Overworked
Chapter 98
Monday 26th November, 2028
Maddie’s P.O.V
My worst fears have been confirmed. I’m pregnant. This is the end and I know it. I didn’t go to work today because I just couldn’t face anyone. I can’t do this. Harry’s going to leave me and take the kids with him and it’s all because of Mason. Mason ruined my life that day.
“@MAStyles: When your worst fears are confirmed… :( ”
I was sitting at the kitchen table sulking and trying to work out what to do when Harry came downstairs.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” He questioned and I looked at him funny.
“Tell you what?”
“That you’re pregnant,” He beamed, holding up the test and my heart dropped. This can’t be happening. No, just no.
“You shouldn’t be smiling…” I muttered and it was his turn to look at me funny. “I’m so sorry, but it’s not yours.” I told him and the look on his face broke my heart in two. He stepped away from me and tears entered my eyes.
“You- you cheated on me again?” He jumped to the obvious conclusion.
“N-no… I-” I went to explain but he left the kitchen and stormed upstairs. I thought he just wanted some space but a few minutes later he came back with a bag. This is the end for us if I don’t tell him and now. He put his hand on the door handle and it all came out. Everything I have been holding in for the past three weeks. “I was raped Harry! That’s why I was late home that day, that’s why I won’t let you touch me, that’s why I’m not the same anymore, that’s why I’m pregnant. I’m so sorry.” I sobbed falling to the floor. I can’t lose him again I just can’t. I need Harry. I need him. He’s my rock and without him my world will collapse around me. I was crying and crying and then I felt what I needed right at that moment, his arms around me. My arms immediately wrapped around him as I sobbed into his shoulder. It feels so good to finally have him in my arms again.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” He questioned, rubbing my back. I sniffed trying to get the words.
“It was too hard. I couldn’t. Ever since it happened I just felt the need to lock myself away, like I wasn’t good enough for the world because I was raped. I didn’t want to relive it in my mind; I didn’t want to keep seeing it. I’m getting an abortion though. There is no way I’m having this baby.” I said to him and he picked me up and sat on the couch with me.
“I’ll call your mum and ask her to get the kids from school and take them back to hers okay? I’m guessing she knows?” He said and I nodded. He called her and she was fine with it, glad I had finally told him. “Who else knows?”
“My dad, one of the players on my team, the band and Isabelle and Emily,” I answered and he nodded.
“It’s going to be okay baby. I’ve got you and I’m never letting you go. He won’t get you again.” Harry assured me, kissing the top of my head. I stopped crying after about 10 minutes and just lay in Harry’s arms, feeling protected. I’ve missed this feeling, this feeling of ultimate protection, like nothing is ever going to happen to me as long as I’m in Harry’s arms. I know it won’t. He will look after me because that’s what Harry does. He’s my man and he knows how to keep me happy and safe. I know I should have told him earlier, before it got to all this but I didn’t. It’s only now that I realise how stupid I’ve been. I should have told him, he would have made it better for me and I wouldn’t have been on the verge of depression again. He would have looked after me and made the nightmares go away; he would have held me through the tough times and left me alone when I needed space. He would have been there for me but I was so stupid and left it this late to tell him, nearly costing us our marriage. I’m just glad he knows now, it’s a load off of my chest and I can finally be normal again around him.
Maddie’s P.O.V
My worst fears have been confirmed. I’m pregnant. This is the end and I know it. I didn’t go to work today because I just couldn’t face anyone. I can’t do this. Harry’s going to leave me and take the kids with him and it’s all because of Mason. Mason ruined my life that day.
“@MAStyles: When your worst fears are confirmed… :( ”
I was sitting at the kitchen table sulking and trying to work out what to do when Harry came downstairs.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” He questioned and I looked at him funny.
“Tell you what?”
“That you’re pregnant,” He beamed, holding up the test and my heart dropped. This can’t be happening. No, just no.
“You shouldn’t be smiling…” I muttered and it was his turn to look at me funny. “I’m so sorry, but it’s not yours.” I told him and the look on his face broke my heart in two. He stepped away from me and tears entered my eyes.
“You- you cheated on me again?” He jumped to the obvious conclusion.
“N-no… I-” I went to explain but he left the kitchen and stormed upstairs. I thought he just wanted some space but a few minutes later he came back with a bag. This is the end for us if I don’t tell him and now. He put his hand on the door handle and it all came out. Everything I have been holding in for the past three weeks. “I was raped Harry! That’s why I was late home that day, that’s why I won’t let you touch me, that’s why I’m not the same anymore, that’s why I’m pregnant. I’m so sorry.” I sobbed falling to the floor. I can’t lose him again I just can’t. I need Harry. I need him. He’s my rock and without him my world will collapse around me. I was crying and crying and then I felt what I needed right at that moment, his arms around me. My arms immediately wrapped around him as I sobbed into his shoulder. It feels so good to finally have him in my arms again.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” He questioned, rubbing my back. I sniffed trying to get the words.
“It was too hard. I couldn’t. Ever since it happened I just felt the need to lock myself away, like I wasn’t good enough for the world because I was raped. I didn’t want to relive it in my mind; I didn’t want to keep seeing it. I’m getting an abortion though. There is no way I’m having this baby.” I said to him and he picked me up and sat on the couch with me.
“I’ll call your mum and ask her to get the kids from school and take them back to hers okay? I’m guessing she knows?” He said and I nodded. He called her and she was fine with it, glad I had finally told him. “Who else knows?”
“My dad, one of the players on my team, the band and Isabelle and Emily,” I answered and he nodded.
“It’s going to be okay baby. I’ve got you and I’m never letting you go. He won’t get you again.” Harry assured me, kissing the top of my head. I stopped crying after about 10 minutes and just lay in Harry’s arms, feeling protected. I’ve missed this feeling, this feeling of ultimate protection, like nothing is ever going to happen to me as long as I’m in Harry’s arms. I know it won’t. He will look after me because that’s what Harry does. He’s my man and he knows how to keep me happy and safe. I know I should have told him earlier, before it got to all this but I didn’t. It’s only now that I realise how stupid I’ve been. I should have told him, he would have made it better for me and I wouldn’t have been on the verge of depression again. He would have looked after me and made the nightmares go away; he would have held me through the tough times and left me alone when I needed space. He would have been there for me but I was so stupid and left it this late to tell him, nearly costing us our marriage. I’m just glad he knows now, it’s a load off of my chest and I can finally be normal again around him.
Notes
The fact that my rating has gone down yet again has made me quite pissed off to be honest so you can all have the end of this story and whether or not the tour goes up is another matter.
Day 96
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I know right! He is part of the One Direction Legend that is still living on and he is being carried along with it.
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