(Harry POV)

"I don't want you to leave tomorrow." Spencer sighed snuggling into my side.

All of us were hanging out at our flat considering it was the last time I'd see Spencer for a month or so and Louis would see Emily as well. We had ordered pizzas and were having a movie marathon night. We wanted to enjoy our last few hours together.

We really didn't need to talk at this point. We all were feeling the same way. Rachel was staying with Spencer and Emily for a few days in the city before she'd join us again in Florida.

We had a rough few weeks ahead of us. It was the last of the American stops and then we'd be off to Europe. Because Spencer was planning on finishing school at the end of summer, she was working twice as hard as normal. The shows she could come to were limited. It was going to be so hard not seeing each other, but we'd make it work.

"Earth to Harry?" Emily snapped her fingers at me.

"What?" I asked realizing I had zoned out.

"Do you need another beer?" She asked laughing.

I smiled and shook my bottle, "Nah, I got some left."

"Where'd you go?" Spencer laughed quietly in my ear.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"She asked you like 3 times before you answered."

"Oh I was just thinking about things." I shrugged.

"What things?"

"I'll tell you later, I don't wanna get into it here."

"We can go in your room, I'm getting tired anyways. It's almost 2."

I nodded standing up, helping her up next to me. I laced my fingers through hers, not wanting to miss a second of being as close as I could to her.

"We're heading to bed guys. See ya in the morning." I told the group.

"Try and keep it down." Zayn smirked.

"Gross Zayn." Spencer rolled her eyes, smiling at him.

We remained hand in hand as we exited the living room. I tapped her bum as we walked down the hallway. She giggled but kept at our slow pace. I did it again, this time added a slight squeeze.

"Stop." She grumbled at me coming to a halt flipping around to face me, hands on her hips.

"Or what." I smirked licking my lips, as I pulled her closer to me.

"We're coming to bed to talk." She tried to walk away but I slipped my fingers under the waist of her yoga pants, grazing her ass. "Harry."

"What babe?" I leaned down to whisper in her ear. "Something wrong?"

"Let's just go to bed." She tried to keep her breathing steady.

"And do what?" I mumbled placing a kiss on her neck, sliding my hands further into her pants, grasping her butt.

"You were gonna tell me.....about things." She whispered. "But all you're doing right now is turning me on." She ran the last sentence together and crashed her lips to mine when she finished.

I picked her up and she wrapped her legs around my waist. I flipped us around and pinned her to the wall. My hands roamed around her butt, her hands found my hair.

I walked us into my room and laid her down on the bed. As I removed my hands from her backside, I slid the pants down too.

"Fuck me. You're gonna be the death of me one day." She forewent underwear leaving her bottom half naked. I felt my pants instantly grow tighter.

"Oh, what? Do I turn you on too?" She smirked up at me, dragging a hand across my growing manhood.

I quickly stepped out of my pants and shirt, taking Spencer's off as well. I wanted tonight to be special and romantic, seeing it was the last time we'd be together for a while, but that wasn't happening.

"Come on Harry." Spencer practically begged.

"What do you want?" I asked lining myself up with her opening.

"You."

"What about me?"

"Harry."

"Say it."

"I need you inside me, now."

I slammed into her fast and hard, causing her to wince loudly.

"Sorry, you okay?"

"Just fuck me."

I took her words in stride. I began to move again, faster and harder. She wrapped her legs around my hips so I could drive deeper inside of her.

Our breathing both picked up and Spencer was moaning loudly letting me know I was doing my job. I slowed down my pace, almost completely pulling out each time. I knew Spencer wouldn't last long once I started this. It was always her weakness.

"Fuck..Harry." She moaned my name causing my dick to twitch inside her. She had no idea what she did to me.

I quickened my pace again, feeling myself begin to unravel, just as Spencer was below me.

"I'm close..." Spencer moaned out almost inaudible.

That's all it took for overdrive to kick in. I always made sure she would finish before I worked on my own finish. Sure I can't always control it but when I could, I would just for her.

I felt her walls clench around my dick as she rode out her orgasm. I only lasted a few more pumps before I felt myself spilling into her. I collapsed onto the bed next to her. I felt her fingernails slowly graze my back in a swirling motion. She really was the greatest girl.

"We have to be more careful." I muttered angry at myself.

"It'll be okay, I promise." She smiled as I rolled onto my side to face her.

"Shower?" I asked.

"I'll go start it. Come in once you catch your breathe." She kissed my neck heading towards the bathroom connected to my room.

"The view is amazing from this angle." I smirked as she laughed, lightly slapping her butt. She disappeared into the bathroom and shortly after I heard the water turn on.

I pulled the door open to the shower to see Spencer sitting on the built in bench, crying. I hurried in scooping her up and setting her back down on my lap.

"Babe, talk to me what's wrong?" I was worried.

"I just... I'm.. I'm just gonna miss you so much." She cried into my neck.

"Shhhhh baby, it's all gonna be okay. You're coming to the show in London, that's not too far."

"But that's still like a month! I hate how much work I have to get done in such a short amount of time. It's ruining all the plans we had!"

"That's what you get for pushing your graduation date up a semester." I kissed her nose. "Babe, you've made it incredibly clear how much school means to you. This is your dream, becoming a designer isn't going to happen without this school. I understand we're gonna be apart for over a month again after a great couple days together. But I love you so none of that matters."

She sat up, her eyes meeting mine. "You what?"

I didn't even realize the words left my mouth. It felt so natural to say and I wasn't even aware I'd said it. I meant it wholeheartedly.

"I love you Spencer. I don't care that we've only been together for 3 months. I love you. And I don't care if you're not at that point yet. I love you, Spencer Delaney McMichael. And there's nothing that will change my mind." I smiled my dimpled smile and tried as best as I could to read her expression. Her face was completely emotionless. Shit, I shouldn't have opened my mouth. "I'm sorry I should...." I started.

"I love you too, Harry." She smiled kissing my lips tenderly. "I just didn't want to say it because I didn't think you did."

"I loved you since day one babe, I'm never going to get anyone better than you. You're my girl."

She smiled ear to ear, leaning in for another kiss. She slowly started kissing her way down my neck and onto my chest. I knew where this was going, and I wasn't complaining one bit.


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(Spencer POV)

After another romp in the shower, and then practically all night, we both woke up extremely groggy when Liam banged on Harry's door way too obnoxiously for 7 am. We had only gotten 2 hours of actual solid sleep.

Harry was packing up the last of his carry on bag when I felt another tear roll down my cheek. I hadn't planned on crying until after he left but last night I couldn't help it. My crying lead to something way more amazing than I could have imagined though. He loved me. Truly, honestly loved me. I was all his and he was all mine. He noticed my tears and joined me on the bed.

"Don't cry babe, please." He wiped the tear running down my cheek.

"I'm sorry, I'm just going to miss you. We had a huge milestone in our relationship and less than 5 hours later you're leaving."

"It makes me feel better leaving, knowing that my girlfriend loves me though." He smiled kissing me. I couldn't help but smile into the kiss.

"I know, I'll have to remind you though, you're forgetful."

"I'd love to hear you say it a million times a day, I'll never get sick of it."

"I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you." I kissed him again before he returned to finish packing.

"You ready?" I heard Liam ask from the door.

"Yeah like 5 minutes." Harry answered without even looking up.

The vibe throughout the place was somber. Louis and Emily had conflicting schedules for the next few months and they'd only be able to get together once or twice. Harry and I couldn't seem to work out many shows either. I was going to miss the guys as well, not just Harry. They'd become some of my closest friends. Luckily, Rachel and Emily were both able to spend a couple weeks here in the city with me so I didn't have to say goodbye to them just yet. Liam and Rachel were lucky. She'd be able to come to practically any show she wanted. She had a job back in England but with her and Liam being together for over 3 years now he practically took care of her in every way possible. Including finances. It was only a matter of time before those two settled down.

Harry and I made our way into the living where everyone was sitting quietly for many different reasons. Niall and Zayn seemed more than hungover, Lou and Emily definitely didn't get much sleep, like me and Harry. Rachel and Liam seemed to be the only ones awake but by the looks of it Rachel never even went to sleep and Liam, well he's always chipper.

"Cars on its way to take us to the airport." Liam informed everyone. "Jack said about 5 minutes so we should head down to the garage soon."

I looked around the room and caught Emily's glance. She gave me a small frown as she laid her head down on Louis' shoulder. I nodded slightly, understanding everything she just meant. I looked at Harry who was already looking at me. I sighed loudly.

"Babe, it's only a month. We just did it so we can do it again." He kissed my nose.

"I know but this time seems harder."

"Know I love you, no matter how much land or water separates us."

I smiled, "I love you."

"Ready, yeah?" Liam asked picking up his bag. The guys followed suit and headed towards the door. The elevator ride to the garage was silent. As we filed into the lot, I didn't want to let go of Harry's hand when I saw the car was already there.

Emily and Louis were in a tight embrace, kissing and laughing at each other.

Liam and Rachel were hugging, her face smiling bright up into his.

I kissed Harry what seemed like a hundred times. I didn't want his taut arms to ever let go of me. He told me how he would miss me and how he loved me again and again but it still hurt letting him go.

Emily, Rachel and I hugged each of the other guys and watched as they plowed into the SUV. Liam rolled the window down so we could see them better.

"Love you babe. See you in Florida." Liam smiled, receiving an I love you in return from Rachel.

"Kick ass in your shoots babe! Send me some previews or personal pics whatever you want." Louis winked at Emily.

"You're a horny idiot but I love you." She giggled. "Love you!" Louis shouted back.

"Bye Spencer, I love you." Harry smiled, receiving weird looks from everyone but ignored it. I knew the guys would give him shit the minute that window closed.

"Love you too babe." I smiled. With that the car began to pull away, a collective byes from everyone heard.

As soon as we were back in the apartment, both Emily and Rachel sat down on either side of me.

"Wanna go nap in one of the enormous beds these boys have?" I laughed, seriously needing some sleep.

"No. Not yet." Rachel said first.

"Yeah we need to talk first." Emily added.

"What's up?" I asked totally confused.

"I LOVE YOU SPENCER. MARRY ME AND HAVE MY DIMPLE BABIES!" Emily said in her best British accent.

"What's this 'love you' thing all about?" Rachel asked.

"Oh! I didn't have time to tell you first! It happened last night. I was crying and all sad and Harry was trying to cheer me up and he ended up blurting out that he loved me. And obviously at first I was like wait what? But I realized I loved him too so why wouldn't I say it back. That's pretty much how it happened."

"He said it first?!" Emily seemed surprised.

"Yeah, why?"

"Finally! He's only known he's loved you since the first time you guys hung out." She smiled.

"I'm glad he said it first, he truly means it." Rachel smiled along with Emily.

"Where were you, like what was going on other than you crying?"

"Uhhh..." I laughed, turning tomato red.

"You guys were doing it?!" Rachel laughed.

"No, we had just finished and were in the shower cleaning up and that's where he said it."

"Typical Harry, so unromantic." Emily rolled her eyes.

"But I liked it. I'm not a mushy person, so it fit for us, ya know?"

They wrapped me up in a huge hug. They were almost more excited than I was. On the outside I seemed cool and collect but on the inside I was as giddy as a 13 year old girl about to have her first kiss. Harry Styles, the greatest guy I've ever met, and not to mention an international pop star, loves me.

"Come now loves, let's take that nap. Zayn has the comfiest California King bed." Rachel said standing up.

"And you know that how?" I asked.

"No reason." She winked disappearing into the hall.

"That little minx." Emily said, throwing me into a fit of laughter.

We all snuggled tight in Zayns huge bed. It felt so good to finally close my eyes. I hadn't felt happier or more content in years.

Before setting my phone on the table I sent Harry a quick text. He said he wanted to hear it a million times so I wasn't going to stop ever.

To Harry: I LOVE YOU <3

I turned my phone off, so we could get interrupted sleep. I knew I would have an amazing response to wake up to.

With everything going positively in life, I couldn't imagine anything else. Somewhere deep down I felt like something had to go bad soon, but I figured this month and a half apart was the storm about to hit.

I snuggled into Emily and Rachel, both on each of my sides.

"Love you bitches." Emily yawned.

"Love ya more." I said.

"No I love you most." Rachel added.

We all giggled and cuddled with the blanket. The nap I was about to have was going to be the best sleep I've had all week and I wasn't going to miss a second of it. I fell asleep with the thought of Harry on my mind. Not a bad last site huh?

Notes

HEY LOVES!
Sorry it's taken me so long to update! I apologize a billion and three times. I have this stupid concussion and some days I can't even open my eyes because it's so bright and that kills head. I finally have been feeling a little better so I whipped this up. Sorry if there are any mistakes, I reread it a million times and found some each time, so for that I apologize too.

Just let me know what you think! I hope you enjoy it! The story is about to take a twist I'm not sure many of you will expect. I promise it's no more cheating or anything like that, just some crazy shenanigans.

Thanks for reading and sorry this note is so long. I just wanted to let you know I haven't forgotten you, just a little down in the dumps from this noggin bruise.

Enjoy xx