I found her .

I jumped in the shower after kissing Niall because i wanted to get extra pretty for him . I did apparently like him a lot and the fact that he liked me back was amazing . Why couldn't there have been a guy like this a home .

I decided to curl my hair this time , Niall had a way of kind of making me want to try new things and i liked him for that . I wore something nice and warm since it was always so damn cold here . I wore a nice coat with a scarf and my Ugg boots . I loved being covered up , i felt less insecure and like less fat was showing . I know , i was weird .

I went into my moms room and i felt so empty . My whole house felt empty and sad . After my dad died , i wasn't myself anymore i use to be fun and full of laughter . I use to love going out and hanging out with my fiends and talking to boys . I even use to wear stuff a little more provocative and now all i like to wear is sweaters and all i wanted to do was hide under my bed .

I couldn't help but blame my mom for every single little thing bad thats happened to me . It made me sad to know that i hated the women who gave birth to me . I use to once adore my mother , i never wanted to leave her side , and now i hated her . But no matter , i wasn't going to let her ruin my fresh start . As much as it hurt me to let my dad go , it was time . It was time to move on and enjoy my life . And i was ready to do it . And i wanted to do it with Niall .

I got in the car my mom left me and i guess you could say i stole a tad of her money . but i mean its not like she was going to need it !

I got into the car and started heading to school . I texted Perrie letting her know i was on my way and i also had to text Eric letting him know i had already made plans with Niall and that i was truly sorry .

I got to school and the stands were SOO full . I had so much trouble finding a place to park and let alone trying to find Perrie . I saw her hair form like a mile away and i couldn't help but laugh . On my way to the stands i saw Rachel . ugh i hated her as much or even more than my mom . I wanted to rip her head off . But i avoided her because i didn't want to ruin this for Niall .

"Hey Janette , over here ! "

"Oh hey Perrie , i almost thought i wasn't going to find you ! " I laughed .

"So , how are you ? You know , after the whole Rachel thing ? "

"Oh it was good , Niall came over . " I said blushing and smile.

She smacked my arm and smiled , "Wait , he did what ?! DId you guys kiss ?! "

"Oh look Perrie , the games starting ! " I said sarcastically as she dropped the conversation and smiled .

The game was actually very entertaining . I couldn't help but be so amused by it . And i also couldn't help how manly Niall looked ordering people around and telling them what to do . Especially being really good at playing the damn sport . Everytime he scored he would jump up and yell as the rest of the guys went to high five him . There was a time where another player from the opposing team tried to fight him and everyone had to hold him back . That was also a turn on .

After the game that they had obviously won , Perrie and i waited for the boys to go to the party . After like ten minutes the stands were so dark and lonely it was actually quite scary . I really had to go to the bathroom but Niall came out and i decided to go talk to them . For a bit before going .

"Hey good job , my two favorite men did amazing ! " I said meaning Harry and Niall .

"Oh Janette what the heck man i thought we were all your favorite . " Louis said sarcastically . And i couldn't help but laugh .

"Wait I know Harry is like your best friend but what are you and Niall ? " Liam asked confused .

Niall looked at me and gave me the sweetest smile and held my hand . All i could do was smile back at him .

"We don't know yet but we'll let you know when we figure it out . " Niall said smiling not breaking eye contact with me and holding my hand .

"Ok well I'm going to go to the restroom . "

"Here i'll go with you " Niall and Harry both said .

"No it's fine I can manage ."

"Janette it's really dark and lonely , i'll walk you . " Niall said .

"Don't be ridiculous . " I said walking away .

"I love it when she's stubborn ." I herd Niall say as i walked away .

It was really dark and scary , maybe i should have listened to them . Oh well i walked into the bathroom and the lights were even off in there ! Do they just want people to get murdered here ! I had to use my flashlight from my phone to just use the rest room . I walked out to wash my hand and herd a bunch of noises . I freaked out a tad and turned around so quick i almost gave myself whip lash .

"Whose there ? Harry if thats you it isn't funny ! Niall ? " I said walking closer to the darkness . I mean of course your probably thinking 'it's dark what the fuck are you doing ? ' but it was in the moment and i thought it was Harry or Niall scaring me !

"Oh hey Eric ? You do realize this is the girls restroom right ? "

"Oh yeah i know but i saw you coming in and i just thought i would come in and talk to you . " Eric said slurring his words .

"You smell like alcohol . " I said trying to move part him but he kept getting in my way .

"Eric , stop . Eric ! Please move , whats the matter with you ! "

"You see i can't let you leave . I need to do something before you leave . Rachel made me promise her to do it . "

Once he said that i knew it was something horrible . My heart starting racing faster and faster . I didn't know what else to do so i just yelled .

"Niall !! Niall help me ! Harry please ! "

Eric's had extended start for my mouth . "Bitch shut the fuck up and let me finish my business ! "
He then started covering my mouth and truing to take my shirt off .

"Eric please stop . " I said wanting to cry . "Niall ! "

And again another blow to the face . At this point i felt warm stuff coming out of my aching lip and it was bleeding . I tried so hard trying to get loose from his grip but i couldn't . I was so scared at the fact that i was about to get raped .

Eric then Reached for my pants and tried undoing them , and he succeed . I felt his hand slide in my pants reaching for my clit then he whispered in my ear . "Don't worry babe it'll only hurt a bit . "

I then saw blonde hair run across tackling Eric . I was so scared i sat on the floor watching Niall flip Eric over to where he could see Eric's face and i saw blow after blow after blow . Niall punched him so much his face got swollen within a minute . Harry then rushed in getting Niall off of Eric .

"Don't you ever fucking lay a hand on her again , not even a finger Eric or next time your fucking dead ! " Niall said furiously .

"Fuck you Niall " Eric yelled spitting out blood , "Just because you fucked me up doesn't mean pinches will open up her legs for you and if she does let me know so i can give it a shot and pass her around . "

Niall then let loose form Harrys grip and went on Eric again . After 2 more punches Niall gave Eric , Louis , Liam , and Zayn walked in holding Nialll .

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