“Anything else we can get for you right now miss?” the stewardess asked.

One thing about having a decent amount of money, was it got you first class seats on a long plane ride. I wouldn’t be able to sit in coach for what would end up being a full day. From New York I had to fly to Los Angeles and spend almost an entire day there before hopping on a flight to Auckland. It was a long process but completely worth it. I was currently on the plane between LA and Auckland. It was a long flight. Thankfully the plane had wifi so I could keep myself occupied.

I had talked to Harry a couple times since leaving New York. It was weird thinking that was almost 2 days ago. Who knew it took so long to get across the world these days. I decided right now was as good as time as ever to prepare the fans and media that Harry and I were still together and planned on being with each other for the last moments of the tour. I took to twitter and posted.

@spencermcmichael: so excited to finally land in Auckland in 5 hours :)

It was insane how many people actually cared about what I did with life. After dating Harry my followers skyrocketed, then when I went out with Zac I gained even more. I didn’t get what was so exciting about me. Some of the responses I received back almost instantly were enough to keep me busy for a while.

@HARRY1D_4ever: @spencermcmichael go away u whore. stop bangin every celebrity that give u the time of day whore

@zaynmaliklove: @spencermcmichael you and harry are so cute. hook me up with zayn! ;)

@lolagrace: what does harry even see in @spencermcmichael? shes a cheating slut.

@tybaby23: omg omg omg @spencermcmichael I got meet and greet passes for the show in wellington will you be there too? omg I would faint if we met.

@erik45duke: zac efron and harry styles get to bang @spencermcmichael where do I sign up?

People honestly cracked me up. I don’t care what other people think. I know I’m with Harry and Harry knows that too. He knows I’m not cheating and that’s all that matters. I continued to scroll through the tweets when one caught my eye.

@iwant_HarryStyles: someone finally caught the bitch @spencermcmichael. retweet this to show the world she’s a liar .stars.com/news/harry_styles_spencer_mcmichael
(AN: not a real website but I guess you know that)

I clicked on the link and rolled my eyes at the headline as the page loaded.

ARTICLE:
Harry Styles and Spencer McMichael Relationship Crisis: Cheating Scandal Revealed.

Pop star Harry Styles and designer Spencer McMichael’s relationship is currently in a state of crisis after photos McMichael holding hands with star Zac Efron emerged last night.

“Things have never looked worse but Harry wants to know the truth.” A source tells OK!

“McMichael is appalled and totally offended by the idea of her cheating,” the source adds. “Everytime he starts grilling her, Spencer hits the roof and accuses him of not trusting her. She hates confrontation.”

Sources claim that the affair has been going on since Efron and McMichael met after working together on an outfit for a red carpet event. McMichael is currently the head designer that Efron goes to everything for.

All cheating allegations aside, numerous other reports are now surfacing that Spencer and Harry have much bigger issues to deal with – like Spencers drug use.

According to TMZ, Spencer has had a drug problem in the past and it is slowly resurfacing. She’s been seen popping pills on the regular, especially around mutual friend of the couple, Ella George.

Despite the cheating allegations, “Harry is more concerned about saving Spencer then ending his relationship,” a source told TMZ.

The One Direction star and his bandmates supposedly are planning an intervention while McMichael visits the band in New Zealand, to urge her to go to rehab and kick her habits.

So far neither Spencer or Harry have personally commented on the situation.

Check out the pictures of McMichael with Efron and Styles, in the gallery below.


What the actual fuck? I was scrolling through the pictures. How did someone get pictures of Zac holding my hand in the car? Damnit. And drug addiction? Seriously?! Who feeds this garbage to the press? I hate everyone. I slammed my phone down on the tray in front of me. Harry is going to flip. That had to be the only story. I googled myself just to check. Nope, there were more. Great, he was definitely going to hear about this. I clicked on another link about me.


Spencer McMichael seen out with Zac Efron.

The divide between Spencer McMichael and Harry Styles grows wider and wide, as tension between the pair bubbles to the surface.

Multiple reports say McMichael has moved out of the place the couple recently bought together.

An on looker told Life & Style they saw McMichael enjoying a comfortable day with Zac Efron in New York City.

Another source says ‘McMichael was pulling a suitcase on wheels and Efron put both of his arms around McMichael and whispered endlessly into her ear.”

“The way he touched her, the way they embraced, the way they looked at each other all suggest they were a lot more than friends.” The source adds.

In another tell, the fashion designer has been seen using drugs to mend the pain of the relationship and her infidelities.

“Harry is furious and hurt that she slipped back into her old habits,” a Styles insider told InTouch. “He loves her but he hates how she reacts when she’s partying.”

“It’s humiliating --- and he’s over it.”


Turning my phone off, I threw my head back on the seat. I don’t even know what I was going to do. In a few hours I would be on the ground in New Zealand, whether Harry would see these stories or not, I didn’t know. I dug through my purse finding my pills. I wasn’t addicted, they helped. I closed my eyes in hopes to sleep the last couple moments of peace away.





(Harry- POV)

“I’m leaving.” I shouted from bus door. We were currently stopped at a stadium just hanging out on the bus. I got special permission to have a security SUV to pick up Spencer. And they were letting me go alone. I had no idea why, usually they send at least one person with me.

I was totally shagging her in the back of this thing. I put the keys in the ignition and took off. I was getting my girl.

Louis had showed me another story about Zac giving Spencer a ride to the airport and I just laughed. She told me after it happened why he took her. I don’t see what the big deal was considering he had an appointment right before she needed to leave.

I shook my head when I saw it. I knew she’d never cheat again. And to make sure she knew who gave it to her best, I was shagging her in this car before we even made it back to the airport. I was like a schoolboy giddy for his first kiss. It had been a bloody long time since we shagged. It almost felt like our first time all over again.
I couldn’t stop smiling to myself.

About an hour later I was pulling into the airport parking lot for arrivals. My stomach was doing flips. I had seen the tweet about Spencer landing in Auckland so I knew that paps would be everywhere. I texted her where I was parked and waited in the car knowing I’d cause a huge scene.

I patiently waited for 15 minutes before I saw her coming. She had cameras in her face, flashes everywhere as she approached the car. I popped the back hatch and hopped out to help her. After putting her bags in the back, I turned to her.

I placed my hands on each side of her face and kissed her hard. I felt her hands snake up my arms and around my neck. In this moment I didn’t care who was watching or who would see. I missed the feeling of Spencers skin against mine. After a quick and heated make out session, I pulled apart and headed for the drivers door.

I hadn’t said a word to Spencer but I knew she was feeling it too. We had an insane sexual tension between us. I know we needed to talk about everything and anything that had happened over the last month, but I needed my girl first.

We sped off from our parking space leaving the paparazzi with their midnight story. It was about to get dark so our makeout moment would be posted by the morning at least. I didn’t care about anything.

Spencer and I hadn’t said a word to each other since I picked her up. We didn’t need too. I had a huge dorky smile plastered to my face and she ran her hand up and down my thigh. I couldn’t feel more at ease with life than I was right now.

I know the guys told me to talk before I strip her down but I couldn’t wait. I sped up to find the park I went past on my way here. I noticed it and took a drive through it. I found the perfect place to park and do it. I sounded so desperate in my head.

When I took a turn off the main road, Spencer gave me a weird look. I gave her hand stroking my leg a reassuring squeeze. A few more turns and we were in the park. I drove towards the back shaded spot I found earlier. Once I was in park I hopped out of the car and ran around the car to open Spencers door. I grab her legs and spun her in her seat to face me. She was giggling uncontrollably.

“What are you doing?” she couldn’t help but laugh out. “You’re so silly.” She added when I nuzzled myself between her legs. She instinctly wrapped them around my waist.

“I missed you.” I whispered into her mouth as I kissed her.

“Harry, I miss you too.” she leaned back so I had access to her neck. My lips on her neck was her weakness. I kissed down her neck towards her neck line. She moaned slightly, bucking her hips towards me. I drug my tongue back up her neck to her earlobe, placing kisses there to back to her mouth. Her fingers dug through my hair pulling me as close as possible. I slid my hands down under her bum and pulled her out of the seat in one swift motion.

“What are you doing?” she giggled some more as I carried her to the open hatch of the car.

“Well, you see I’m in this boyband, and we share a bus so if I wouldn’t have scouted out this place, we never would have been able to shag for another whole day. So luckily you got a boyfriend who’s always thinking ahead. I also thought about putting this third row of seating down and brought a blanket to lay on. And to top it off, I bought a whole new box of condoms. So we can do it as many times as it takes for the sun to rise.”

“I love you.” she smiled into my kiss.

“I’m going to put you here,” I laid her down in the back which was incredibly large for an SUV. “And I’m going to come in here and close this.” I smiled shutting the door behind me. “And lucky thing about being in a boyband is all the windows in our cars and tinted to the darkest shade legal.”

“No one will see us, it’s dark.” She whispered as I crawled over top of her.

“You have too much on still.” I smirked at her as she shimmied out of her shorts. “You know that’s the part I want most, but tonight, every inch of you needs love.”

I watched as she removed her tank top and then bra. A lot of times we did it, those two never got removed. I wanted all of her today.

“Now these…” I kissed each of her breasts causing her to arch herself into me. “…I love these.”

She let out a sigh as I worked my tongue over her nipples equally.

“Harry, babe, I love when we slow things down and make love but I need you to fuck me right now. Fuck me like I’m a random slut in your bed. Hump me and dump me. So if you want to get out of those pants at any time now, you’d be my forever.” She said in the most seductive voice I had ever heard.

“Am I not your forever?” I asked as I removed my clothes, slowly to tease.

“You are my forever.” She nipped at my exposed collarbone.

“You’re my forever too.” I smiled as I kicked my pants off.

“Then prove it.” He pulled my face in for a kiss, not just any kiss though, this was fueled by lust and distance. It was crazy how bad I wanted her. We had gone longer without sex before but this was different. This was the first time we’ve seen each other since our fight. This was make up sex. We’d done it before, but the tension had never been this high.

“Harry.” She moaned as I placed my tip at her entrance.

I pushed in slowly, feeling all of her tightness. “Jesus you’re so tight.”

“It has been a month Harold.” She rolled her eyes.

There was something about the way she called me Harold that powered up everything inside me. It was always in a sexual tone and it made me want to go hard on her. She does it intentionally now, I know she does.

I pulled back out almost completely before slamming back inside her once she was adjusted. I kept my pace moderate from above her. Her back was arched off the floor and her eyes slammed shut. I picked it up a bit causing her mouth to turn into a slight smirk, followed by a long moan.

“No one’s here baby, let it out.” I whispered, plowing in and out of her.

She let her guard down and let me take over her body. Her moans increased with my pace. Everything about this moment was perfect. Sure, it may seem like we’re just jumping each other’s bones because we’re horny 20 year olds but it was so much more. This is what making love felt like. The way we know each other’s body, the way her moans tell me what I’m doing right, this was love.

“I wanna ride.” She opened her eyes. I nodded silently rearranging our position in the SUV. She kissed me from my mouth down. She placed perfect little kisses down my torso and back up to my face. I watched as she crawled on top of me, carefully lining herself up. As she slid down onto my dick she made a face I loved to see. The face that means I’m pleasuring her perfectly. She was close I could tell.

I wasn’t much further behind her. Wanking doesn’t keep your stamina up like actual sex does. Feeling her around me made me want to explode right then and there. She rode up and down, her breasts bouncing perfectly. I had to have one. I sat up, cupping her left breast with my hand and capturing her other in my mouth. I flicked my tongue over it, sucking a little too hard probably. Her head flung back in pleasure with a long sexy moan. That was it. Her body in this position was enough to kill a man.

“Spencer…” I started.

“Me too.” she smiled, taking my face in between her hands. She kissed me hard as I plowed into her from beneath her. “You…this..always gets….me…fuck…HARRRRY.”
I kept my grip on her hips tight as she rode out her orgasm, a few pumps later I was spilling into the condom buried deep inside my girl. This was what perfection was, I swear. This is what love was.

Love consisted of more than just sex though and I felt it all with Spencer. My stomach was in constant knots around her and I always felt giddy and happy. I know this is love. I had never felt anything like this.

I pulled out of her as she rolled over to lay next to me. “I wish we could just sleep here.”

“Me too babe but surely security would have the swat team after me if I don’t return tonight.”

“Damn you for being famous.” She kissed me with a smile.

“Yes, damn me.” I laughed as I watched her tug her pants back up her legs.

“I love you Harold Edward Styles.” She kissed me again.

“I love you Spencer Delaney McMichael.” She giggled as I placed a sloppy kiss on her hand.

“You make me feel so incredible. Always. And in more ways than this too…” she motioned between our different stages of undress.

“I know what you mean baby.” I kissed the tip of her nose. “We should get going though.”

She nodded with a frown. I opened the back hatch so we could dress completely without struggle. I helped her out of the back, holding her hand the entire way to her door. I opened that as well helping her in. She couldn’t stop laughing.

“What?” I asked confused.

“Who are you and why are you being so sweet?”

“Well when you’re competing with Zac Efron the extra efforts help, right?” I joked.

“Harry.” She said in a stern tone.

“Too far?” I shrugged

“We should talk about everything before we get on the bus I think.”

The only thing that sucked about tonight was that she had to stay on the bus with us guys. Tomorrow we’d move into the hotel, sound check and do the show. For some reason we didn’t know when we would arrive here and they thought we could manage one night on the bus. I had to get special permission for Spencer to stay with me, but it all worked out.

For some reason management was being super lenient with things regarding Spencer. Usually if I asked for someone to stay with me on tour the answer was a straight no. If I would ask for a car just for the hell of it without security the answer would always be no. But when Spencer was involved the answer was always yes. Despite all of the scandal and rumors that surrounded our relationship they loved her. She had only ever met Jason, he had to have put an excellent word in. I wanted her to meet our managers and producers everyone that was important in making us One Direction, but we haven’t had the opportunity yet. They must like what she has to offer though, because they’ve hated every single one of my past girlfriends, especially Ella.

I hopped into the driver seat and buckled up. “So let’s talk then.”

As I began to drive away tears lined the corners of her eyes.

“Babe, why are you already crying? Please do not tell me the worst of the worst happened.” I bowed my head slightly, praying she didn’t honestly cheat again.

She quickly shook her head. “No no, I’ve just been super stressed out lately doing this suit for Zac and having the paparazzi practically living outside my building and stalking me. I haven’t been dealing with it all that well. Then I come here and you hold me and it’s like all my problems have gone away. I miss you so much Harry.”

I reached for the tear streaming down her face and wiped it away. “I’m not going anywhere no matter what those scumbags say. I know who you are, you know who you are. Our friends and family know who you are, those other people they don’t matter Spencer. You’re a strong woman.”

“It’s just so hard alone.”

“I’m almost done and then I’m coming home, I promise everything is going to be okay.”

“I know.” she continued to cry.

“So what has honestly been going on between the two of you?” I asked, unsure I wanted to hear the answer.

“I met him originally to make the suit, which I’m doing still. We met out for lunch so he could decide which design he wanted and of course the paparazzi were there. All of the pictures and stories were taken out of context. And then he had an appointment the other morning to come in for something for the suit and he just offered to take me so I wouldn’t have to use the subway or a take a cab.”

“Nothing past work outings?”

“None, although he has mentioned he’d like to maybe be friends.” She looked at me.

“And how do you feel about that?”

“He’s a nice guy, I wouldn’t mind being his friend also.”

“So there’s nothing sexual or emotional going on between the two of you, right?” I asked.

“Nothing like that at all, strictly business so far.” She smiled.

“I’m not going to say you can’t be his friend because that’s not the type of boyfriend I am, but I will say please be careful.”

“I would never do anything to hurt you Harry.”

“I just can’t lose you right when I finally got you back.” I sighed.

“What do you mean? I never went anywhere.”

“Spencer, you left without a word to me a month ago. You didn’t answer my calls for days. I thought I had lost you. I’m so sorry. I was incredibly stupid that night. I know there’s always going to be some sort of dodgy emotional crap with Niall, I get that now. I shouldn’t have touched you when you shoved me. I’m an idiot. I shouldn’t have even let you leave our house. I shouldn’t have fought the way I did. I should have fought to keep you safe at home with me, not over whether or not you fucked me best mate. I will never ever not let you finish first. You always have the floor until you’re done with the entire story.”

“I’m sorry too Harry, I shouldn’t have even left the club with him that drunk. I shouldn’t have let it get that far. I shouldn’t have let him kiss me. I should have never cheated with him in the first place. I was so stupid to jeopardize the greatest thing to ever happen to me. It’s not just you, it was both of us. I was out of line to do what I did as well.”

“As long as we’re both on the same page about loving each other still, I’m willing to completely forget everything and let it go. Move past it, move past my issues with Niall, move past any bullshit with Efron.” I paused, “You still love me right?”

“To the moon and back and then to the moon again.” She squeezed my hand, leaning over the center to place a quick kiss on my cheek.

“Well I love you to Pluto and back and then back to Pluto. So ha.” I smiled at her, making her giggle.

“Pluto isn’t a planet anymore silly.”

“The moon isn’t a planet either.”

“Touché.” She smiled. “I really do miss you though.”

“I miss you too.” I smiled the widest smile my face has seen in weeks.

“Put those dimples away Styles.” She rolled her eyes.

“Why?” I smirked. “Do they make you go weak?”

She kept her gaze out the front windshield, avoiding eye contact. “Nope, they don’t.”

“Oh yeah, then look at me.” I kept a straight face at first until she turned towards me, releasing a huge dimpled smile.

“How is it possible to be so madly in love with someone and hate them all at the same time?”

“That’s what love and life is all about right? Finding the person that you can’t get enough of but at the same time you can’t bear to spend another second with.”

“Looks like I’ve found the one then.” She smiled over at me.

“Are you proposing?” I joked.

“HA HA HA. Not even close. And you better not think about it anytime soon either.” She gave me a serious look.

“Why not?” I shrugged. I knew I was going to marry Spencer, but like her wasn’t quite ready for that step in life yet.

“We’re both just 20! We’d be insane to get married young.”

“Why would marrying now be any different than in 10 years if we know we don’t want to be with anyone else?”

“Harold.”

“I’m just curious.”

“Because we’re so young still! We have a ton of stuff to do before we get into a marriage! Marriage comes with so many responsibilities and then kids god no I’m not ready for any sort of alien covered in goo to slide out of my vagina yet.”

“We’re going to do everything together anyways.” I side glanced at her appalled face, smirking knowing I had her going. “And just because we’re married doesn’t necessarily mean we have to instantly have kids. We both have great jobs, we’re financially stable, we already own homes together. I don’t see the problem.”

“I’m not getting married.”

“So if I proposed right now, you’d say no?” I asked, curious.

“I’d say no over and over again. I’m not ready.”

“Spencer Styles sounds so good though.”

“And it still will in 5 years.”

“So I can propose in 5 years? I have to wait until I’m 25 to vow to spend the rest of my life with the woman I love? 5 whole years?” I acted devastated.

“If you love me then still.” She stated flatly.

“What do you mean? I’m going to love you until the end of time.”

“I could get into trouble or shenanigans, like I’m already apparently in to.” She sighed.

“Fuck what everyone else says.” I rubbed my thumb over the back of her hand. “I stayed with you through Niall, I stayed with you through this new Zac bullshit which I’m sure if far from being over, I’m never going anywhere. And I don’t think you are either because you stayed with me when I cheated with Ella.”

“I forgot about that entirely.” She stuck her tongue out. “Jerk thanks for reminding me that happened.”

“I have daily reminder yours happened, farting and laughing in my face 7 days a week.” I stuck my tongue out back.

“Ah yes, I suppose but we’re over that, remember?”

“We are.” I laughed at her bringing up what I had just earlier.

“Random question though.” She said.

“What’s up?”

“How did you manage to get this car and come pick me up by yourself? I was expecting Jack to be here or something.”

“I have no idea honestly. When I ask for something dealing with you, it’s always a yes. They never question it. They love you.”

“Who is they exactly?”

“Management. You’re going to have to meet them soon you know.”

“Ehhhh do I have too?”

“Yes, why?”

“Cause what if when I meet them they realize that I actually suck?”

“Spencer, you handled my dad, I think you can handle our management.”

“Whatever.”

“I did have to fight off Emily though, she tried to come with me but I knew if she did I wouldn’t be able to get that shag.” I winked.

“I see, you let me fly here just to fuck me in a car.” she crossed her arms playfully over her chest.

“Shit, you caught me.” I laughed, pulling off onto an access road that led to the back of the stadium.

“Wait, Emily is here?!” she shouted, completely delayed reaction.

“Yeah, she was doing fashion week in Sydney. I guess that’s over so she’s joining us for these last few shows. She’s got something going on tonight and tomorrow morning though, so you might have to wait until the show tomorrow night to see her.”

“I miss her too.”

“But not as much as me right?”

“Never.” She said as I rolled to a stop in front of a security gate.

“Hello.” I smiled at the guard working the station.

“Evening, credentials please. I have to ask.” He smiled apologetically.

“No worries, I understand.” I smiled handing him two passes, one for myself, one for Spencer.

“Have a good night Mr. Styles.” He said handing the slips back to me. I nodded back, driving through the opening gate, rolling my window back up.

“I think it’s funny he knew who you were and you still had to show your badge.”

“He’s only doing his job.” I shrugged.

“I know. I loved his accent though, so sexy.”

“Hey! Isn’t my accent sexy?” I faked offense.

“The sexiest.” She winked as I threw the car in park.

“Good that’s what I thought.” I smiled getting out, helping her with her bags. “So here goes nothing. I doubt we’ll both fit in my bunk but it’s worth a shot. If not I’ll just sleep on the couch.”

“I can sleep on the couch, it doesn’t matter to me.”

“I would never make my girl sleep on the couch.” I laughed at her offer, as I opened the door to the bus.

“What’s the password!” Louis shouted. “You’re supposed to knock first! You’ve ruined the fun.” He pouted.

“What’s the password Harold?” Niall added.

“You’re all drunk bastards.” I laughed at the guys.

“That’s an outrageously true statement but it’s not the password.”

“We can’t let you and the lass go any farther until you say the password.” Louis said.

“I hate you guys.” I rolled my eyes.

“We aren’t joking.” Niall looked at Louis as the stood in front of the hallway to our bunks.

“I’m a little fucking twat.” I said annoyed, as spencer busted out laughing while Louis and Niall moved aside.

“Not so hard now lad, right?” Niall laughed out loud.

“Spencer babe, how are you?” Louis asked, giving her a hug.

“I’m good I guess.” She shrugged. “How are you?”

“Bloody pissed.” Louis laughed.

“Good to see ya Spencer!” Niall hugged her as well.

“Hi Niall.” She laughed at his lung crushing hug.

“Sorry he’s touchy when he’s drunk.” Liam laughed from the couch.

“Oh I think she knows that.” Louis shouted, plopping down next to Liam.

“Enough beers for the loud mouth.” Liam said. “How are you though love?”

“I’m good.” She said laughing at the drunken scene before her.

“Superb!” Liam shouted. “That’s what we love to hear!”

“Enough beers for all of them.” I whispered in her ear, causing her to burst out in
giggles.

“Where’s Zayn?” I asked curiously.

“Getting the hook-up.” Louis said, knowing I’d know exactly what he meant. I nodded in response.

“Well should I show you to your lovely room for the night?”

“Lead the way sir.” She smiled, grabbing hold of my hand.

“So this is it.” I laughed after taking about 4 steps. “This is my bed, my home away from home.”

“I say we’ll both fit.”

“Should be try?” I cocked an eyebrow.

She nodded eagerly. “I want to change into something more comfortable first.”

I changed quickly as well, while she dug through a bag, replacing her pants with a pair of small boy short underwear and her top with one of my old t-shirts.

“That’s what you’re wearing on a bus full of lonely boys?”

“I think they’ve all seen girls in less.” She rolled her eyes.

“I mean yeah, but not my girl.”

“Are we going to argue over my clothes or get into bed and full around all night?” she said impatiently.

“Right. You should probably go in first, in case one of us rolls out it’s me.”

“Smart thinking. If we get in here though, I may not get back up. I’m so tired. All that traveling wore me out.” she said as I helped her into the top bunk.

“The traveling wore you out? That’s what you’re going with?”

“Okay, maybe the post traveling activities had a little part in making me tired.”

“Better.” I smiled, snuggling in close to her.

She pulled the covers up over us. She rolled over placing us in a spooning position. I pulled her in even closer than before.

“This is something I definitely missed.” I placed a kiss on her forehead.

“I love you.” I could hear the smile in her voice.

“I lov…” I was cut off before I could finish.

“Now I’m coming in here to get something, if you are into the shagging stage already please halt for approximately 45 seconds.”

“Louis, we aren’t doing anything.” I rolled my eyes.

“I live in the bunk below you so once I come to bed could you also halt your sexing.”

“We aren’t going to ever do it tonight, Lou.” Spencer laughed.

“What? Really? I figured you would….wait a second.” He paused. “You’ve already done it.”

“Maybe on the ride over.” I chuckled.

“Bloody hell you kids.” He laughed to himself. “Oi, lads. Guess what Harry and Spencer did in the SUV….” We heard his voice trail off signaling he was back into the common area.

“I’m so glad they always know about our sex lives.” she sighed.

“Like Kasi, Ana, Rachel and Emily don’t know too.”

“Don’t forget Ella too.”

“Jesus woman, you talk to my ex about the sex we have?”

“She’s one of my best friends, of course she knows.” She laughed like it wasn’t a big deal.

“Can we talk about something serious?” I propped myself up on my elbows.

“What’s up?”

“In one of those stupid articles Louis showed me about us, it said you’ve been popping
pills. That’s not true is it?”

“Ummmm.” She paused.

“Spencer.”

“No, no I haven’t been doing anything Harry.” She rolled to face me. “I wouldn’t never do that.”

“I just worry.” I said. “You promise you haven’t been getting any sort of drugs? Don’t lie to me because if you are and I find out later I won’t be happy.”

“I promise Harry, I haven’t done anything sort of drug since the whole ‘molly’ incident.”

“Please be careful.” I sighed.

“Always, I love you.”

“I love you too.” I kissed her before she rolled back over, snuggling in close. “Goodnight babe.”

I sighed thinking about everything that was going. I trusted her but something about her
hesitation scared me. I know she had done drugs before, so slipping back into the habit wouldn’t be hard, especially not with everything going in her life right now, in our life right now. I didn’t want to lose my baby to another man, and I surely didn’t want to lose her to drugs. All I know was I was going to try and protect her. From what? I wasn’t sure. She was my world and nothing was taking her from me.

Notes

HI EVERYONE! here's another chapter for youuuuuuuuu. finally in New Zealand!
lemmme know what you think! :)

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