea why but i just can't.
I opened the box again and picked up my favorite two pictures. I stopped the two pictures in my pocket and closed the box again. I need those pictures with me. I just need it. The first one are we kissing each other and the other one am i kissing her.
Two years ago. Two fucking years ago!! I HATE MYSELF FOR IT!! I just should have stayed with her. With her friends Niall and Brooke. Now she has a boyfriend, Luke. Ugh... I hate that guy. Now he can give her love. I should be that one not him. I can do it better.
Maybe its time to go. School is almost done and i wanna place those pictures in my pocket in my locker. After ten minutes walking i arrived at school. I walked into the building straight to my locker. I cant believe i was by the tree for that long.
Maddy's POV
The bell rang and the first school day was finally over. Harry never came back. I was worried about him and i don't even know why. Maybe it's the fact that i hurt him badly and that's maybe the reason he isn't here in school now. I walked towards my locker and i saw Harry standing there. He was by his locker. Why?
"Heey Harry. Where were you!?" He sighed but didn't say anything back. He only looked at me. "Okay. Then ignore me. It helps nothing!!" He still didn't say anything. "Alright. I'm sorry Harry. I didn't ment to hurt you! I...i really don't know why i did it." I said and sighed.
"Oh, so...now you're sorry!? Well... Let me tell you this. I won't forgive you. You are stupid. Stubborn. You are annoying. You're ugly. You are a bitch, slut and whore. You're not worth it!! Nobody likes you! EVERYBODY HATES YOU!! YOU'RE FRIENDS ARE ONLY THERE BECAUSE THEY FEEL SORRY FOR YOU!! YOUR BOYFRIEND IS FUCK-BUDDY'S WITH STACY BECKFORD AND I............" He didn't finish his sentence because he looked at me and saw that i was crying. He stepped forward to touch me but i stepped back.
"D-d-dell....... I am so s-sorry. I d-didn't m-ment to say t-that!" I stepped forward again and i wanted to step back but i couldn't because he grabbed my wrist. I looked deeply into his beautiful eyes while he stared back at me. Then he hugged me tight.
"I am so sorry Maddy. I really didn't ment to it's just..." He whispered while he still hugged me. He didn't finish his sentence again. I pulled back. "I-it's okay Harry. But... I-i have to go now. See you t-tomorrow." I said almost whispered and he nodded. I walked away. Out of the school doors.
Maybe it's best if i just stay away from him. Not because people said it but because he isn't the same Harry as he was two years ago. I just experienced it. He isn't sweet and cute anymore. He's now cold hearted and dangerous. So its better for myself if i stay away from him.
At least that's what i thought. I hate those stupid flashbacks. Two years ago.. Today it's exactly two years ago. Two years of the darkness. Two years heartbroken. Two years without Harry. Two years without any love and i love you's. Only my amazing friends. No Harry. I see him in school sometimes.
He changed a lot. Almost his whole body is covered in tattoo's now and he has piercings. He ignores me. He forgot about me. He broke a lot of promise's. He promised me he would never ever be like this. And a lot of other. But the most important one hurts the most. He promised me he would love me until the last piece of air we breathe.
He broke the most important one just like my heart. My parents are still friends with his parents and they visit them often while i just stay home. Anyway... Maybe i should introduce myself.
I'm Madelin Jolley but call me Maddy like everybody does. I am a teenager. I'm best friends with Niall and Brooklyn but call her Brooke. Niall is just like a brother to me. I am good friends with Stacy, she's the sister from Brooke. I hate Acacia, she's a slut and a bitch. I have a boyfriend named Luke Jordans. He is amazing and cute. I'm not into that girly stuff but i can be like that sometimes.
That's enough for now... School starts in like 30 minutes and i just arrived at school. It's my first school day in a new year. I'm dressed in this. It's a hot summer day here in Holmes Chappel. That doesn't happen that much. I already now wich lessons i have. First i have Maths and then Biology. After those two things i have lunch.
I walked into the building towards my locker. If i only could find my locker than it would be awesome! After a few minutes i found my locker. I opened it and putted the books i didn't need n it. The only books in my bag are Maths and Biology. I mean like what's the point in having books in your bag you don't need right now. Exactly. Nothing.
Somebody opened the locker next to me. Maybe i can introduce myself. I mean like it's my locker neighbour so uhmm... Yeah. I quickly looked to my right and turned back. I saw Harry. So that's Harry's locker!? Okay, fine. That was sarcasm because it's not fine. It's not okay. Ugh...
When i was done putting my books in my locker i closed it. I looked to my right again and i saw Harry leaning at his locker while he was looking at me. God this guy can be so creepy sometimes.
"Hi. I'm Harry. Who are you?" He said while he held out his hand. I shook it and he smiled at me. God this boy is amazing. He has no idea what he does to me. The only sad part is that he doesn't even remember me. "Hi Harry, nice to meet you. I'm Madelin but call me Maddy."
He nodded. "Well it's nice to meet you to Maddy. Wich lessons do you have first?" Seriously!? "Maths, Biology and then Lunch." He grinned at me. "Me to. Can i see you schedule?" I nodded and gave him my schedule. He chuckled and gave it back to me. "It looks like we're gonna spend a lot of time together babe." With that he walked away leaving me stunned.
Did he just call me babe? Why? Does this mean he likes me!? No, of course not. Harry is a player. And does this mean we have classes together? I hope not. He changed so much. I don't even know why i liked him. I'm not that heartbroken anymore because now i know i shouldn't be. I mean... Look at him. He doesn't deserve my love.
I walked towards Maths. Great. Everybody is already there. Where can i sit!? "Mrs. Jolley will you please sit down?" Mrs. Evans said. "Yes, of course i want to but everybody is already sitting somewhere and i don-" Somebody cutted me off.
"She can sit next to me." I turned around nd saw Harry smirking at me. I nodded and walked to my seat and sat down. It was in the back. Great. "So... Maddy, right?" Harry whispered. I nodded and looked at him.
"So what do you think? You and me at my place tonight in my bedroom."He whispered in my ear and kissed my cheek. I'm sure my whole face is red now. I looked at him and he smirked at me. "I'm hard to get Styles. Besides i would never ever have sex with you. I rather die than be yours."
I said smirking. He kinda looked....hurt? Nah. Harry Styles doesn't get hurt because of a girl. "Alright. I'm sorry. I just wanted to test you. Other girls would have acce-" I cutted him off. "Yeah. Other girls Harry. But i'm not other girls. I'm me. Myself and i. I'm not one of those sluts you can just fuck and leave Harry." He smiled at me and nodded.
"I know. And i understand. Can we at least take a picture together. You know... Show the people on Twitter how boring Maths is?" He said and i laughed quietly at him. "Yeah of course... Why not!?" I said and he pulled out his phone of his pocket. *SNAP* "What was that!? Was that a phone Mr. Styles?" Mrs. Evans said. "No of course not! Why would i?" Harry said back smirking and she nodded. Phew.
"I'm gonna post it on Twitter now." "Okay." I checked twitter and i'm getting angry now.
Harry_Styles:
In class with my babe. @Madelin_Jolley Maths is so boring! Can't wait to get some tonight ;)
"You asshole!!" I whispered, shouted at him. He laughed quietly at me. "I hate you Harold." He had a serious look on his face and he looked hurt again. What the hell is wrong with him!? Is he bipolar or something? "Why do you hate me? What have i done to you?" He even spoke with hurt in his voice.
I feel bad now. He's right. He didn't do anything wrong. He ment it like a joke. Right? "I'm sorry Harry. You didn't do anything. It was just... Nothing." He smiled at me and i smiled back. Wait. What am i doing!? He broke my heart and here i am, talking to him like nothing happened.
Soon the bell rang i collected my stuff. When i was done i was about to walk walk out of this classroom but Harry grabbed my wrist and i turned around. "Why don't we walk together to Biology? I mean like uhmm yeah.... We have all the classes together so... I thought maybe we could you know.... Nevermind." Aww he's nervous. "Okay. Come on or we're gonna be late and i don't want detention on mt first day." He nodded and we walked together to Biology.
Soon we sat down in the back, next to each other again and the lesson began. "So why are you even talking to me Harry? Aren't you supposed to be with your gang and those stupid little fake sluts?" I whispered to him while i took notes.
"Yes. But they aren't here yet." "What do you mean?" He sighed. "Well... Zayn and Perrie are still in Paris. Liam, Louis, Eleanor and Danielle are still in Mexico. And Acacia is till with Stacy in Spain." Hmm.... Interesting. "Why? It's the first school day!" He nodded.
"I know. They always do that. They always miss the first school week because of their long vacation." "Stupid. But... Why are you not with them?" This is confusing. "Because it's never fun. They always wanna go clubbing and all those stuff. Sex, Drugs and sleep a lot. You know... Nothing special. It's not worth it. And besides... Then i miss a lot of things in school."
"So what!? Then you miss a lot of things in school. It's not like you care." He chuckled and shook his head. "I care. I'm maybe an gang leader but that doesn't mean i can't be soft hearted or can't be good at school stuff. I still care about school Dell." He said and grinned at me.
I just got a heart attack. What did he say. "Dell?" His smiled bright. "Yeah. Dell. My nickname for you." He said proud. "S-so you a-actually do rem-member m-me?" I asked while stuttering. Dell was his nickname for me. He always called me like that. I can't believe he remembers that!!
"I-i-i........what d-d-do y-you m-mean?" Is he nervous? I guess he is. "What do i mean!? Don't you remember..... Oh....... Sorry. I just, it's nothing. Really." He nodded but i can tell that he didn't believe my lie. Maybe he really doesn't remember me and then i'm like that stupid idiot.
"Is everything okay Dell?" He asked me. "Yeah... I'm Fine Hal." Hal is what i used to call him. That was my nickname for him. I was the only person who could call him like that. So sweet. "Hal?" He grinned at me and i nodded. "Yeah. That's my nickname for you. Remember." "Oh yeah. I remember." When he realized what he just said he slammed his hand on his mouth.
So he does remember us? Hmm..... Interesting. "So you do remember us." "No i don't. I have no idea what you're talking about Dell." I sighed. "Okay. Then you don't. That's fine by me. Maybe you should just go and fuck yourself Harry!" I yelled at him out loud and everybody turned their attention to us. Great.
"Okay. What is going on!? I won't give you two detention because it's the first school day and i like you Madelin. You're my best student. But the next time it's detention for both of you!!" She shouted and continued her lesson.
In a few minuted the bell rang and collected my stuff again. It's lunch time!! YAY!! This means i can finally see Niall, Luke and Brooke again.
*** During lunch time. ***
I sat at the table with Niall, Luke and Brooke. Niall sat next to Brooke at the opposite of the table and Luke sat next to me. Luke kissed my cheek and i blushed. He's such a cutie. "Oh no." Brooke said. Harry sat next to me and kissed my cheek. That feels good. Just Like old times.
"Hey babe." He said to me and smirked. "I'm not your babe Hal. And you have no right to kiss me on the cheek." "Wait a second. Hal? Who or what is Hal!?" Brooke said. "Oh... Yeah. That's my nickname for Harry. Hal." I said and they all burst out in laughter. Except for me and Harry.
"Yeah! LAUGH AT ME!! I CAN'T BELIEVE I WAS ONCE FRIENDS WITH YOU GUYS!?" He yelled at them and stood up. Then the all stopped laughing and looked at him. They looked a litle bit scared. "AND YOU, DELL. I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU DID THAT!! I THOUGHT I COULD TRUST YOU AND WE COULD BECOME FRIENDS! BUT NOW I SEE CAN'T BE FRIENDS WITH YOU. YOU LITTLE BITCH!!" He yelled at me and walked almost runned away.
Almost everybody looked at this direction. After a few minuted they did their own things again. What have i done to Harry. I didn't ment to hurt him. I'm a horrible person.
Harry's POV
I stormed out of school. I runned to the park. Our park. In that park there is a tree. A special tree. Our tree. We used to hang out here or come here when we wanted to be left alone. I don't know if she still comes here but i do.
We also have a beautiful box standing here under the tree. In that box are tons of pictures from us and other things. I always look at it. That's my way to not fall deeper in this black whole i'm in now. Seriously. Without those memories i would completely lose it!
A sat down against the tree and picked up the box. I opened it and picked out a few pictures. Under every picture is a short description.
Our cute loves... -x The moms.
Our little baby wrote a song for his lady. Aww... How cute! -x Anne.
Our swagg babes. -x Angelica.(A/N: ANGELICA IS MADDY'S MOM!)
Aren't they lovely!? -x Gemma.
Beautiful day at the beach. -The moms.
Your first photoshoot together. How cute. -x Anne.
The first kiss for both of you. That was so adorable. -x Gemma.
Still together. Amazing!! -x Angelica.
Hey Haz. Aren't ya getting a little bit too tall!? -x Gemma.
Chilling in the park under our tree. -x Harry.
Together in the photobooth. Remember that!? -x Maddy.
Together playing Paintball. That was fun!! -x Angelica.
Day on the beach together. That was amazing!! -x Maddy.
The prom. It was amazing with you. -x Harry.
I love it when we're together at a party! -x Maddy
I don't really know what to write under this picture. Uhmm...... I love you babe. -x Harry.
Aww... I love you to Hal. -x Maddy.
That was the last picture from us. This are not all the pictures. The other half is gone!! OH MY GOD!! Where the hell is the other half!? Okay, i'm panicking now!! I'm hundred procent sure they were here in the box. Somebody was heer and took them. Please, let this not be true.
I putted everything back in the box and placed it back. I looked up at the tree and letted my tears come. I'm crying and sobbing now. This is too sad for words. I wanna stop crying but i just can't. I have no idea why but i just can't.
I opened the box again and picked up my favorite two pictures. I stopped the two pictures in my pocket and closed the box again. I need those pictures with me. I just need it. The first one are we kissing each other and the other one am i kissing her.
Two years ago. Two fucking years ago!! I HATE MYSELF FOR IT!! I just should have stayed with her. With her friends Niall and Brooke. Now she has a boyfriend, Luke. Ugh... I hate that guy. Now he can give her love. I should be that one not him. I can do it better.
Maybe its time to go. School is almost done and i wanna place those pictures in my pocket in my locker. After ten minutes walking i arrived at school. I walked into the building straight to my locker. I cant believe i was by the tree for that long.
Maddy's POV
The bell rang and the first school day was finally over. Harry never came back. I was worried about him and i don't even know why. Maybe it's the fact that i hurt him badly and that's maybe the reason he isn't here in school now. I walked towards my locker and i saw Harry standing there. He was by his locker. Why?
"Heey Harry. Where were you!?" He sighed but didn't say anything back. He only looked at me. "Okay. Then ignore me. It helps nothing!!" He still didn't say anything. "Alright. I'm sorry Harry. I didn't ment to hurt you! I...i really don't know why i did it." I said and sighed.
"Oh, so...now you're sorry!? Well... Let me tell you this. I won't forgive you. You are stupid. Stubborn. You are annoying. You're ugly. You are a bitch, slut and whore. You're not worth it!! Nobody likes you! EVERYBODY HATES YOU!! YOU'RE FRIENDS ARE ONLY THERE BECAUSE THEY FEEL SORRY FOR YOU!! YOUR BOYFRIEND IS FUCK-BUDDY'S WITH STACY BECKFORD AND I............" He didn't finish his sentence because he looked at me and saw that i was crying. He stepped forward to touch me but i stepped back.
"D-d-dell....... I am so s-sorry. I d-didn't m-ment to say t-that!" I stepped forward again and i wanted to step back but i couldn't because he grabbed my wrist. I looked deeply into his beautiful eyes while he stared back at me. Then he hugged me tight.
"I am so sorry Maddy. I really didn't ment to it's just..." He whispered while he still hugged me. He didn't finish his sentence again. I pulled back. "I-it's okay Harry. But... I-i have to go now. See you t-tomorrow." I said almost whispered and he nodded. I walked away. Out of the school doors.
Maybe it's best if i just stay away from him. Not because people said it but because he isn't the same Harry as he was two years ago. I just experienced it. He isn't sweet and cute anymore. He's now cold hearted and dangerous. So its better for myself if i stay away from him.
Notes
I how you all like it :) I had fun writing this and i have no idea why!!
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