Delilah May
June 14, 2014

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“Do you think you guys will do the...” Megan formerly raised one eyebrow at me “You know... The do.”

“You mean have sex?” I interrogated her as I gave her a smug look. Megan then let out a shy chuckle “Yeah, that thing.”

“At Prom?” I asked before she nodded at me “No, Maybe... I don’t know. I mean… I don’t know when the time is right I guess.” I thought as I played with my hands in my lap. The feelings that mainly every girl gets when she thinks about losing her virginity floated in my mind. ‘Will I be good enough? What if I do something wrong?’ Harry has had sex before and he knows what to do, I just hope he doesn’t expect me to be… experienced.

“You guys don’t have to at prom, but mostly everyone does it.” Megan said as she got up from the chair she was resting in before heading towards my bookshelf.

“I’m just scared. What if I’m not amazing, because I don’t know what to do… do I just lay there and like… moan?” I asked. I never really talked about sex before. I had the talk with my mom before but it wasn’t too clear. All she said was I was supposed to do it when I was married and 50 years old. My friends and I rarely talked about it, as if it was something we keep in hush.

“Look at porn. Take notes.” Megan said making me tilt my head at her as she quickly flipped through a book. “What? Can’t hurt.” She said as she smirked at me.

I softly threw a pillow at her which she caught with her right hand. “No, thank you.” I replied.

Megan shrugged before she placed the book back on the bookshelf in the correct spot before tossing the pillow back and forth from one hand to the other. “Just wing it.” She said as my phone begun to ring.

I then lifted up my phone to see who was calling me “Oh, its harry..”

“Ooo, its lover boy.”Megan teased before I rolled my eyes at her.

“Hey, Harry.” I chimed into the phone

“Hello, Beautiful,” Harry said into the phone it made my heart flutter a little. “I’m calling because I wanted to know if you wanted to go to this Diner right down the street from your house, walking distance, I think it’s called Diner 45, yeah.”

I then thought back to that familiar name and thought back to the time when Conner took me to that diner. The memory quickly traced back to when Connor broke into my house which made me snap myself out of it. “Delilah?” Harry asked, questioning if I was still on the line.

“Oh yeah, that sounds good. What time?” I said still in my daze for a bit longer.

“How about around Seven? I have to do some grocery shopping for my mum and stuff, By the way, Do you think you want to meet my mom? Probably tomorrow for dinner?” Harry said as his talking slowly begun to speed up, what usually happens when he’s nervous “And maybe bring your mom, too. I’m sure they will get along. My mums nice and so is yours so yeah. They will get along. I hope…” Harry rambled.

I let out a slight chuckle from Harry’s adorable ramble before replying “Yeah, Sounds great.”

Harry then let out a long breathe “Okay, good. Sounds good… good”

There was an awkward silence that Harry and I left before He broke it “Okay, Well I have to go get those groceries. I’ll see you later. Bye” Harry said stressing the ‘e’ on the word bye as I indicated the sound of his car door unlocking before he hung up.

I looked up at Megan as I brought my phone down from my ear. “Harry is picking me up at seven” I explained.

Megan smiled at me as she placed the pillow I threw at her on the floor and sat on it “Oo la la,” She teased, “Where is this amazing place your amazing boyfriend is taking you?”

“Nowhere special. It’s the Diner that is right down the street, Conner took me there once,” I stated as I got up and looked through my closet. I could feel the stroppy feeling in the room begin to build up when the name Conner slipped away from me. “They have amazing milkshakes.” I smiled, trying to break the tension. Megan just gave me an insignificant chuckle that was visibly forced out of her.

I skimmed through the clothes that neatly hung up on the rack before I harshly tugged on a shirt, ripping it from the hanger that now was slanted. The Shirt was a light long sleeve one that was soft to the touch and had ‘I have issues’ written on the front. I remember getting this shirt with my dad, he held it up and told me it fitted me.

I looked down at the bottom rack and chose a random pair of light mint shorts that had studs along the pockets. I quickly changed as I wanted to get ready as fast as I could so I could hang out with Meghan some more before I had to leave and she had to head to work.

I stumbled out of my closet and did a slight pose and twirled around to get Megan’s thoughts on my outfit of choice “Don’t these shorts make my butt look good?” I grinned before looking up at her.

She let out a slight laugh “What butt?” She kidded making me let out a fake melodramatic gasp.

“It looks good, I like it.” Megan smiled.

“Thank you.” I said before taking a bow and walking to my bed and letting myself fall upon it. “What time is it?” I queried.

“About six o’ three” She replied as I let out a slight groan. “and, what time do you have to be at work?”

“Like six thirty.”

“You should probably get going.” I stated.

“Yeah probably should...” She said as silence took over us.

I then threw another pillow at her “Go on, don’t want to be late.” I smiled as I threw another after another.

Megan quickly stood up and ran out of my room laughing. I heard her run down the stairs before I indicated the sound of my front door opening and closing.





When harry opened the Dine door open for me the sound of a bell rang above us. Everyone’s heads turned to face us, turning away from their food, briskly before turning back around. “Hello, Booth or table?” A lady with red lipstick called to us.

“Booth please.” Harry smiled which she kindly returned.

She quickly walked to the booth that was empty before placing the two menu’s on either side of each other, trying to quickly serve the people who just walked in after us. “A waitress will be with you in a minute, darlings.” She said before walking back, saying the same line she asked us.

“She seems sweet.” I said before I lifted in the menu with one hand, skimming it. Right before those words escaped my mouth a familiar face walked towards our table, Conner’s sister. He name completely escaped my mine, but she knew mine.

“Delilah?” She said more as more of a question, still wondering if it was me or not.

I wanted to tell her she had me mistaken for someone else, but I decided not to just in case it back fires “Yeah, that’s me.” I said before giving her a trivial smile.

“Oh, I haven’t seen you in forever, how have you been?” She asked. I guess Conner never told her about the time he broke into my house. I guess that slipped his mind.

“I’m doing well, how are you doing?” I asked her not really wanting to talk anymore, but I decided to be polite.

“Great,” She said with a wide smile, “Conner was here just 10 minutes ago, you guys should catch up that would be a good idea. You guys were so cute together.”

I slowly looked at Harry who sat uncomfortably in his seat as he flipped through his menu, trying to block out what she just said.

“Hey, this is Harry, my boyfriend.” I said as I motioned my hand to harry, trying not to make it awkward.

“Oh...” She mumbled before that awkwardness, I didn’t want, slowly appeared. “What do you guys want to drink?” She asked changing the subject, making it even more awkward.

“Coke please” Harry said, not looking up from the table before she quickly wrote it down.

“I’ll have tea, thank you” I stated, trying not to sound stuck up.

She nodded at us with a timid smile before walking away. “Well, that was weird.” I said.

“Yeah…” Harry said in an annoyed matter.

“Are you okay?” I asked.

Harry took a pause before replying “Yeah, I just don’t like… How you still have connections to Conner.”

“it’s not like I’ll take advantage of that.” I defended.

“I know, I just…,” he then looked up from his menu, “You know I hate him for what he did to you and the way he is.”

“I know.” I replied.


After we ordered and ate Harry and I had a nice talk, laughing and talking about prom that was in a week or so. He walked me home but what bothered me was if harry expected to have sex after prom or the fact Harry got mad when Conner was even brought up at the slightest. Maybe I should just let go of what Conner did the best I can and just focus on the future, but thinking about the future scared me even more.

Notes

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