Lost In This So Called World

Winters PoV

I got home and recounted some events from my day. First, I got out of prison and punched my brother. Second, I met a cute guy at the gym. Third, he asked for my number and I didn't give it to him. Now, I'm sitting here wondering if I should have given him my number. Will I ever see him again? I hope so because he had a hint of sadness in his eyes. That look like you'll never be whole again. That look I had so long ago when I'd wake up and wonder if I would ever be right for anyone.

That broken look.

I sat there and ponder on, debating whether I should forget about him or keep him in mind for the next time I may spot him. It is a small town after all. I think a little longer but I'm interrupted by a quiet knock on the door.

"You can enter," I say with a soft voice. Then Mikey walks in.

"Oh hey ready to talk?" I look up at him, he nods and gets right into it.

"Um yeah about everything, I don't want us to fight and really I've been thinking about it all, and I think maybe I should just keep you out of my crime life and find you some were else to stay. I mean c'mon Winter I can't handle another three years or more of you in jail." He spoke with confidence and concern.

"Hell. No." His confidence dropped from his face at my stern and angry tone. "You seriously expect me to forget about the gang and live a normal life?! You fucked up any chance I had at that a long time ago bastard. I joined because I wanted to be near you. Me joining was my choice., so no I will not leave and the next time you get into some big shit, like I don't know, robbing some bank or even murder, I wont be the one going to jail. You and your whole gang will be going. You know why? Well let me tell you, you can get your self out of your own shit." I spit at him, before taking a breath and speaking calmly. "Now lets not fight. I'm not going to simply stand back and let you tell me how to live my life. For your information I singed up to teach dance and boxing at the gym so in some way I'm moving on with my life." I finished my big speech.

"Fine." One single word filled with fury, then he just left, slamming the door behind him. This is going to be a long fight.




Harrys pov

I got in my car and drove off. Stupid. God I shouldn't have asked for her number, I just met her I was being too forward. Great move Harry I thought. Now I may never see her again. Another girl come and gone. I drove home only to get a text from Louis.

hey im here where are you

Thats just great. Now he wants to talk?! Well here goes nothing.... I shut my door and head inside.


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