Overworked

Louis’ P.O.V
This isn’t Maddie. This girl is destroyed. She’s in hospital because of Harry. She hasn’t uttered a word all morning. She’s broken. She’s lifeless. She’s weak. All because of my best mate. I sighed and unlocked her phone. I smiled seeing her background was a picture of her and El and went into her contacts. I scrolled down to Isabelle and pressed call.
“Hello?” She answered. I could hear the twins gurgling in the background.
“Hey Isabelle, I just thought I should let you know that Maddie’s been admitted to hospital. They don’t know how long for but her cuts are infected and considering they’re deep it’s a massive health risk.” I told her.
“Oh, Maddie. Okay, I’ll tell Steve, thank you Louis. Tell her to get better soon and that I love her.” She said and I agreed and hung up. I went back into the room and Maddie was asleep.
“I can’t believe it got to this.” I looked at Maddie lying in the bed.
“It was only a matter of time. We knew as soon as we looked at her that she was depressed and anorexic again. We knew we were gonna end up here.” Niall said. It’s true, we did. From the moment she opened the door and ran into my arms I saw a hospital visit coming up. It was inevitable. Harry just had to go and sleep with Emma. He just can’t go without a girl. It’s ridiculous. He’s made no effort to get her back and now she’s in hospital. Idiot. We sat and watched Maddie sleep for a while and then she woke up. She didn’t speak, just sat up and stared at her hands again.
“I told Isabelle,” I informed her. She nodded. “Why aren’t you speaking Maddie? You don’t need to be ashamed babe. We love you, we don’t care if you’re not feeling the same, you’re still Maddie.” I reminded her.
“I know.” She muttered. “Did you speak to Harry?” She asked quietly.
“No. We’re not telling him.” Niall said. She nodded again and lay back down. I got my phone out of my pocket as it went off.
From: Harry
Why are you at a hospital?
I ignored it and went onto Twitter.
“@1DUpdatess: Louis and Niall were seen going into a hospital with Maddie Styles today, who didn’t say a word to either of them.”
“@MaddieAStylesInfo: Maddie went into a hospital in Paris with Louis and Niall today. She looked upset and didn’t say a word to either of the guys as they went inside.”
“@iamafashionista2103: Maddie’s management have cancelled her next show in Paris due to illness. They said she’s been admitted to hospital.”
“@HESandMAS4eva: When Maddie pushed her hair back her sleeve went up revealing bandages, she’s been cutting again.”
“@MaddieAStylesInfo: Maddie has been admitted to hospital and it’s suspected that she’s self-harmed again. This comes after news that Harry was with ex-fling Emma Habley”
“@SimonCowell: I don’t know the current situation with Maddie Styles but she’ll be postponing her next show in Paris due to illness. Tickets will be valid for rescheduled show.”
“@IsabelleMarshall: Maddie’s been suffering from illness for the last few days so won’t be able to do her next show in Paris on the date that it’s scheduled for, it will be postponed until she is released from hospital and allowed to perform again.”
“@Harry_Styles: RT “@harrystylesismybae: @Harry_Styles did you make Maddie cut again?” Honestly, I don’t know what’s going on.”
I stopped reading and posted my own tweet.
“@Louis_Tomlinson: Maddie’s just not been feeling well lately so we took her to the hospital and she was admitted with an infection, the ‘bandages’ you’re talking about is just a cloth bracelet that she’s wearing. She sends apologies to all fans going to the next show in Paris and will make sure she’s recovered fully for the best show.” I had to do it over several tweets but I got my point across eventually. I know Maddie’s not going to like that I covered for her but I don’t think she’d want people knowing she had a mental breakdown either.
Maddie’s P.O.V
I don’t know why Louis is covering for me. I may as well tell the world that I’m a freak who can’t control herself from cutting and because I did it in the heat of the moment and used an infected blade, I’ve been admitted to hospital. I’m an idiot. Seeing Harry with Emma made me want to kill myself, it really did. He’s meant to love me. He’s my husband. I may not wear my rings, but I still love him. I don’t understand how he doesn’t see that I do. He doesn’t see every time that I sing a song about him and my tears stream down my face. He doesn’t see me sitting in my hotel room watching ‘Best Harry Styles Moments’ on YouTube with tears running down my face. He doesn’t see me watching over him from miles away, wishing to be in his arms. He doesn’t see that, and therefore, my heart breaks a little more each day. I want to go back to the way it was. I’m dreading when I have to go back there in 2 months. I’m dreading seeing him again. I’m dreading everything.
“I’m gonna go back to the hotel, Louis?” Niall spoke up.
“Yeah I’ll come, if that’s okay with you,” He turned to me. Why wouldn’t it be? It’s not like I can exactly do anything. I have to stay here. I nodded and they both said goodbye and left me. I stared at the blank wall opposite me. I have mental issues. Some serious mental issues

-2 weeks later-
My condition has deteriorated since I was admitted. Last week I had to have an oxygen mask because I was finding it hard to breath, the doctors found out about my anorexia and now they're trying to get me to eat but I just can't. This week however, my cuts have begun to heal and I should be allowed to leave hospital soon. They’re going to check me over and I’m going to have to start therapy when I get out, which is going to be a killer. People know that I’m in here because I cut now. It was all over the news, saying I’d reverted back to the depressed, self-harming girl I once was. That nothing much has changed, I’m just the same, with a few more responsibilities. It’s the worst if I’m honest. I hate being in this stupid hospital gown, lying in this uncomfortable bed, but it’s helping me get better, gradually.

Notes

Well I managed to find time to update today! There is going to be a skip of a couple of months in the next chapter and I don't think you're going to like what's coming up, but it's part of the story and things will get better.

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