The softness.. I just couldn't get enough of it. My desire for Rosie got bigger and bigger every time I saw her and now she was finally mine.

"Was that okay for you?.." I ask her nervously as our bare bodies were tangled together after the moment we spent together.

Rosie left out a soft chuckle as she noticed my nervousness as I asked her. She put her hands on both sides of my cheeks and give me a quick, but savoring kiss on the lips.

"It was perfect Hazza." She gave me a small smile as a huge grin began to form on my face. She seemed pretty tired. I mean she should be, losing her virginity and it's 3am.

"Are you sure? Did I go too rough or hard.. or slow?" Words started to slip off the tip of my tongue as I began to make completely sure she enjoyed her first time.

"Yes Harry, I'm sure. I wouldn't want anyone to be my first except you." Once she finished talking I wrapped an arm around her waist bringing her closer to me so that our chests were touching.

"I love you Rosie." I whispered softly to her as I nuzzled my face into the crook of her neck.

"I love you too Harry." She said back before we both fell into deep sleep with her tightly in my arms.

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As morning came by, my body was telling me that it was time to wake the fuck up. I moved my hand around the bed trying to feel where Rosie was, but all I felt was nothing.

My eyes peeled open to find nothing but myself in my room. I shot out of bed and grabbed boxers along with some sweatpants. Putting them on fast, I started to call out her name as I checked the kitchen and all the rooms.

Fuck. Rosie usually doesn't leave my bed until I wake up even if she's up earlier then me. So it was pretty strange not finding her next to me in my arms.

I went back to my room and was about to call her when I found a note looking thing on my desk. It said it was from Rosie. As I opened the note, I began reading. And let me tell you I never read.

Meet me at our special place by 10. Love you xoxo -Rosie

I checked the time on my phone and saw that it was 9:47am. Shit, I only got a couple minutes. I changed into some black jeans and a navy blue shirt before grabbing my keys and driving off.

As I got there it was already 10:04am. I ran up the out door stairs up to the top of the hill to find nothing. But a red box and a red envelope. The red box looked like the same one when I bought her a promise ring. Guy said chicks like that so I got one for her a while ago.

Dear Harry,

Morning sleepy head, you finally woke up! I'm sorry I wasn't there next to you woke up today. By the time you're reading this letter, I'm already gone.. Somewhere peaceful and where everything is good. When I first met you up here, you thought I was someone else and handed me a bunch of red roses from behind. And I thought you were John, but when I turned around it was you. At first I was really scared of you since you had a lot of tattoos and a few piercings here and there on your face. You were also a conceited and over-protective guy as I got to know you. Your ego was bigger then I ever thought it could be. But as time went on, I began to realize I started to like you which turned into love after. Even though some of our memories were pain physically and emotionally also including gangs.. I could never stop my feelings for you. No one has ever told me the things you have said to me even though they're bad and good. Knowing you were my first last night was a memory I will never forget. Even though you and I were the opposite in appearance and personality a bit, we fit together perfectly. I couldn't ask for a better boyfriend. You may be thinking that right now you weren't able to protect me this time, but this time it was my turn to protect you. Remember when I said I would risk my life for you and you thought I was lying? Well whos lying now. I'm returning this ring back to you not because I don't love you, but because it's too precious to bring down with me. I, Rosie Crowley Quinn will always love you no matter who you are or what you do.. Please don't blame yourself thinking that you're the reason why I'm in another life because you're not, I'm the reason why. Also don't start drinking a lot again mister also don't bottle up all your emotions like before. Talk to the people we trust and they'll be there for you in my place. Remember I'll always be watching over you from above. I love you Harry Edward Styles. 6/17/2013 - 2/4/2014. -Rosie

The moment I finished reading the letter, I dropped on my knees clutching the letter to my heart knowing that this the last thing from the love of my life.

"I love you too Rosie. Always will.." I whispered to myself as my emotions took over.

Notes

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