I woke up with Spencer's legs thrown across me. That’s something I loved about sharing a bed with her, she was a proper snuggler. I kiss the top of her head as she stirred.

“Morning.” She mumbled, eyes still closed.

“Good morning love.” I kissed her nose.

"Can we just stay in bed all day?" She giggled.

"I wish we could babe."

I felt bad calling her pet names but she was too cute not to. I still hadn't asked her to be my girlfriend for obvious reasons. I like this girl more than anyone I've ever seen and I have to lie to her. I'm complete shit.

“What are you up to today?” she ask wrapping an arm around my torso, kissing the tattoos in my chest.

"The guys and I have a few interviews for possible new jobs."

She frowned. "I forgot you're leaving in a few weeks."

I sighed, not wanting to have this conversation.

"Harry, what's going to happen?"

"What do you mean?"

"To us? Me and you? You're leaving. You're not from here, you don't even work here. This is impossible."

"We will make this work, we have some more time together. Don't worry."

"I am worrying though, maybe it's best we just sto..." I wasn't letting her finish that sentence.

"Don't Spencer, just don't." I sighed again running a hand through my hair. "We just take one day at a time. It's all we can do."

"We're only hurting ourselves." I felt a tear drop from her eye onto my chest. She refused to look me in the eye.

"You don't know that, Spencer I like you so much so fast. It's a whirlwind and I'm going into this just as blind as you. I've never done this ever. I've never fallen for someone who lives halfway across the world. But I promise if you feel the same we will make this work. I'm not giving up."

She nodded her head without saying a word. She finally looked up at me, catching her lips with mine. That was all the answer I needed in this moment. She felt the exact same way I did.

I flipped us over intensifying our kiss. I wanted to show her how much she really means to me. I'm not always the best with words but somehow what I said was right. She believed in us as much as I did.

Pulling her shirt over her head, I began leaving a sloppy trail of kisses down her neck and chest. She let out a small giggle when I reached her collarbone, which I learned was extremely ticklish.

I sat up still straddling her, just to admire the beautiful girl that was mine. We didn't need titles or sex to know we belonged with each other. I figured having her as my girlfriend would make things a lot easier but I couldn't ask that of her until she knew the real me.

"Harry stop staring." She hid her blushing face.

"Why? You're so beautiful."

She wrapped her arms around my neck, pulling me back down to her. I had never felt anything like this before. God, I'm turning into such a sap. This girl.

Our kiss got hot and soon enough all the clothes left on were my boxers. Thank god she likes to go commando. I was one small piece of fabric away from making love to Spencer. And that's what it would be to me, love. I'm not sure if she was at that point, it had only been a couple weeks. But she liked me for me, not because I'm an international pop star.

"Are you sure you're ready for this?" I asked, making sure she wouldn't regret this later.

"I've been waiting for this moment since I've met you." She smiled up at me.

I leaned back down to kiss her once more before we started. As I was about to pull my boxers down the door slammed open.

"Holy fuck." I heard Liam mumble.

"What, what's going on?!" I could hear Louis shouting behind him.

Spencer quickly wrapped herself up in a blanket, leaving me awkward in my boxers.

"Well stop staring at us!" She yelled clearly irritated.

"I, uh, I came to get Harry we uh, um, we have to be somewhere." He stuttered red as a tomato before quickly scurrying out of her room.

"Don't you know how to knock!" She eyed Louis who was still inside her room, laughing way too hard for his own good.

"So did you use my special gift from last night?! I knew you'd need it!" He was doubled over still laughing.

"OUT! Now!" She shouted again, however he didn't leave.

"Come on Lou, leave." I sighed for the hundredth time this morning.

I nodded, closing the door behind him.

"Of course, just our luck. This seems to be a reoccurring pattern." I tried to make light out of the situation. We were always walking in on each other as a band, having very little privacy. So this wasn't anything new to me but it's the second time it's happened with Spencer.

I peeled her hands away from her embarrassed face. "Babe, don't worry about them. Lou is an idiot and Liam really didn't mean harm. I'm sure they didn't see anything."

"Don't you knock in England?" She rolled her eyes, standing up. She completely dropped the blanket and I could have lost it right there. "Whatever, I'm getting a shower."

"And I'm joining you."

"Never in a million years." She said in her best British accent. Her eyes went wide and slammed the door shut behind her.

Fuck. She knows too. I sigh again, falling back onto the bed. I guess I could just go in and tell her but I can't bring myself to do it. We know our upcoming tour and it starts in America. I want to be able to see her and have her come to some shows but why can't I tell her? For now I'll just play it cool.




Spencer's POV

Damnit! Why would I mock him from his own video! Damnit Kasi and Ana for telling me. I want to go back to the way it was before I knew Harry some so famous.

The door slowly creeping open drug me out of my worried thoughts.

"Spencer, did you really mean I couldn't join you?" Harry asked giving me the puppy dog eyes.

"Fine you can!" I gave in way to easy. He's just too damn adorable. "But no funny business!"

He frowned and shook his head. "Fair enough, but I will get you back later." He threw a wink my way before stepping into the steaming water.

I leaned up against the counter for a couple more minutes. I'm so frustrated at Harry for not telling me but at the same time I'm relieved. I want the simplicity of our relationship to stay at the level it is now. I know that'll change if he comes clean. Yet it hurts so bad that he isn't telling me. Does he not trust me? I'm going to get it out of this boy this week, whether he wants to tell me or not.

"Love, are you okay?" I see Harry's dripping curls peeking out from behind the shower door.

"Yeah I'm fine! Now get back in you're dripping all over my floor!"

"Are you getting in anytime soon? I'm quite lonely." He pouted.

"Give me another minute." I turned around to face the mirror but was quickly snatched up and tossed into the shower.

"No more minutes, I just wanna snog you senseless."

And that's what we did, we kissed until neither one of us could breathe. It was a perfect distraction from the kid that is doing so many things to my heart.

Notes

I hope you like this! little bit of a filller but i promise it does get juicier in the next few chapters! keep checking! let me know what you think!



and heyyyy sorry i haven't updated in a bit! i was in a crash and got a concussion so staring at the computer or phone screen is extremely hard! I'm trying my best to update today again, or tomorrow just because i haven't in a little.