It all started at StarBucks

I woke up from my bed. It's Saturday today. I sat up. I checked the clock on the wall and it read 12:34 pm wow I slept in. I don't usually do that. I don't normally sleep in when I'm with Nate... A small smile came upon my face thinking of my little man. I miss him. I just want to hug him tightly and tickle him until he nearly pees. And I miss my mom. I miss her hugs. And it's only been a day away and I was sleeping for most of that. I need to get out today. I got up from my bed and realized I have NOTHING here with me besides the clothes I'm wearing, my car and some money. First things first I need to buy the usual stuff. I got up I looked down and started giggling. I was so tired last night I didn't even bother taking off my shoes. I walked over to the bathroom and saw that they had a blow dryer. I turned on the blow dryer and blew my hair for a couple seconds before I turned it off. A 'natural' messy wind blown hair. I ran my fingers threw it a couple times before cleaning my face. Washing the makeup off. Ill go natural today. I walked back to the beside. I grabbed my car keys and the room key and left. Ill be back tonight.


* Amy's POV *


I'm starting to get worried more and more each hour she hasn't returned. Anne, Harry's mother is over right now. We are currently sitting on the couch in silence waiting for her son and his friend to return. *knock knock* "come in!" Anne yelled. Harry and Zayn walked in. Harry said "she's not in Holmes Chapel." Anne said "are you sure did you check every restaurant, shop, café??" "Yes mum she's not here. She left." I never thought she would leave the town. She's never done that. She's always came back either later that night or this morning and she's never left town. She always stayed in the town. I felt someone squeeze my shoulder. I turned and saw Anne. I smiled softly. She said "she'll come back, she's a good girl Amy, I know she will" "thanks Anne" "welcome dear" she's older than me only by 2 years. I hope Amber comes home soon. Nate is like a lost puppy. He just cries. He has no friends here except when he played with Harry last night and even Harry tried to get him to play with him and he won't. Which surprised me because Anne said that he doesn't usually care about anybody besides his friends. Oh well I guess.


* Amber's POV *

"That'll be 95€" I got my money traded. Thank god! I still have quite a bit of money left. I bought two pairs of skinny jeans, two sweaters, two pairs of combat boots and now I'm going to get my hair done. I handed the money over. The lady took it, bagged my stuff and I left. I walked out and noticed its still raining. I smiled. I enjoy shopping in the rain. I don't know why it's just the strangest combination and I like strange. It's.... Strange. If that's not to confusing. I started walking down the street in the rain. Well more like playing in it. I'm still really childish. Sorry but it's true. A few people stopped and stared at me like I was a freak but then some realized I wasn't British. So I wasn't used to this much rain. Some snapped pictures of me which I didn't mind but it was kind of strange. There were no cars in the street so I went in the street and held my arms out letting the absolute gorgeous down pour come down on me. It felt good. The rain was cool and the air was moist and heavy. Nothing's ruining my mood today! Not Harry. Not my mother. Not my father. Not Zayn. Not anyone.


* Niall's person POV*

That's her. I found her. I got out my phone and dialed the person who wants her. "Ello?" "Harry I found her" "WHAT?!? you found her?!?" "Ya mate I found her. She's in the rain right now. I'm watching her from inside a store" "NIALL GET HER!!" "Ok goodbye" I put my phone in my pocket and looked up and saw her walking again. This girl. Is crazy. Insane. But yet. I still don't like her. There's something off about her. I can feel it. I just can't place it just yet. I walked out of the store towards her. I followed her into the store. When I got behind her I tapped on her shoulder. She turned around with a smile but slowly faded when she saw me. "Who are you?" I rolled my eyes and said "not for you to worry about except getting u back home" "home where is that?" "Holmes Chapel, I'm one of Harry's friends" "eww get away from me" "excuse me?!" I was taken back. I really don't like this girl now. "You heard me. Get. Away." "Little girl you better listen to me right now" she stepped on her toes in my face and said "no you better listen to me! I embarrassed Harry at our dinner two nights ago. I nearly beat his face in so if you don't want to end up that way then go away!" Damn this girl got a temper problem. "Cool your arse down and don't tell me any shit!! I searched the whole fucking city for your arse so your coming home whether you like it or not!"


* Ambers POV *


I took off running out the door. And down the street. I heard him groan. What an retard. If he doesn't think I'm going to go with him willingly he's wrong. He's going to have to force me to go. Because I'm not going back till Monday morning when I have school. Forget it. I looked back and saw him chasing me. I squealed with laughter and continued laughing. I reached my car and I hopped in and locked the doors and waited till he caught up. I was smirking. He gave me a glare and then started cussing me out. I turned on my radio before he had the time to. I stuck my tongue out at him. I'm such a little kid and proud of it. He sat on my hood of my car. I honked and he glared at me again. I raised my eyebrows. Wow I got myself in a big pickle. Well I'm going to have to because even in the rain he's not moving. I sighed. Dang it I don't wanna go home yet. I turned off the radio. I unlocked my door and opened it and got out. He turned. "Fine you win" "good now come on!" He snapped. "Um no don't think so. I still need to get some stuff down!" "Fine. How much time do u need?" "The rest of the day AND tomorrow." "How about we make a deal" "what" "we go do our things for the rest of the day tonight I'm going to a club you will either stay wherever you did last night or go with me. Tomorrow we do the same. Tomorrow night after I get done we will go. Deal?" "Sure"


* one day later *

I decided not to do anything to my hair. I gone shopping and bought some more clothes. I have until Niall gets back of freedom. It's 12:00 am exactly right now. Me knowing that type of people won't be done till around 4 or 3. Last night I don't know what time he got back. He rented a room right next to mine and there weren't nice sounds coming from his room. Lots of pounding, moaning, screaming and I don't want to even continue. He better not do the same tonight.


* 2 hours later *


I woke up with a jump when I heard someone knock on my door with force. I said lowly "coming". I opened the door to a smiling Niall. Wait what? Smiling?! Is he sick?! "Ready sunshine?" "Really want me to answer that?" "Never mind gets your stuff and let's to I wanna go home already" I rolled my eyes. "Hurry upppp!" He whined. "Hold on Niall let me get this bag then we can leave once I turn my key in" he nodded. I got everything and we left. I was in my pajamas. A tank top, jacket and sweats with uggs. With my hair in a messy bun. I was stumbling throughout the hallway when I nearly flipped over the stair railing. A pair of arms caught me before I could. Wow that was scary. They pulled me back and then I realized it was Niall who saved me. I got my bags off the floor and went to my car. I asked him walking to the car "are you drunk?" "No". Liar. I nodded and ran back inside to give our keys to the man. I walked back outside and saw Niall already in the driver seat. Ok? I got in the passenger seat and said "oh by the way I still hate you" he smiled and said "I hate you to" we both decided that we both hate each other. I rested my head against the window and ended up falling asleep that way.

"Amber wake up" "hmm" "your home" "who's talking to me?" "Harry" "go screw yourself I don't like you" I said with my eyes closed. I didn't want to get up. I was to tired. "That wasn't very nice now come on get up" "no" "yes" "no" "I'm not going to argue with u" "no" "agh!" He picked me up bridal style. I stuck my tongue out at him. He chuckled and said "don't make me get Nate" I mimicked him and then I heard the door open. "Uhh Harry why is Amber here? shouldn't she be at her house " Wait what? "Her mothers sleeping her brothers sleeping." "Ok then here let me a blanket and pillow" "no worries she'll sleep with me" oh no I don't. Nope nope nope! I won't do that. He walks up stairs and then opened the door to his room. He laid me down on the bed and then a few seconds later he got in and pulled the cover over us. Thank god no cuddling, spooning, or snuggling. I save them for Nate and only Nate.

*beep beep* I groaned. I heard a laugh and then someone's voice "go back to sleep" Harry. I then remembered what happened last night. "Does my mom know?" "I already talked to her so go back asleep ill be back in a few" I mimicked him and he said "don't do that. If I were you" I made a weird sound that made him laugh and I said "leave me alone. I don't like you" he said "me to" what's that suppose to mean?! Then I heard a door quietly shut. I was drifted off into a peaceful slumber again.


I woke up to somebody shaking me hard. I opened my eyes and said "WHAT!" I only like to woke up by two people Nate and my Mom. That's it. I heard him chuckle when I looked up at him he was having a laughing fit. What the fuck is wrong with this asshole? I pushed him away and got up. I searched for my bag. I found it. I pulled out new undergarments, skinny jeans and a sweater, socks and combat boots. Harry said "if you need to take a shower you can" I nodded and said "I'm going home" he said "ok do u need walked out there?" He's being nice!! "No Harry. I'm not a little kid. I think I can go over to my house without a problem!" I stuffed my clothes back into the bag and said "goodbye" I shut the door and walked down the stairs I saw a woman looked a little older than me. She smiled and said "you must be Amber, the girl who ran off because of Harry Styles" "yup" "he's a asshole anyways oh sorry by the way I'm Gemma, Gemma Styles" "related?" "Ya he's my little brother" I laughed. Must be hard for her. I feel sorry for her. "Well I must be going" she nodded and I left. God why is it so cold here!?!? I walked up sidewalk to my front door. I turned around and looked up at Harry's house and in a window I saw him. Looking at me. Stalking me! I flipped him off and walked into my house. I walked up to my room. Tired. I opened my door and walked in. I turned on the light and walked to my bathroom. I turned on the light and turned on my shower. Not to hot and not cold. I stripped down of my clothes. I felt nasty. I got in the shower and started washing up. It felt good. I felt ashamed. I need friends. Now. I have so many worries and scares. I need friends to protect me to drown them all out. I was thinking while I was washing up, and washing my hair. When I washed it all off my body. I got out. I wrapped a towel around me and went over to the sink. I looked horrible. I looked drained. I felt tears come down my face when I started pointing out my flaws. All of them. How screwed up my life is. I sat on the toilet and began crying. The past week has been rough on me. Big time. My dad getting out if prison. Me moving across the world. Running away. I'm not ready to face anybody today. In fact all I want to do is cry and sleep. I forced myself up to get dressed. I walked back in my room and got my clothes. I slipped them on. I sat on my bed still crying and oh my combat boots on. I got up and went into the bathroom with very little energy. I plugged in my blow dryer and dried my hair until it was dry. I'm not wearing makeup today. I curled my hair into loose curls and went back into my room. I climbed up on my bed plugged my phone into the charger and cried and cried. I hugged my pillow and cried into that.

I heard the doorbell ring. I'm not going to bother my mom and can get it. I heard two voices. "Is she ready?" "I don't know she just went into her room and she hasn't been down since. I don't think she's stable enough to go to school today. She's crying. And she won't stop. I checked up on her and she was holding her pillow on her bed crying. She didn't notice me" she checked up on me. I love my mother. I continued to cry. Until I felt my eyes getting a little heavier and heavier until they dropped and didn't open again.


* Harry's POV *


I can try to be nice I suppose. I mean she did just move here. Must be hard on her. But that won't change my mind about her. I still want her.


* Amy's POV *

My poor baby is hurt. I know it has to be hard for her. Moving and to her father. He has never been there for her. I heard the doorbell ring so I walked over to the door and opened it up. It surprised me by who I saw. Harry and his friends. Don't get me wrong he's nice but I know better than to fall for his 'personality' he's just like Brad. I can see through that act. Amber does to. She won't fall for these boys. I can tell you that. He asked me " is she ready?" I said honestly "I don't know she just went into her room and she hasn't been down since. I don't think she's stable enough to go to school today. She's crying. And she won't stop. I checked up on her and she was holding her pillow on her bed crying. She didn't notice me" I feel bad for my little girl. She's going through a lot right now. And the last thing she needs is boys. Especially these boys. I know better than to think that there angels. Trust me I should know from personal experience. They turn all nice and sweet for a while until you fall into their trap and then it's all over for you. Your life is over. You no longer live a peaceful and wonderful life. It's filled with parties, drinking, drugs, prison. All bad stuff I don't want my daughter nor son to deal with again.


* Harry's POV*

Come on please women let me see her. She apparently knows what we do. Because she wasn't budging on letting us see her. This time it's different. I won't do anything. Niall didn't did he?! Nope! Well at least I think he didn't... Owe well "please?" I begged. Amy said "no sorry boys I know better" "please" "come on" we were all begging. They all wanted her to. That way. I wanted her that way to but this time I really just want to see her. "Please Amy" "come on Amy" "we won't ask again please let us?" All the guys were begging for her to let us. She was pushing us out the door. Until I said above their voices. "Fine if you won't let US see her then let ME" she stopped we all fell into a silent time. I could tell she was thinking. Please please please. "Harry come in the rest Go. To. School." "Awww whyyyyy!?" Niall whined "because I need to talk to him" he pouted. Really mate?! I pushed through them and walked in and she shut the door. She turned to me and said "couch now" I nodded. She meant business. I walked over to the couch and sat down. She said "did she fell you anything?" "What do you mean?" She sighed. Oh no. "Ok looks like ill have to start from the beginning. Ok so I was her age when I met her dad, Brad. He looked like you, tattoos, piercings he had a group of friends that looked like him to, just like you. He would party, do drugs, drink and I ended up following him doing them. I got pregnant two years later. He turned into the sweetest thing. He promised he would take full responsibility. He did. He was good for about two years after she was born then he turned aggressive, demanding and abusive. He hit me and her everyday. I tried to leave many times and he had tried to kill me when he was drunk but failed then in the morning he the sweetest thing and beg me stay with him. Me being a sucker and I had already fallen for him, stayed. When Amber was 10 I got pregnant with Nate. Brad became worse. He began hitting Nate and when Nate was only two weeks old he came home and we started fighting like normal. We were in the living room when he pulled a gun on me. In front of me. He shot. Amber came from downstairs and saw. She screamed making him miss me and hit the floor. He beat her until I found a bat and beat him until he fell unconscious. I called the police. They arrested him and we stayed there until a month ago when I found out that he was angry and was getting out soon. He got out a week ago. So we moved. I'm scared that he will find us and kill us." God. Amber really did have a hard life. Being abused. Moving. Not having a dad. Not having a life. Nothing. She had nothing. She keeps her guard up so she won't get hurt and end up like her mom. All the peices started fitting together. Her mom thought I was like that Brad dude. I mean I am basically. I know what I do is wrong but I never thought about it from the women's view and now that I see it. It sounds horrible what us guys out them through. Lies. And a whole lot of them. Amber doesn't want to end up like her mother. Her mother doesn't want Amber to end up like her. It makes sense now. She needs to know what I mean to do.


* Amy's POV *


I'm crying as I tell Harry what happened. He listens. Carefully. I think he may know what I'm getting at. I he's planning on doing the same or close to it to get away her. I will hurt this boy. He says "wow ummm...-" "so if you plan on hurting or doing close to what he did to me get away from me, stay away from her don't talk to us no more, DONT think about her no more. Otherwise if u do hurt my little girl I will find you and hurt you back myself." I mean business. He says "I promise" i nod and say "you better go to school. You can come back tonight to see her" "c-can I stay?" "I'm going to work" "I know but can I?" I think about it. Should I? I don't know.. Umm. "Uh I don't know..." "Please I won't do anything. Please?! Ill be good" I have to give in. "Fine" "yes!" "BUT you have to a favor for me though" "and that is?" "Drop off and Pick up Nate from school" "deal" I smile "deal I have to go make sure he's ready before 7:30" "ok thank you Amy" "ya sure just remember what I told u. Hurt her or do anything bad to her I break u" he nods. Good. I wave goodbye and then leave. I better not regret this.


* Harry's POV *

She actually let me stay. Whoa. I walk up the stairs and see a pink door. Just be hers. I open it slowly and quietly and look at the room. She's asleep. Hugging a pillow tightly. She's a strange girl. I close it silently and walk over to a blue door. Must be Nate's he's a cute little kid and not mention really nice. I open the door and he's still sleeping in his bed. I walk in and gently kneel down next to him. I say "Nate it's time to wake up" he starts moving around and then he opens his little eyes. He looks at me and says "Harry?" "Ya buddy it's time to get up" "where's my mommy?" "She had to go for work" "where's my sissy?" He really loves her. "She's sleeping right now" he nods. "Can I wake her up?" "No, she's..." Come on Harry think. "Sick, she's sick" nice save. " ok" "yup ok get dressed and what do u want for breakfast?" "Nothing" ok then..


* 30 minutes later*


We are in my car driving him to school. I pull up and see my ex 'girlfriend'. She sees me and her face drops. Time to let her see what she's missing. She dumped me. I get out and go to Nate's door. I help unbuckle him in his carseat and pick him up. He starts laughing. I chuckle. And carry him on my hip. I see a lot of my ex girlfriends in the school either carrying THEIR kids or their family's kids. There all shocked once they see me carrying a kid on my hip. But I don't care. He's my buddy! They all knew his heartless I seemed. What I looked like now. But it didn't affect me. I don't care anymore. I start tickling him and he laughs. I start laughing at him. I walk into the office and there all shocked to see me here. With a kid. They all knew me to. Hell the whole town knew me! And was mostly afraid of me. I'm not afraid of anybody and everybody knows it. I got him enrolled. And I got his room number. I let him down and he took my hand. We ran down to his room. I knelt down and said "ok be good. Be nice. Share your toys. And don't be like me. Ill pick u up tonight. Ok?" "Ok!" He hugged me. I chuckled and hugged him back and he ran into the room. I watched him for a couple minutes to make sure he would be nice. What it's only right. I don't want him like me. If he's going to end up growing up around me I don't want him like me. At all. I need to make sure he's not around me when I do bad things. Wow I sound like a little kids saying bad things. Shitty things. There. The teacher saw me and her jaw dropped "Harry?" Oh forgot to mention I had a couple nights with his teacher. I smirked to myself when she came up to me. She looked terrified. "Wow umm you look nice?" I laughed and said "don't sugar coat it" she nodded and said "so I'm sort of scared I guess I have your son in class...-" "he's not my son" "oh he isn't?" "Yes he's not. He's my..." Ummm "friends little brother" "friend uh like with benefits?!" She snickered. Way to be a smart ass. "No she's actually my friend. Now excuse me I need to get back to her house and wait for her to wake up" I turned on my heel and walked away. Way to go Harry. You just told her! HA that's what she gets for being a smart ass. Bitch. I walked out of the school and back to my car. I got in, buckled up and turned on the radio. 'Tattoos' by Jason DeRulo wow the irony in that song. Take a Look at me and then you'll understand. I drove down the road and saw the guys. Shit. I'm caught. I'm screwed. I turned down another road and then made it to Ambers house again. Took a little bit longer than excepted but I made it. Finally. I parked my car in my garage and ran over to her house. I walked in. Took off my shoes and sat down to watch TV until she woke up

* Ambers POV *

I woke up to the TV. My mom must have stayed home today. I'm not going to school forget it. I got up weakly and noticed I look like a big hot mess. I don't care. I walked downstairs into the kitchen to get a drink. It's only going to be my mom seeing me like this so it doesn't matter. I brought my glass of water in the living room and took a drink while walking in. That was not my mom. I spit my water out and saw HIM laughing his ass off. "what are you doing here!?"

Notes

Here ya go! I just want Valentines Day to be over with, and it just don't want to come to quickly. I feel bad, my bestie got me a gift and it's glass, some chick handed me my paper and it slipped off my desk and shattered. I was so mad.