I found her .

“Surprise !!” they all shouted at me wearing funny looking party hats some drinking and others having food in there mouth .

“This is my house ?” I asked Niall weirded out because this was a mansion compared to my other house.

“Yeah . Oh look this is Perrie and she is .. well she’s suppose to be your really good friend.” Niall said as Perrie walked closer . I thought she was beautiful . Light skin almost as white as bones , beautiful body , amazing eyes and hair .

“Oh my God Janette , I know you don’t remember me but how i’ve missed you !” She said bringing me into a warm embrace sobbing into the crook of my neck. “Oh i’m sorry” she said wiping the tears from under her eyes . “It’s just you’re my best friend and I know you don’t remember me but we had a lot of fun trust me.” she said laughing as a tattooed , tall , great hair guy walked up.

“Hey Janette , um I’m Zayn ?” he said awkwardly laughing . “I’m Niall’s friend and Perrie’s boyfriend.”

“Hey .” I said with a genuine smile as two other guys walked up as well .

“Hey love , I’m Louis , this is Liam .”

“Ok hold on , hold on , you’re Perrie , Zayn , Louis , Liam , and then Harry and Niall ?” i said pointing at each and naming them .

“That’s correct .” said Liam . “Let me just throw this out there , we’re all friends , very close friends , we almost always hang out at your house and have BBQ’s and what not and usually drink except you.”

“Well why don’t I drink , that’s no fun.” i said causing everyone to laugh.

“Because , you have babies , speaking of , here they are .” Liam said as Niall and Harry walked up each holding a baby and Niall holding a little boys hand .

I grew weirded out yet overjoyed looking at the babies . It felt weird that I had been engaged , pregnant , and gave birth to two twins and not remember a damn thing . Not only did I have twins , i took in a little three year old boy that isn’t even mine . It doesn’t sound like me in all honesty , but I’m glad it did . All these people around me made me realize that maybe , this new life i made for myself wasn’t a bad one . I mean sure I never planned on having kids but I don’t really care at this point because I also realized that I was loved . It had also been a while since I’ve been loved .

“Mum !” the little boy yelled and jumped on me .

“James ! what did we talk about .” Niall said with a stern look .

“...sorry…” the little boy said shyly backing away from me .

“No , no , it’s ok .” I said pulling him back in for a hug . I felt him squeeze the lower half of my body tightly . I knelt down to get some what to his eye level and smiled “please tell me I was a good mom ?” I asked him almost as a whisper .

“The best .” is all he said hugging me again .

“Ha look at that Ni , he likes her more than you .” Louis said laughing .

“Will I would hope so .” I said standing up and just staring at the twins. They looked so much like Niall , almost as if they weren’t mine but just his. They had the prettiest blue eyes I’ve ever seen and the chubbiest cheecks .



"Can I hold him ?" I said picking up Theo on the left .

"Yes Janette . Why are you asking he's yours." Harry said laughing .

I sat down and placed him on my lap , I held him up to face me and just looked into his eyes . I mean really looked into his eyes . He immediately began to smile and laugh and wiggle around .

"That mean he likes you !" Perrie said loudly .

"Well I would hope so considering I made him." I said laughing then picking up Ben and placing him on my other lap .

"So , whose ready to actually party !" Louis said opening beer bottles and passing them around . I didn't really mind having everyone here or having them drink . It felt nice , it felt like we were all a little baby family .

After a good 5 hours of drinking everyone was having way too much fun including the guys . I made an opinion for everyone here . Perrie was an absolute sweet heart and was nice to everybody and loved to gossip like a normal girl . Zayn was very shy but after being with him for a good 25 minutes he's loud and funny and after a couple of beers he loves to dance . Liam is more like the daddy of the group and is the sweetest one here who has the cleanest conscious . Louis is most likely the one with the worst ideas ever and most likely the one to start a fight over nothing and the most sarcastic son of a bitch I've ever met . Him and I will definitely get along . Harry is very fun and kind and down to earth , I can see why we were extremely close . Niall is the ring leader of them all . You can immediately tell everyone is slightly afraid of him because of his temper but you can also see he's a big teddy bear .

"Ok guys ! Get in a group and let me take a picture !" Perrie yelled with her phone out laughing .

"Ok ! But wait ! " Louis slurred . "I need to pose !"



"Ok you guys are done." I laughed . "I'm going upstairs and putting the babies to sleep." I said starting to walk in the house when I realized , I had no idea where anything was . "umm Niall .."

"Oh yeah ,I'll go with you ." he said more sober than any other guy . "Here let me help you up with Ben ." he said taking him from my right hand .

"Thanks. " I said quietly walking inside from the back yard .

"So this is the kitchen , living room , laundry room , garage , pantry , and then there's a guest bedroom down that hallway . " He said quickly walking upstairs . "This use to be your mums room not it's just an office , this is another guest bedroom , this is James room , our room I mean your room .. , and this is their room ."

"Oh wow , it's beautiful ." I said walking in with out turning the lights on .

"Oh umm this is actually Ben's crib ." he said pointing to the other one .

"Oh sorry .."

"It's ok , I'm gonna run down stairs and get James from Perrie ."

"Ok." is all I said . I spent time looking over all the detailed work that was put into the nursery and it was impeccable . I then decided to walk into my room and it was also amazing . I had a big bed , night stands , t.v , couch , desk , a walk in closet and a bathroom in it . It was amazing . I looked at my clothes and it was odd . I saw blouses and skirts , dresses , high heels , knee high boots , scarfs , tons of make up that I never used before and it was weird . It's like a matured and I don't even know how .

"Every one left ." Niall said leaning on the door way .

"Oh so we're sleeping ?"

"Yeah , i'm actually going to go sleep with James down the hall ."

"Oh , ok .." I wanted to tell him he could sleep with me because I know this isn't easy , for any of us . It's like , I'm a complete stranger to him and he has to get to know me all over again and I have to be put into this life that is already made . So I just let him go .. "Niall … "

"Yes ?" he said eyes full of hope , hope that I would one day be able to love hime as much as I assume I did in the past .

"I'm sorry .. "

"For what ? You've done nothing wrong ."

"I know but I want to be able to be ok with you being around me and not feeling awkward because this isn't fair to you ."

"Hey , it's ok Janette . You may not yet know why or know me but I love you , I still love you and I will always love you . That day that we met , I picked you , and you picked me back and that's why we are still together . Let me just put it this way , with me you're number one and there isn't even a number two ." He said looking at me seriously .



I smiled back lightly and he knew too as much as I wanted to , I would try to love him .

"Good night Niall ."

Notes

Wooooow super long chapter lol . I had to get a lot over with to move on with the story .
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