Janette's P.O.V.

"I don't understand ?" I said to the nurse taking the stitches off my head . I had been in the hospital for a week now and I was getting ready to leave but I didn't know where . Niall and Harry had been by a couple times but didn't really say anything they just said hi and then realized I still had absolutely no clue who they were and they would leave .

"It's ok honey , your husbands seems like a nice guy , and I'm sure he won't mind helping figure stuff out ."

"I know ." I lied . I didn't know and I didn't want to know , I just wanted to go home , my home . I'm getting told all this information and I don't even know myself who I am anymore .

"Ok well why don't you just get changed , they should be by to pick you up any second now ."

"ok." is all I said as she walked out and closed the door .

I was afraid and nervous , I was still 17 in my head but apparently I'm 18 going onto 19 . I was engaged to Niall Horan who I had two twins with and a step son . My best friend was the curly haired one , Harry Styles . I left school and did home schooling because I was bullied which you know doesn't surprise me . It's just really weird , I lived this whole life and I can't remember . It's not even a life I wanted . I never wanted kids and I wanted to graduate with my class . I didn't want a boyfriend after Danny let alone a fiance . The last thing I remember is a week before coming to England and having a conversation with my mom and now , my mom was dead and I can't even remember it .

"Janette ? You're friends are here , would you like them to come in ?" the nurse said peeking her head in .

"Yeah sure ." and in walked in , Nialll and Harry .

"Hey love , how are you ?" Niall said .

"Good I guess , I mean I'm still clueless but that's fine ." I said smiling as they laughed .

"At least you didn't forget to be funny !" Harry said making me feel a little more comfortable .

"Ok well let's get you home or umm yeah ..." Niall said still laughing .

I didn't feel that awkward anymore with them I mean after a week of hanging out with them I kind of got use to them although it was still weird .

"Umm I was thinking we could go in one car and Harry in the other since we have some things to talk about ." Niall said .

"Yeah that's fine ." I said a little nervous getting into the car as he closed the door for me .

I had never been in a car with a boy before , or at least I don't remember ever being in a car with a boy before . My mom always said it didn't make a women look good but then again I'm assuming my life went out of control considering I have three kids and I left school .

"So ... umm ... you get to meet the boys today .. " he said really shy .

"Oh that's good , what are they're names ?"

"The oldest is three and he's just mine but you decided to watch after him , he calls you mum and his name is James which is my middle name . Then there's Theo and Benjamin , they're twins and they're just now turning five months ."

"I'll make sure to write that down on flash cards for myself ." I said causing him to laugh .

"Is there anything you want to know ?"

"What do you mean ?"

"Like , about you , them , us .. ?"

"Ugh I hate long car rides ." I said quietly .

"I know , they make you bored and when you get bored you get agitated so you usually nap ." he said looking at then road then back to me with a really cute smile .

"Yeah , how did you .. ?" I said amazed and smiled back .

"Janette ! We were together for a year and a half ! We have two kids or three , I use to live with you . I'm telling you , I know you better than you know yourself , literally ." he said laughing as I laughed too .

"Ok , ok " I laughed , "what about us ? How did we meet ? Are we still together ?" I said as he took a second to process . He ran his fingers through his hair and blew out a deep breath of air and took a moment to answer .

"We , well , this is going to take a while ."

"Well we have all the time in the world ." I smiled at him .

"Ok , well we met because you were knew and I was choking someone and you made me stop then we went to class and you sat in front of me , we got a detention , I asked you on a date , you said no , then i drove you to your house because it was raining and you still hated me because we argued , I went into your house , we kissed , you got even more irritated but finally said yes to go on a date with me and we did ."

"That sounds extremely complicated ." I laughed .

"It was , and still is . We aren't currently together ." he said quietly .

"Well why not ?"

"Because I did some stupid stuff and you finally got tired of it . And no one blames you for it and that's especially why you told me to leave your house and we didn't see each other for a good four months ."

"Oh .. " is all I managed to say .

"But I mean I was hoping we could just start back from where we left off ." he said looking at me and holding my hand lightly .

"Oh um .. I don't know Niall I mean , I don't know anything about you .." . He let go of my hand again and just kind of looked defeated . "But I mean , I didn't say we couldn't try ." I said re holding his hand . "I mean after all you do know almost everything about me ."

"Ok ." he said smiling . "Well , we're here ." he said pulling into the drive way .

"Oh my gosh , I live here ?"

"Yup . Here let me help you off the car ." he said running around and opening the door .

"Thanks."

"Janette .. ?"

"Yes ?"

"If I promise to give you space after this , can I kiss you ?" he said only inches away from my face , moving his hands on my hips making me get goose bumps and my heart beat faster .

"Y-yes ." I said as he leaned in , brushing his bottom lip against my top one , then finally going in passionately .

Finally I pushed away and realized that I didn't know this guy and it was crazy for me to even be kissing him .

"So should we go in ?" I said walking to the side of him leaving him with a confused look .

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