Janette's P.O.V.

As weird as it was to say I finally felt like every thing was falling into place , I mean I still needed to make up with Harry but other than that everything else was perfectly fine . Our little family was coming together and I couldn't be any happier .

"James honey , are you done coloring ?" I asked finishing the dishes .

"Yes . Here , I drew this for you ." he said handing me a piece of paper .

"Oh thank you . " I said looking at the drawing .

"Are you my mum ?" he asked me quietly . I didn't know how to answer that question due to the fact that I didn't want to replace his own mom , even though I'm sure he wouldn't have mind .

"Do you want me to be your mom ?" I asked him getting to eye level .

"Yes .." he said looking at the floor closing his little hands into fist just like Niall does which melted my heart .

"Then I'm your mom." I said smiling hugging him . "Alright well I'm going to go upstairs and change really quick . Do you mind looking after the twins ?"

"You mean like there big brother ?"

"Exactly like that . You are their big brother of course and they're going to need you ." I said smiling .

"Ok ." he said running to the couch to watch t.v and watch the boys .

I quickly ran up stairs and fixed what ever was left to fix in my room because even though Niall says he doesn't care if the room is clean or not , he does . He loves when I make the bed exactly how he likes it and when I fix his clothes exactly the way he loves them .



"James how's everything down there ?!" I yelled from upstairs .

"Good mummy !" he yelled back which made me laugh . I thought James was an amazing little boy . You could tell he didn't really like people like his father . He like to be left alone sometimes just to hear himself think and to get away from people . I finally did a quick make up and changed my clothes . Hopefully if Niall was in a good mood when he came back from seeing Harry , he'd take us out to eat or something . I really just want to go out considering I haven't been out since I found out I got pregnant . So all I want to do is get ready and be ready for when Niall gets here .

Finally I finished as quickly as I could as ran back down stairs and saw James looking right over the twins .

"What are you doing kid ?" I asked him pulling out bread and peanut butter and jelly .

"Watching them like you told me to ." He said causing me to laugh .

"Come here . I made you a sand which ." I said putting all the stuff back .

"What is it ?"

"Peanut butter and jelly ."

"Jelly ?"

"Jam , I mean jam ." I said laughing as I poured him a glass of milk .

"How come you don't talk like me . You talk funny ." he said gripping the tiny cup with his two little hands .

"Well because I'm not from here , I'm from America ."

"Why did you move here ?"

"Well because me and my mom wanted to get a fresh start after my dad .. well yeah we just came here ."

"Where's your mum ?"

"She died ." I said bluntly .

"Why ?" he asked . He was a very curious kid and I was assuming it was because of his age .

"You ask a lot of questions for a three year old ." I said laughing .

"I'm four !" he yelled almost insulted holding up four fingers .

"Oh yeah !? When's your birthday ?"

"12th of June !"

"Liar ." I said laughing as the front door flew opened . "Hey babe ." I said washing what ever I had used to make his sandwich .

"Hey bud , why don't you go into the living room for a sec ?" he said grabbing James shoulder and looking at him .

"Are you going to talk to my mum ?" he said looking at me .

Niall just looked at me a little taken back as was I . "Yeah , I'm going to talk to you mum."

Niall immediately pressed his lips against mine and held my waist tightly . At first I was weirded out but kissed back . "What was that for ?" I said laughing .

"God you look so fucking hot right now . I haven't seen you get this dressed up in a long time . I have to talk to you though , I don't want to tell you because I know that this , this will be your breaking point ..."

"Niall your scaring me .."

"Janette .. Sarah was the one I cheated on you with when I was out of town and that's why I wanted to leave you because I knew James was alive . That's why James isn't that shy around me . Sarah wanted me to go with her and I said no , she told me she would do something crazy but I didn't expect her to go through with it ."

"Niall , please tell me you're joking !? You mean to tell me that you knew she was coming and you didn't tell me ? You knew James was alive and you let me believe I was a fucking bitch for waiting to tell you ? Not only that you let that psycho bitch hold up a gun to not only me but to your kids !? Oh God and let's not fucking forget Harry almost being killed !" I said with tears in my eyes but I wasn't letting them come out . I looked at him look at the floor and say nothing . I slowly started taking off the ring .

"Janette please , I know I fucked up but please quite being difficult ."

"What are you fucking talking about what do you mean being difficult .?!"

"We all know you're going to forgive me ." he said bluntly which made me grow even more angry . He legit brought that crazy bitch into my house and has the audacity to tell me that .

"You're right , I always forgive you . But not this time Niall ." I said placing the ring on the counter top and walking into the living room .

"Where are you going ?!" he asked pulling my elbow back .

"I'm leaving , and so are you . Niall you said it yourself this is the breaking point to us . We're done . You need to learn how to grow up and be fucking grate full for the shit that I put with . I always forgive you and the more I forgive you , the bigger the mess you make of things . I can't do this anymore . And no , I don't expect you to chase after me or fight for me ." I walked into the living room and putting the babys in the car seat having one in each of my hands . "James , babe , come on , get your coat we're leaving ."

"You can't fucking take all of them !"

"I can and I will . You're unfit to be a father to any one of these kids . All of them deserve better than what you are giving them ." I said walking out to the car as fast as I could making sure all three of them were buckled in perfectly . I ran back inside the house to get the diaper bag and saw Niall starring at me so I starred back .

"So that's it then , you don't love me ." he said standing right in the middle of my house watching me leave him .

"I always hoped that you would show me how much you loved me like I love you but I will always love you Niall , you were my first love , my first everything ." I said closing the door right behind me right after I herd him mumble "I hope some one can love you as much as I do . And show you how much like I never could ."

It it took all the anger left in me to just simply walk out because I know he knew I herd him . And if that was the case I'm glad because know he knows that even with his kind words I will still leave him .

In any other past situation , we would be in each others arms in about an hour but not this time . This time was completely different and felt real . Utterly and completely real . It hurt me so bad but it was something that needed to be done . The fact that even he threw in my face "You always forgive me." made me realize how much we both need to grow up . Even me , the biggest push over , finally came to my breaking point . We both need some growing up to do and as of right now , we are completely done .

Notes

Sorry it took so long for me to update I've been really busy and procrastinating because I didn't know how to write what I wanted to lol . Hope you like it considering this time Janette is really leaving Niall , like 100% leaving him and I think it's for the best .
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