Delilah
June 2, 2014

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“When is he going to ask her?” I said to Harry as we both slumped into first period, exhausted.

“At like.. 7 pm” He told me before he slid into his chair with a sigh.

“Damn it” I pouted “I wanted to see her reaction”

“Tanner said when he asks Sophia to Prom he doesn’t want anyone to be there… He thinks she might get suspicious”

I nodded, understanding why tanner would want that “Plus,” Harry began, “He said if I told anyone where it was he would shave my hair off”

“Oh no! Anything but the hair” I exaggerated before letting out a slight chuckle. I quickly turned in my seat, facing the front of the class trying to pay attention but my mind wondered off into my own little world for the rest of the class period…





I turned the door knob to my front door, not needing to unlock it since we don’t do that anymore.
Don’t ask why because I don’t even know the answer to that one. It doesn’t make me feel safe but at the same time it doesn’t make me feel confined.

“Hello, Delilah” My mother said as she munched on a bowl of salad that was placed in front of her.

“Hey…” I quietly replied before I started to walk up the stairs

“How was school?” She asked, setting down her fork on the rim of the bowl, gazing up at me.

“Good..” I mumbled. Ever since my mom and I got into that argument about my father’s clothes we haven’t been getting along too well. Just ‘Hi’ and ‘Hey’s’ every now and then maybe even a ‘how was your day’ but never really full on conversations like we used to have. Sometimes I miss them… other times, not so much.

I started to walk up the stairs once again “Delilah..” My mother called out, making me stop in my tracks for a second time. I turned to face her before she opened her mouth to speak again “I got a job...”

I tapped my nails against the stair railing, not knowing what to say “oh, well… That’s great mom” I said before putting on a smile, not knowing if it was genuine or fake because now a days I cant tell the difference anymore. Which is sad really…

“I start tonight… Its at the department store down the street, Macy’s.. I shouldn’t be out late” She assured me “But I really should be going” She said before standing up from out of her chair to reveal a uniform I did not realize she was wearing until now.

I really didn’t give much about her job, I know she wants me to tell her how fantastic this is and how much better our lives will be, but I cant. It’s just going to give us a little more spending money on things we will need in the mean time.

I finally reached the top of the stairs before I grasped the knob to my room and opened it “I’m just trying to make things better for us!”My mother stated from the bottom of the stairs before I closed my bedroom door

I quickly let out a sigh before laying on my bed and tugging out my phone from my front pocket. I quickly unlocked it before texting Conner

To: Conner x
Hey, My mom is at work.. You should come over.

Once I tapped against the screen for it to send I threw it on a chair that was placed next to my bed. I then sluggishly pulled my backpack off of me before placing it in front of me on my bed. I then zipped down the front pocket that contained my journal before pulling it out “Hello old friend..” I said before pulling out a pen from side pocket.

I quickly yanked off the cap of the pen with my teeth before I flipped to the next clean page and began to write…

May 34

Dear Journal or Diary,

I haven’t been on the upside lately, I guess I have been so stressed with school and all. I haven’t been myself. My mother got a job. I’m with Conner, well… Kind of… Its complicated. He hasn’t asked me out or anything but its like we’re dating. He is coming over today… and my mom isn’t home. Hopefully he doesn’t try anything because you know.. I’m not ready. And Harry wants to hang out again so that’s a plus… sorry I’m rambling, haven’t written in here in a while…Its not like anyone is going to see this anyways… Anywho, I need to go. Oh, wait.. Tanned is going to ask Sophia to Prom. How cute right? Okay byee

Sincerely,
Delilah May x

Once I was done writing I tossed my backpack on the floor and placed my journal, along with the pan stuffed inside, on top of it. I then stretched my arm far enough to where I could grab my phone that lied on the chair. I unlocked it once again to reveal a missed message…”Probably from Conner..” I spoke to myself.

From: Conner x
I’ll be over in 20. <3

To: Conner x
Cant wait! X

Once I replied back I quickly jumped up and decided to change into something more comfortable, nothing to reviling so Conner doesn’t get the wrong Idea….





I laid on my plush blankets with my eyes shut, waiting for Conner to arrive. Thirty minutes have already rolled by and still no text, I was beginning to worry. “My mind is just jumping to conclusions..” I said out loud.

“Yeah.. It is” I heard someone say, starting me and making me sit up in my bed. I then turned my head to my door way and glared at the person who was standing in my door way, Conner.

Relief then flushed over me “Conner what the hell! You scared me!” I stated before throwing a pillow at him.

He then caught the pillow into his grasp before chuckling “You’re so cute” She smiled before coming over to my bed and lying on top of me.

I then flashed him a smile, “How did you get in anyways?..” I asked, before running my fingers through his hair.

“Your door was unlocked..”

“So, You just walked in? Not very polite there, Conner” I teased him.

He then grinned before placing his forehead against mine “Sorry I was late..” He began, “I stopped by the store and got some movies and some candy” Conner told me before looking at a bag that was lied down in my door frame.

I looked at the bag and then back at him “You’re so sweet” I said, gazing at him.

“I try..” He mumbled before laying a quick kiss on my lips “Now,” He began before sitting up on my bed “Lets get this party stared” he grinned before getting off my bed and grabbing the bag. Setting out all the things for our night…






Conner and I laid, Cuddled up against one another when I get a text. “Sorry..” I say to Conner who is to into the movie to notice. I quickly read the message, trying get back to the Movie as fast as possible.

From: SOPHIA <3
TANNER ASKED ME TO PROM OMFG. IM LIKE FREAKING OUT I CNAT

I let out a slight chuckle at Sophia’s fangirling before replying back.

To: SOPHIA <3
Awh! So cute!!! How did he ask??? DETAILS POR FAVOR!!!

From: SOPHIA <3
LOOK! OMFG http://ts2.mm.bing.net/th?id=HN.608018514235622086&pid=1.7

To: SOPHIA
SO FUCKING CUTE OMG MARRY HIM!

I replied back, trying to have some kind of excitement in my reply “Who is that?” Conner asked as he pulled his attention from the movie and placed his face in the crease of my neck.

“Sophia… Tanner asked her to prom..” I told him before setting my phone down by my side and focusing on Conner “Sorry…” I said, as I pull a smile.

“It’s fine…” He mumbled before he laid a small kiss on my neck. He then rolled us over so he was on top of me, making me giggle like a little school girl.

Conner then started to kiss my neck more and more before he began to lightly suck

“C-Conner… What are you doing?” I asked “What about the movie..”

He then pulled away with a frustrated look on his face before he grabbed the remote from my side and turned the T.V off. “There..” He said before placing his arms by my side once again and kissed my lips with such lust. His kisses then slowly guided there way down to my neck once again before starting his actions again.

I wanted to tell him to stop. I wanted to tell him to get off of me but all I could manage was

“Conner..” Not able to say the rest as he then began to grind his hips against mine, making me let out a slight moan that escaped my mouth

“Oh, Delilah..” He growled in my ear “You like that don’t you?”

I wanted to tell him that I didn’t, but that would be a lie. I didn’t want to be enjoying it,but what would you do it a guy you like was in your room doing this to you? Wouldn’t you enjoy it?

“Conner, Stop..” I finally spoke up, he looked at me with a confused look.

“Why? You’re enjoying this…” He said as he kissed me.

I then placed my hands on his chest and tried to pull him away, but he was too strong since he has me pinned down on my bed. “Please, stop..” I decided to beg.

I hoped he would have stopped, I guess he didn’t hear me but he keep grinding his hips against mine and his breathing started to increase. I held in my moans, trying to get it across his mind that I didn’t like it… That’s I didn’t want to do this… not now. Not with him

I then used all my strength I could manage before pushing him off of me “Stop it!” I yelled, as he stumbled off of me, almost falling off the bed.

“I’m sorry.. I get carried away..” He said as he tried to place his hand on my shoulder, but I moved away from him “Delilah…” He sighed.

I then heard my phone ring… I quickly looked at who it was and so did Conner

From: Harry x
Hey! Okay, so tomorrow for dinner I know this really cool pizza place. Do you like pizza? I mean, everyone likes pizza but just making sure.. okay yeah x

“Dinner?” I heard Conner say before I looked at him

“it’s just Dinner..” I quietly stated.

“Oh, yeah.. Just dinner… Are you sleeping with him?” He asked, His voice getting loud with anger

“No! I’m not!” I said as I got up from the bed and pulled my hair in a quick ponytail. “Why would you even think that?!” I asked.

“I don’t know… I mean you wouldn’t sleep with me”

“Because I’m not ready!” I defended

“Maybe he gives you dinner and you give him something” He said in frustration.

“No.. Oh my god… I’m not sleeping with him! We are just friends” I affirmed.

“Yeah, sure..” He said with a scoff.

“You know what! I could sleep with him! We aren’t even together.. We are not dating.. Its not like I’m yours! I can be Harry’s just as much as I am yours!”

Conner stood there, taking in what I just said before shaking his head “I’m done… “

“With what?! Nothing even started! I mean if you weren’t so protective all the god damn time then-“

“Then what? You would be sleeping with Harry?!”

“oh my god! Get out!” I said as I tried to push him out the door way, getting tired of his shit.

“Gladly!” He said as he opened my bedroom door and stormed down the stairs, I quickly followed behind him.

He then adjusted his leather jacket before grabbing the knob to my front door, but he stopped in his tracks and turned towards me “You will always be mine, Delilah.. I wont go away this easily..”

“Get. Out” I strictly demanded.

“You don’t scare me…” He began “And you wont get rid of me..” He said before slinging my front door open and rushing out. Slamming it behind him

Notes

So, Still like conner? Yes??? HOW?

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