Delilah May
June 22, 2014.

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“Why don’t we all go to the Bowling Ally?” Megan asked as she took a sip of coke from her cup. We all sat in my living room, Harry, Megan, Sophia, And I, as we just let silence cascade over us from time to time. Not really knowing what to say.

“It’s too early, maybe around seven tonight.” I stated as I rested my head against Harry’s shoulder as his arm was wrapped around mine.

I haven’t told anyone about how harry told me he loved me or even the fact that I had sex with him last night. I felt that no one needed to know, but it was something that I would like to share, but not now. “Maybe we can go to McDonalds.” Harry said as we tried to find out what to do this afternoon since we were all tired from Prom last night. I don’t even know how I got home last night, I was probably sleeping and Harry carried me inside.

“How classy, Styles.” I teased him as his hand rested on my thigh, bringing me back to last night, which I really needed to put back for now because now was not the time or place.

“I’m up for it.” Megan said before she got up to refill her cup.

Harry then looked at me and raised an eyebrow with a smirk “We don’t have to be classy to have fun.”

“Whatever” I said with a small smile before I elevated myself off of the couch “I’ll be right back.” I stated before I left Harry and Sophia alone in the living room before I raced upstairs.

I opened my room door before I spotted what I was looking for on my bed, opened. My journal. I was going to wonder why it was open but I wanted to get this out as quickly as possible.

I scurried to grab and pencil before I swiftly turned for the next blank page and begun to write away what was eating me inside.

Dear Journal or diary…

I Love Harry. I Love harry styles. I said it. I don’t know why I can’t say it to him. I have all the time in the world to say it to him, but I can’t. No matter how hard I tried last night I couldn’t. I was just lying there with my mouth open, after we had sex, as he hoped and waited for me to say it back, but I let him down. I love harry styles and I want to tell him, But i…..





Mr. Smith
June 26, 2014.

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“I want to tell him, but I just can’t build up the courage to.” I read out loud as I felt anger take over me as I looked down at the foul words that were scribbled on this crisp white page.

“No!” I yelled in protest at the thought of a simple, innocent little girl like Delilah May having intercourse and actually falling in love with a boy like harry styles. It made me sick to my stomach.

I kicked the journal in rage before I dropped my now empty Single Action Revolver on the tile floor that was spotted in blood before I walked back to the black bag that I snuck my other weapons in. I quickly grabbed my G18 as I heard filthy student run away and escape from this room on the long hallway this room was located on.

“They are all dirty.” I said to myself as I swung the bag over my shoulder. Not even a girl like Delilah May was clean. They are all infested with each other’s germs and I could not let people like them run this country into the ground. I grabbed my Hit List I made last night for the reason that I enjoyed the thought of picking some of them off in order, but now I need to pick all of them off at random.

I glanced down at the list and read it out loud “Jack Reeh, Mark Shay, Tanner McMan, Cody Fray, Sophia Kingwood, Sara Way, Emily Jetzer, Trevor Collins, Harry Styles.” After I read all the names out loud I crumbled it up and threw it upon the ground.

I stomped to the door before I kicked it with my foot, which made it slam on the wall. I heard a couple of scream come from my left before I looked that way and shot twice, making at least one of the people who screamed fall to the ground. I shot a couple more times at a person who ran across the door way but they escaped without a scrape.

I then took a right and walked down a hallway that was cleared before I noticed a girl that was walking away from a door as she looked down the opposite way of the hallway I was at, as if she way looking for something or someone. She finally then turned to me and her eyes went wide. “Hello there, Megan. .” I said before I walked closer to her. They are all dirty.



Delilah May
June 22, 2014
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I just can’t build up the courage to… I wrote down before I closed my journal up quickly and looked up around my room.

I shifted off of my bed before I opened my door and noticed Harry was standing on the other side of it. He then turned as he noticed me standing in the doorway as the door opened. I then looked at him confused before he opened his mouth to speak “I..” He then rubbed the back of his neck, “I thought you might be changing.”

“You were okay with my changing in front of you after Connor’s party.” I smirked.

“yeah but,” He then trailed off for an excuse but he couldn’t find any “I don’t know.” He said before I placed my hand behind his neck and brought him down for a quick kiss.

“What was that for?” Harry asked as our faces were not even an inch apart as he pulled away.

“I don’t know..” I said, in a way of mocking him with a smile.

Say it… Say it, Delilah… tell him you love him.

“Let’s go downstairs.” Was all I could say before we made our way back down. Hand in hand.

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