I found her .

I woke up and it was weird because all I kept hearing were little kid voices. I also woke up to , once again, my boobs leaking what I assume was milk. Now shamefully , the pillow I was pressing against my chest was covered in milk. I didn’t know whether to laugh it off or be creeped out. I rubbed my face with both of my hands and just looked at the ceiling for a good five minutes. I had to re-evaluate what I was going to do and how I was going to handle this situation and what not. I sat up right on the bed and looked around. I had a very nice room, i just needed to pick up the clothes off the floor.

I got up from the bed and went over to the vanity to get a hair tie , I hated when my hair was in my face before and I’m sure I always have. I bent all the way over and gathered my hair at the top of my head , twisted it , wrapped it around . I walked around quickly picking up the clothes thinking and thinking . I should just be cool . I mean of course I’m going to take charge with my kids and stuff because you know they're mine , but Niall … that’s more complicated . We were on a break for a reason .

I walked into the bathroom and turned the water on to shower . I quickly made the bed and then I started looking for underwear and towels, what I found strange though was the type of underwear I had . I had red , pink , lace , thongs , all kinds of underwear I would never wear and matching bra with all of them . I pulled out black underwear with a black and white bra . If I have it might as well match. I got some black ripped jeans off of the hanger and just an undershirt and a crew neck. I placed them on the bed and started talking my clothes off .

“Hey have you seen my hats around here ?” Niall said walking in looking straight at me in just my underwear. I gasped and he looked confused .

“What ? Ohh !!!! I’m sorry , ugh it’s umm a force of habit I swear.” he said covering his eyes as best as he could.

“It’s ok “ i said wrapping the towel around my body. “You can open your eyes.”

“Sorry about that .. so um have you seen my snap backs ?”

“Umm yeah , I think I saw them in here. “ I said as he followed closely . I went to the back of the closet and went up on my tippy toes holding the towel with one arm and reaching for the box with the others.

“Did you remember ?” he asked hopeful.

“No , it says Niall’s hats on the box.” I laughed .

I was finally able to get it down and took it upon myself to pick a hat out that I thought matched his outfit .

“So um , I’m just going to jump in the shower .” I said walking away before I felt him in twin our fingers together .

“Should we continue that when the kids take their naps ?” he asked .

“I don’t know .. that wasn’t even suppose to happen , I don’t know you that well or at least it feels like I don’t know you ?” I said looking at the floor .

“But you know me baby , you know me better than I know myself.” he said with his hands on my cheeks .

“I know Niall and I see the way you look at me , I have never had “Here you go.” I said turning around with a smile placing it on his head .

He looked at me deeply with only inches between our faces . His eyes were deep and meaningful , you could also see a hint of sadness in them . Almost like defeat really . I dropped the box to the side when I felt his hands on my waist . Giving me a tight squeeze , he moved his hands upward to the back of my neck and pressed his lips against mine. He pressed me against the closet walls and kissed my neck forcefully . Almost like he was hungry for it . I shut my eyes tightly and gently pulled his hair. I’ve never felt like that before , well I probably have I just don’t remember .

“Oh God I missed you .. “ he said against my neck kissing me back on the lips .

He lifted my leg up and put it around his waist moving his kisses lower onto my chest . I didn’t stop him , because I didn’t mind it . Deep down inside , it felt right .

His kisses went back up onto my neck and I felt his breathing became heavy . He forcefully turned me around and had my back towards him pressing me against him . His kisses on my neck became rougher , sloppier. His hand traveled down the towel and under spreading my legs a bit and making his way inside my panties .

I jumped at the gesture and gasped . He giggled on my neck and I felt him smirk . I can realize now why I probably fell for him the first time . He was manly , almost like a bad boy type of guy. I liked it , he was completely different from me. The way he made me feel inside and outside . I got goose bumps every time his tongue touched a part of my skin.

“Oh God .” I said putting my hands back over my head , tugging at his blonde hair . His metal piercings were cold and felt good touching my hot skin. His hand reached down my panties and I felt him spread me open and rub my clit . I felt jolts run through my body and I couldn’t help but smile.

“You like that ?” he said rubbing faster smirking knowing I loved it .

“Mum ??” We heard a little voice call out as i removed myself from him quickly re-wrapping the towel on my body .

Niall practically threw himself towards the wall and tried to catch his breath looking at the floor and rearranging his penis in his pants .

“Yes ?” I asked meeting James half way outside .

“Oh never mind , I found my colors.” he said walking back out leaving only me and Niall in awkwardness.

As I was turning around to leave , I felt him intwin our fingers and and pull me back a tad .

"Should we continue that when the kids nap ?" He said smirking .

" I actually don't think that should have happened at all. I know you want it but you have to realize I don't know you . I mean I do but I don't remember . " I said looking at the floor .

"You do baby , you do . You know me better than I know myself ."

"I probably do and I have never had anybody look at me the way you do and I have certainly never felt the way you’ve made me feel … I just need you to understand that I need time ! It’s like we are starting ALL over again .” I said laughing a bit .

“.....You’re right !” he said loudly smiling . “We have to start over !! “ he said kissing my cheeks . “Get ready in something really nice ok ?! ok !” he ran out the room and I was left dumbfounded .

“Wait !! But Niall !!! “ He had already left smiling like a really weird person . I didn’t ask any more questions , I just did as I was told. I finished my shower and put on makeup as well as I could . Really if you want me to be honest I just looked at a picture I had and put on what I thought I needed which was foundation, powder , eyeliner , mascara , and my eyebrows.



I had to change my outfit idea because I obviously didn’t want to wear a crew neck when he told me to dress nicely . I took the jeans and crew neck back into the closet and put them where I found them . I had a big closet with lots of clothes but a lot of it were blouses and heels which weren’t really my style but if I wanted this to work , than I was going to have to make an effort .



At least an hour and a half I ended up picking a casual , yet nice outfit and put on a nice necklace , a ring , and some earrings. It was a nice outfit . I loved what I was wearing , it was a huge upgrade from my old outfits . Not only that , I managed to find a breast pump and pumped what ever milk I had out and put them in two bottles .

“Janette !!” I herd Harry yell .

I walked out of the room trying to put everything back in it’s place as I was walking out the door and spraying perfume on myself quickly . I grabbed a purse , threw my phone into it and gum and made my way down stairs trying not to fall in the heels .

“I’m sorry , Niall told me to get ready quickly but I pumped because my boobs hurt and I’m assuming they’re hungry .” I said putting my purse on the table and getting the two bottles .

“Wow , you look beautiful . You look like yourself .” he smiled .

“Oh , thank you.” I said as I got shy . I took the babies and brought them to the couch, one on each side and started feeding them . Harry looked at me weirdly and gave me his really nice half smile showing his dimple . “Why are you looking at me ?” I asked laughing .

“Because , it’s like you never forgot how to be a mum . You still remember how to feed them and all that stuff .”

“Well I think it’s just a motherly instinct .” I smiled at them . They were really beautiful and it was weird that they were mine. It’s like they had just been handed to me and I was already in love .

Soon the doorbell rang and Harry went to go answer it . He was really handsome and casual looking , he only wore a black t-shirt with black jeans on the daily and his really nice brown boots. His hair was perfectly done every day and if it wasn’t he wore a black hat . His tattoos always showed .



I put the babies in their swings and and fixed myself up again . The door opened and there was Niall , perfectly dressed and waiting for me .

Notes

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