After art class Harry and i met up with Zayn and Perrie .

"Hey Janette ready for softball ?"

"Yeah hold on let me just fix my stuff Per . "

Out of no where Rachel came up and knock all the stuff out of my hands making my clothes fall out of my sports bag and my folder out of my purse .

"Oh my God !! You fucking bitch ! " I yelled as she walked away .

"See you on the field loser ." she laughed .

"Why is she alive ! " i asked sarcastically as Zayn and Harry laughed .

"I'm getting tired of her shit , she needs to quit it . " Harry said .

"It's fine I'll just throw a ball at her head ." Perrie said laughing .

Me and Per started walking to the lockers and because the school was way bigger than what i was use to , i would always get lost .

As we were finishing getting ready i saw Rachel talking to Niall and he was all over her but at the same time he was looking at me . I knew what he was doing . He was trying to get me jealous , and it work . i hated her . i wanted her to die . i wanted her to go away . I disliked her sooo much ! but then Perrie snapped me out of my thoughts .

"Janette , can i ask you something ?"

"Sure . whats up Perrie ?"

"Do you like Niall ?"

"What ! Me ? No ! Why ?! Have you herd anything ?"

Why to not make it obvious Janette .

"No it's just the way you look at him . An the way you just answered my question . " she said laughing . " If you do , you know i won't mind right ? Come on Janette just tell me , because the way he looks at you as well . "

I thought for a minute and i stayed quiet for a good minute . And i just had to tell her .

"Yes i do . After detention he dropped me off and kiss me then i told him i didn't want to , then we went on a date , then we hooked up and so on so on . "

"Janette what the hell ! Why didn't you tell me ! He so likes you oh my God ! You ! And him ! "

"Shhh Perrie ! " I laughed , "We are done with this conversation !"

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We walked out to the field and started getting it ready for us to practice . I was putting my stuff on the bench as i herd Rachel behind me talking about me ! I wanted to rip her head off ! Even Perrie saw me and said "Just relax , fuck her ."

"I mean come on , she's a freak i herd her mothers a whore AND her dad committed suicide ! She's a freak ! " She said laughing telling Becca .

I lost it and Perrie knew i had lost it . I couldn't help it , i just went off . I literally exploded .

"What is you fucking problem Rachel ! " I said pushing her against the fence . "What the fuck have i done to you for you to even remotely think of bringing my family into this ! Are you that fucking pathetic you have to talk about MY life ! Or do you just not have a dick to suck to keep your mouth busy ! Honestly ! "

Her face grew frightened at how i was responding to her stupidity .

"Yeah i might be a fucking freak because I've been through WAY too much but I'd rather be a freak than a rude pathetic , sluty , stupid , illiterate , bitch like you . "

I couldn't stay there anymore . I couldn't , deal with everyone and i definitely didnt want to stay where ever Rachel was . I just got my stuff and left as everyone watched me walk away . Honeslty i just wanted to go under my bed and hide .

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After 20 minutes of walking home i finally arrived . Then out of no where my phone was getting blown up by a bunch of texts .

From : HARRY <3
Where are you ?! Perrie told me you got in a fight with Rachel and left ? What did she say ?

To : HARRY <3
I'm fine . I just flipped out on her because she said something that was true . She said i was a freak Harry . And she's not lying ! I am a freak Harry . Look at me ! I've been abused and beaten by my ex- boyfriend . My mom's a slut who isn't even home all the time . And my dad committed suicide ! My whole life screams freak !

From: HARRY <3
Your not a freak Janette . Are you home ? I'm coming over as soon as schools done !

As i was about to reply to Harry , there was a knock on the door all i thought was "Is Harry done already ? " . I opened the door and it was Niall . My eyes grew wide because i never in a million years expected Niall to be at my front door . Right away he just said "Hi" and pressed his lips against mine . I don't know why but i didn't break it . He pushed me back into the house and closed the door . He pinned me against the wall and carried me up to where my legs were around his waist . he ran his hands up and down my legs and tried to take my shorts off . i moved his hand before he could and then he took my shirt off . i then took his shirt off and ran my hand down his torso .

"I need you to touch me Janette , I haven't been able to stop thinking about you . " he whispered into my ear as i got chills down my spine .

He carried me upstairs and into my room and dropped me onto my bed and with out breaking kiss he hovered over me going under my bra and grabbing my chest . I bit his bottom lip and he squeezed harder . I then turned around and i was hovering over him this time . i was kissing his neck and right under his ear lobe right under his jaw line . He held onto my waist and try to undo my bra . I really didn't want it to go THAT far so i just moved his hands back to my waist and he just laughed and smiled while kissing me .

Out of no where i got up from him and went to put a shirt on . He looked confused and yet not bothered at my decision for he was smiling . He put his shoes back on and came over to hug me from behind .

"What are you up to Horan ? "

"What do you mean ?"

"Well first you kiss me , then you give me all these hints that you like me , then i see you with Rachel and now your here kissing me again ?"

"Janette , i do like you , and i didn't realize how much i liked you until i saw Eric asking you to be his date for tonight . I can't let you be his date , if i do , I'm going to loose it and probably beat the living shit out of him ."

I couldn't help but laugh at his comment and turn around on my full tippy toes and kiss him .

"So what are you saying Niall ? "

"I'm saying i want you , i want all of you . You and nobody else ."

"So no Rachel ?"

"Absolutely no Rachel . But no Eric . "

"Oh God no , i only said yes because you were there . "

"Really Janette ? " he said laughing "Aren't you just special ? "

"Of course . " i smiled .

"So are you coming to my game ? "

"Are you inviting me to you game ? "

"I'm inviting you to my game , and to the party as MY date . "

"Ok " i smiled . "But you can't be a fucking dick anymore . "

"I won't , Irish lads promise ." he then kissed me , "Ok i have to go warm up for the game , so I'll see you there ? "

"Yeah of course . "

"Bye " he said kissing my check and walking out the door .

Notes

Sorry if it's not that good of a chapter , my next one will be better i promise .(:
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