Have A Little Mercy...

Four weeks have flown by, and i can't believe it's going to be another half term in just 3 days. Now, what are the plans for this holiday? We're not sure. Shay's parents are going on a 'Love-Re adjustment' Holiday to Venice for 2 weeks leaving Shay at my house as they don't feel comfortable with her in a flat on our estate by herself for two weeks. I wonder if they're more scared of her, or for her? Her house parties are pretty immense. And yet her flat does get robbed a lot!

Mercedes, is going to end up staying at my house to most of this holiday as her mum is going to Portugal to visit her new boyfriend, we decided not to tell my mum yet. She'll start ranting and raving about how irresponsible it is to just up and leave. In reality we know that she isn't really mad about that, she's still upset about how she could just have sex with her best friends' husband like it's nothing. Oh well, you'd expect me to hate her and Mercedes, but genuinely I couldn't care less, I hardly ever saw my dad, and when I did he smelt of alcohol, and others i didn't know of when i was 6. Once, i told my mum what he'd done, i never saw his ugly mug again.

Jesse's got a plan though, he hasn't told us about it yet. But i think he will when we all meet at Shay's house this morning.

I chew slowly, savouring my porridge that has sprinkled sugar doused over it. How many calories do you reckon that is? A lot! Wait! Stop, thinking about it, Mercy, you're perfect. Don't worry about it.

I Grab my bag dropping my bowl and the contents all over the floor. I well up, as my mum rushes in and gives me that same look she gave me that night she found me out. I run to the toilet pushing he out of the way, i can tell what's going to happen next. I slowly lower two fingers down my throat, and just the hit my tonsils i realise i'm not this person any more, but its too late.

The familiar Hot mess pours out of my mouth splashing into the toilet i groan, as i slump against the wall of the room gripping my stomach.

The familiar beautiful voices of my favourite band starts to play out, as i realise...

I'm broken
Do you hear me
I'm blinded
Cause you are everything I see
I'm dancing, alone
I'm praying
That your heart will just turn around

I don't let it continue, i tap the green button and bring it to my ear as i wipe my tears , clean my hands and rush put the door.

"Hey, babes, we're all waiting at Shay's , where are you?" Jesse Sweetly Moaned.
"Umm, Hey, Sorry, I'm running around the corner right now i see you turn around" I say, gasping for air as my lungs go all fluttery.
He hangs up. Opens his arms above his head, and goes on one knee, i know what to do.
I fly into his palms as he stands up spinning me, just as Shay shuts her gate.

He drops me, and winks at me, i giggle.

"Guys, listen, i have an idea for our holiday. Please say you'll thin about it because i've been chatting to my cousins' brother in law, Niall Horan and he said we could go join them and chill at their Brighton house for the holiday, please think about it." Jesse Said.

OMFG. My best friend, is the best. Me, Shay and Mercedes, exchange glances, look at Jesse and scream while rugby tackling him to the floor.

"YES YES YES FOR FUCK SAKE, A MILLION TIMES FUCKING YES" Shay screams

"OH MY LAARRDD, OF COURSE WE WILL, HAVE I EVER MENTIONED YOU'RE THE BEST" Mercedes Screeches

I just start crying and laughing as we all get back up, pull Jesse back up and link arms as we start planning stuff. He hushes us as we get on the 137, and reach the back of the top deck.

" We'll need to leave tonight...that's the one catch, and we can come back as soon as they leave for tour" He says, as if that's going to stop us lot from meeting our dream boys, ONE fucking DIRECTION.

Straight after school, we run to our bus stop, as i dial my mums' number and tell her i need this , like i need air. She says all of us, including Jesse need to be at my house at 4, sharp, and wel'll talk.

I shakily rattle my keys in the door , kicking it so it opens. (We have dodgy doors). The sweetest scent wafts out of the door as I open it. My mums made us all cake, myst be good news, then.

I Look around for er but she's not here...Strange. I clock a white envelope on the table nest to the tea and cake.

Inside is 6 little envelopes, a letter and necklace.

Hey Mercs,

I thought you and your friends might a little chance to pack in peace. (without me, i mean :P). Don't worry i'll be back at 6.30pm to drive you horrible lot to the airport. Me, a taxi driver. Aha. There's an envelope for you, Mercedes, Shay and Jesse each with a bank card with money in it, need more, just text or call and i'll send more. YAY. I know you need this, that's why i am letting you go. The other two envelopes include a few essentials ;) (if ya know what i mean!) and you better look after that necklace cost a fucking fortune!
Bye, sweet see ya soon Love you

Aww, sweet. I jump up and down pumping my fists in the air screaming and crying.

I throw the envelopes at my friends, tell Jesse to go pack and drag my girls to our room and we begin to pack.

Notes

Sorry, but there's going to be maybe two more updates tonight (well this morning) how ever you look at things :P <3
-Nemo <3 xo