"Okay close your eyes." Harry smiled at me.

"Is that really necessary?" I sighed.

"Yes! All PART OF the surprise!"

"Fine." I rolled my eyes one last time before shutting them tight.

"Only a few more steps....okay now turn right."

I followed my directions feeling the ground beneath me soften. It felt like sand but I wasn't sure because I still had my HEELS on. I stumbled a bit and I felt Harry catch me.

"Okay maybe take off those killers." He laughed.

I did as he asked not opening my eyes once. He was really excited about whatever it was he had planned. So it was definitely sand we were in, we're on the beach.

"Okay small hill, just a few steps down." He guided me with his hands, making sure I didn't fall this time. "Okay..open your eyes."

I opened them quickly only to be greeted by a smiling Harry. I tried to look around him but he grabbed my face with his hands.

"Spencer, I know we've had a few shit times in the past but tonight none of those matter. Tonight is about me and you. It's about our future. Nothing in the past matters. I love you and that's all that truly matters. You are mine and I am yours."

"I love you." I smiled, tears already threatening to spill.

"Now before I move away and show you where we are, promise me something...." He paused.

"Yes, anything I swear."

"You'll love me until the day we die."

"I'll love you beyond that."

"Forever and always."

"Forever and ever."

He leaned in, closing the gap between us. I smiled as his lips pressed against mine. He really was all I needed anymore. After a quick make out session, he pulled away.

"Ready?"

I nodded as he stepped aside. My mouth dropped when I saw where we were. He had set up a GAZEBOstrung with lights and lanterns. It was back far enough that the waves wouldn't reach it. The sun was setting over the ocean as if we in a perfect movie. I felt the first tear fall finally.

"Harry... I... Uhhhh.. You're perfect I swear."

“You make me perfect babe.” he smiled, placing another kiss on my lips. “Come on, more surprises.”

I followed him towards the lights, squeezing his hand tightly. I couldn’t believe he had done all of this for me. I hadn’t even been inside the gazebo yet but I could only imagine what he had set up.

As we entered into the small space, I was speechless again. There was a moderate sized BED COVERED in pillows and blankets. A mini bar, I’m sure which was filled with both of our favorites. A spread of fruits and all sorts of small food plates. Next to the bed there was a bucket of ice topped off with a bottle of champagne. He really had thought of everything.

“So I figured we could just lay here together, watch the sun set, drink some champagne and eat some strawberries. You know be romantic and shit.” he laughed nervously.

“Harold Styles, are you nervous?” I laughed at his fidgeting.

“I mean, yes.” He wrung his hands together.

“Why, this is the greatest night I’ve ever had and the night has barely begun.” I smiled, reassuring him.

“God, I just don’t get how I’m so lucky.” he said, I looked at him curious as to where he was going with this. “I mean with LIFE IN general. I try out for some singing show and leads me to the greatest job anyone could ever imagine. I have fans and people who support me endlessly all over the world. I make incredible money, not that it matters but it’s nice. My family is full of the greatest people I know, my dad even has his moments. And then when I’m forced to move to New York City for a few months, I meet the greatest person on this entire planet. Don’t give me that look, it’s true. Sure I love my mates and my family but no one makes me feel the way you do, Spencer. When I’m down, you make me laugh, when I’m being a twat, you level me out, when I’m being a weirdo, you encourage me. You literally are the most wonderful thing to ever happen to me. I couldn’t even imagine life without you. I fought and fought with management about going to New York, I wasn’t having it at all. I was so angry with them for making us go. That’s why I was out wondering around when we met. I was so fed up with being there, I wanted to go home so badly. Then I ran into you, you made New York worth it. Without you I don’t know if I could have made it through the remaining month. The night we met I never could have imagined how much you were going to mean to me. Sure I knew you were something special but never in a thousand years would I have thought this was going to happen. Who would have ever thought I was going to fall so madly in love with the girl I ‘accidentally‘ ran into on the street.” He paused to laugh. “I guess the only point I’m trying to make is you’re my girl, and I’m going to love you until my heart can’t love you anymore. My heart will stop beating before I lose you. Spencer Delaney McMichael, please never leave me. I love you.”

By now I was a blubbering mess. I didn’t even know I could feel as many emotions as I was right now. I had no words, and that was weird. I always had something to say. I looked over to Harry who had tears brimming his eyes too. We stood there for a few moments, enjoying each others happiness. I took a step back to look into his eyes. I wiped a tear as it fell down his cheek, he returned the favor. We laughed at each other for a second before composing ourselves.

“Harry, I love you.” I managed to get out. “I’m really struggling for words right now.” I laughed just as nervously as he did before.

“You don’t have to say anything. I promise you not saying anything right now is the only answer I could have hoped for. I know how hard it is to make you speechless.” he smiled down.

“Thank you for this. I don’t just mean for tonight. I mean for the past 9 months of my life. It’s been so incredible. You’ve made it way more wonderful than I ever could have imagined. I know it’s been rough lately but we can make it, I know I can make it with you by my side. I love you so much.”

He smiled placing his hands on either side of my face. He slowly leaned his head towards mine. His lips graced over mine. I stood melted into his embrace. His arms had never felt so strong around me before. Nothing in this moment mattered but Harrys lips on mine.

The flashes going off didn’t matter for once. I wasn’t mad anyone else was sharing this moment with the rest of the world. Everyone could CONTINUE to stare and take our picture, I didn’t care. I was with the man I loved, the man I would eventually share the rest of my life with.

Luckily, Harry had planned everything down to the last detail. He even had security for us this time around. He wasn’t letting anything ruin this night either. We were the only people in the entire world to each other right now.

“Let’s lay down and enjoy some champagne.” Harry smiled. “That’s enough tears for tonight.”

“At least they’re happy tears.” I laughed.

“And I’m sure we gave the paps enough to thrive off of for one night.”

“Yes, lord knows what stories they’ll make up about us.”

“I bet they’ll reckon I’ve proposed or something.”

“That would be the best rumor they’ve started about us yet.” I smiled over at Harry.

“Yeah, that one I could handle.” He placed an arm around me, handing me a champagne flute. “Here’s to me and you forever.”

We clinked glasses and downed our beverages.

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We laid around watching the sun set and the stars take over the sky. This moment was by far the best moment in my life. Even though things weren't great between Harry and I at the moment, none of that mattered. He had his arms around me and couldn't take his eyes off me.

I continued to watch the scenery around us change and night fell and not once did his eyes leave me. We were standing in front of the prettiest view I had ever seen and he didn't even care.

"What are you staring at? Weirdo." I laughed.

"Just the most beautiful thing on earth." He said back, calm and evenly.

"I know this is beautiful. We better come back here." I leaned into him.

"I meant you." He kissed my temple.

"I know babe, but you have to admit this place is gorgeous."

"It is, just not as gorgeous as my girl."

"Do you think we'll ever figure our life together out?"

"I mean I hope so." He laughed.

"I want to stop the drugs Harry, I really do."

"We don't have to talk about that right now, it's okay."

"I want too. I think I need too."

He nodded, looking at me seriously. "No matter what I'll always love you."

“I know, that’s why I have to get my life together. I can’t keep disappointing you because I want to get high.”

“You do get high a lot.” he laughed.

“Yeah but what’s Zayn going to do without me smoking?”

“I don’t care if you smoke weed occasionally, it just scares me to death that you’re into cocaine and Xanax.” he wrapped his hand around mine. “Plus, Zayn has Louis and Liam to smoke with. I bet Louis could pick up your slack.”

“Ha, he couldn’t nearly pick up half my slack.” I rolled my eyes. “No but seriously. I guess I should stop talking to Zac really. He’s why I’m into coke. He gave it to me. It’s not like he forced me or anything, I asked and willingly did it, but he’s not a great influence.

“I told you from the start I didn’t like him.”

I held up my hand. “I know, I should have listened. I have to kind of be nice to him though, he’s my first huge client. He could make or break me right now.”

“I understand, I really do.”

“But anyways I started the Xanax because I was really stressed out that one night after we had our first huge fight. Ella handed me one and I was hooked. She gave me the rest of what she had, I somehow got them through customs and one thing lead to another. I was addicted.” I shrugged.

“I have two questions.” I nodded for him to continue. “Have you been taking them since we’ve got here?”

“Yes.”

“And how do you continue to get them if Ella only gave you a few?”

“Well at first I went to whoever Ella and Zayn suggested but now I’m having them prescribed. I’m pretty sure we’ve already talked about this. I went to the DOCTOR and told them I was under constant stress and pressure with our life. I told them I was having severe anxiety attacks and they suggested I get a prescription for Xanax. So I don’t have to worry about ever running out.”

“Right, yes I remember that now.” he nodded.

“So when we get home I am going to call around and see where the best place for me to get help is. I want to get clean for me but more so for us. I know how hard it is for you to deal with everything.”

“Do this for you, not me babe.”

“I am doing it for me, but you are a part of me now too. I have to keep you in mind with everything I do. My actions not only affect me but you now too. I can’t forget that.”

“I love you. I know it’s not easy but I’m going to support you no matter what is thrown at us.”

“You’re the best, I do love you even if my actions don’t always scream it.”

“I know babe. Enough of this, let’s get pissed and shag in this bed.”

“There’s paparazzi everywhere.” I laughed at his suggestion.

“So? I’m not seeing your point.” He pouted.

“Let’s get hammered, have your security drive us back to THE HOTEL, then shag multiple times, all night long.”

“Yes, makes much more sense.” he kissed me.

“I’m the brains, you’re the beauty.” I joked, pecking his lips.

“False, you’re the brains and the beauty. I’m just the lucky bloke.”

“Whatever you say. I love you regardless.”

“I love you more.” he stuck his tongue out. “So how about that drink?”

“Fill me up Mr. Styles.”

“Oh I’ll fill you up later, Mrs. Styles.”

“Nooooo.” I laughed. “Don’t call me that yet!”

“Fine, but I will one day.”

“I’ll hold you to that.”

“Please do.” he wiggled his eyebrows.

“Perv.”

“Sometimes.” he shrugged.

“Love you.”

“No, love you.” he smirked.

And that’s just what we did, we loved each other and drank the night away.

Notes

HELLLLLLLLLLLLO. I'M BACK.
Sorry for the suuuuupppper long delay! My COMPUTER screen is cracked and my computer crashed and everything dealing with my computer just sucks right now. My sister was kind enough to let me type up this chapter on her computer! I'm currently in the process trying to get a new computer or have this one fixed. Just waiting on my mom to decide what she wants to do! Ugh hurry up mom! LOL I love my mom but she sometimes is really slow on making decisions. I keep telling her I need to update!!!!

Anyways, I hope you enjoy this chapter. I have to type all new chapters up because of the COMPUTER CRASHING. Bah Humbug. I still hope this is okay and you like it. Let me know what you think!!!!!!! :)

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