"This thing never stops!" I grumbled as my phone rang. "Who's calling me now!"

"Is it lover boyyyyy?" Emily giggled next to me.

"No...it's Ella?"

"Why is she calling you?!"

"I have no idea!"

"Hello?" I answered hesitantly.

"Spencer love! I'm so glad you answered!"

"What's up?"

"Well, you know I'm filming here and I can't go out with these people one more time! They're all wankers. Well anyways, I know Emily and Rachel are hanging with you, so do you girls wanna come out tomorrow night?"

"Let me ask them, hold on." I shook my head, covering the speaker of the phone. "So Ella wants us to come out with her tomorrow. Are you down for that?"

"It was fun last time, so why not! Rachel?" Emily smiled.

"I'm not gonna stay home alone so yes." She rolled her eyes.

"Yeah Ella, we'll come out."

"Yay! I can't wait! I miss you! It's been like two weeks since we've hung out! So just meet me at Blair's on 34th? Around 11?"

"Yeah we can do that! It'll be fun Ella. Thanks for calling!"

"See ya tomorrow loves!"

I hung up and couldn't hold my laughter back. "What the fuck?"

"I'll get booze to pregame tomorrow afternoon." Emily laughed.


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"AHHHHHHH!" I screamed throwing the fabric in my hand to the floor.

Kasi rushed into the living room. "What's wrong? Are you okay? Are you hurt?"

"This fabric doesn't work either!" I sighed, dramatically throwing myself on the couch.

"Stop stressing! You'll break out!" She laughed.

"Not funny Kas. This is a huge piece. It has to be perfect."

"Call your mom for help." She shrugged. "She'd know what fabric to use."

"That's cheating isn't it?" I sighed again. "I can't, I wanna finish this on my own."

"Well at least go call Harry. That'll calm you down a bit. You know since he looooovvvves you and all."

Ever since I told Kasi and Ana about Harry and I admitting we loved each other, they haven't stopped teasing me. They were just happy I was finally over Jeff.

"Fine, I'll at least do that." I rolled my eyes as I got up to head to my room.

I plopped down on my bed and checked the time. 9 am here means it's 1 there. They had a show tonight so they should be free now. Sound check sound be over, they were more than likely at the hotel napping or eating. Unless they had press, but who knows.

I dialed Harry's number and waited. This long distance calling was costing me a shit ton. I didn't mind though, I wasn't about to not talk to Harry. It kept ringing, I figured it was about to go to voicemail when he suddenly answered.

"Babe!" I could tell he was smiling.

"Hi Harry! I didn't think you were gonna answer."

"We just got back to the hotel from soundcheck. I'm glad you called. But isn't it super early over there?"

"Nah it's 9, not too bad. I didn't sleep last night anyways." I shrugged even though he couldn't see me.

"Babe, you gotta start sleeping." He used his authoritative tone.

"I'm working on my fall line! I have to have it finished in 3 weeks! Right before I fly out."

"Well stressing over it and not sleeping isn't going to help! You're gonna wear yourself down."

"Harry don't give me a lecture when you have a worse sleep cycle than I do!"

"You haven't slept in 3 nights Spencer!"

"You're not here you don't understand." I sighed not wanting to fight.

"I don't want you getting sick or something and not be able to come."

"I'll be fine babe. I promise."

"Okay, just promise me you'll get some sleep today?"

"Yes, mom, I'll get some sleep."

"Spencer."

"What! I'm just on edge. Sorry I snapped."

"It's okay I still love you."

"You're the best, on the positive side of things, I love you too."

"And also just 3 more weeks until you get here. These last 2 weeks have flown by. I can't believe we have our first European show tonight."

"You must be so excited to see your family and friends!"

"I can't even wait for me mum and sister to meet you! They're gonna go nuts!"

Shit. I forgot I agreed to meet his family. I was beyond scared. I almost wanted to chicken out and not go. But I knew I couldn't. I had to do this whether I was ready or not.

"Spencer, you still there?"

"Sorry I zoned out."

"Still worrying? Don't, they will love you."

"What if they don't?"

"At the end of the day I'll still love you so that's all that matters."

"If you're family doesn't like me then it won't work between us. I know how close you guys are."

"We'll cross that bridge when we come to it love."

I sighed, I was hoping he was right. He knew his family better than anyone I suppose, I wanted to get of this topic though.

"Soooo guess what me, Emily and Rachel are doing tonight."

"Hmmm I have no idea with you lot. Last week you went skydiving and and to every show on Broadway. So it could be anything."

"We're going clubbing with Ella!"

"What? I... Uh.. Are you kidding?"

"Nope! It's gonna be weird but it's gonna be so fun."

"Be careful babe, you know how she can be."

"I'll be okay, Rachel's going so it'll be tame. She doesn't really enjoy Ella's company I've caught on to."

"Bingo. I'm surprised she agreed to come."

"Me too but oh well."

"Hey Spenc, I gotta run. Skype after the show?"

"Like always. I miss you."

"I miss you too, and by the way I'm horny as fuck today so you better be ready for some fun before you go out."

"Harold Styles. You naughty boy."

"Harold, eh? You'll get it for that too. I love you!"

"Love you." I hung up and laid back. Harry got me all hot and I was running on pure delirium. A nap was calling me name. I set my alarm for around 2, that gave me a solid four hours. I snuggled into my bed and let all my stress disappear for even just a few hours.

I had a 5 piece line due for school in three weeks, with only 3 of the pieces done. After I finished that I was flying to Europe to be with Harry for a couple week. There I'd have to meet his family. I just wasn't sure I was ready for that either. Sure I loved Harry, but what if his family didn't? I couldn't spend the rest of my life married to a guy whose family didn't share his excitement for me.

"Fuck, did I just think about marrying Harry? It's been what? 4 months?" I sighed. "I must be more delirious then I thought. Great now I'm talking to myself."

Yeah, this nap was way overdue.

Notes

HEY!
Little bit of a filler, I apologize. But next chapter is going to be the night out with Ella. And then from there on out we're going to start moving a bit faster. I have a long term plan but it's going to take a long time in their relationship to get there so I'm going to start to chunk the chapters with more space in between. Especially since they're apart for longer times.

Let me know what you think! -Enjoy xx