My Secret

Max? Are you alright? Open up please." It was Ivory. Crap! She is gonna kill me if she see's my wrist! "Uh, I'm busy! I'll be there in a bit!" Please believe me! I heard a couple people mumbling, I couldn't make out what they were saying. "Please, let me come in! I need to talk to you." Fuck it! She'll see them anyways. Ugh, here goes nothing. "Okay, uh, come in." The door opened slowly, Ivory stood in the doorway staring in fear and surprise. "Max! You did not just do this! That's it! Give me your razor now!" I looked down at the razor, closing my hand into a fist and held it away from her. "Max. I said now." I looked at her with pleading eyes, I didn't want to give it up. It was the only thing that too the pain away. "For the last time. Give it. Now." Ivory looked at me, this time with anger. I slowly dragged my fist above her hand and dropped the razor. "Good, now wash up. I'll make you hot cocoa and you'll tell me why you did this. I don't wanna be bossy, it's just that I don't wanna see you hurt." I nodded, I was angry at her but I knew she just wanted to see me happy. She was just about to leave when she turned around to face me. "I, uhh, just wanted to tell you that um, some guests are here. I, uh, didn't plan for this uh, event to happen. Sorry!" My eyes widened. I wanted to speak but there was a lump in my throat. "Aren't you gonna yell at me?" I shook my head, I wasn't feeling up to that right now. She walked away closing the door. I turned on the water, washing my arm off. I looked in the mirror to she I was STILL a mess. I washed my face, AGAIN, brushed my hair, and wrapped my arm with a gauze bandage roll. I walked out feeling nervous. I heard the T.V on and guys talking. Oh great, guys. They probably think I'm crazy! I peeked around the corner, looking for Ivory. She wasn't in sight, crap. "You know you can come in right? We won't bite! Oh and by the way, I'm Louis." I looked at the guy, he had brown hair, blue eyes, and was kinda tan. "I might, I'm just sayin. I get hungry and you know." This guy had blue eyes and blond hair. "Oh and I'm Niall." "I'm Zayn. Nice to meet you." He held out his hand, but I held out a fist. Zayn switched his hand to a fist and fist bumped me. "I'm Liam. Nice to meet you, love." I winced, only Fang had called me love. "I'm Harry." I nodded. "I'm Max. My full name is Maximum but people say it's weird soo, yea. Anyways it's uh, nice to meet you guys. I gotta go to Ivory." I walked to the kitchen, hearing footsteps follow me. I ignored them, and went in. "Hey Max. I guess ya met the guys?" I looked at her, for some reason she was blushing. "Yea, yea. They seem cool. Why are you blushing?" Ivory looked at me surprised. "Oh! Um, I.. It's nothing!" "I don't believe you! I think you have a crush! Ooh! Lemme guess! Is it.. the blond one, Niall?" She didn't answer, instead she played with her fingers. "It is! I was right! Somebody is in L-O-V-E!" I said in a sing-songy voice. She smacked my arm, "Shush! I don't want them to hear! And yes, I like Niall." She blushed even deeper. "Haha! You guys would make a perfect pair. Anyways, where's my cocoa? You promised me!" She shook her head. "One, I didn't promise you. Two, it's ready. And three, we need to talk!" I gulped. She handed me my cocoa and sat down on the counter. I leaned against the opposite counter, taking a dip of my cocoa. "Well, er, where to begin? Oh. I was in my bedroom and I found a picture. It uh, was of me and Fang." I could barely say his name. "Then I remembered how he died and uh, I started crying. I guess I had a breakdown. I walked to the bathroom and started cutting. I uh, I'm sorry. It's just I can't say anything else without crying. Again." Ivory hopped down and hugged me. "I feel like a dumb ass! I'm sorry for making you bring this up!" I shook my head. "No, it wasn't your fault. But can I uh, have the razor back?" She smacked my arm, again. "Absolutely not! I will not let you cut again!" Before I could respond, five guys came falling down. I looked at them with wide eyes. They were ease dropping on us! I stumbled back, tripping in the process. My wrist caught something and sliced open my wrist/gauze bandage.

Notes

Not a very cliffhanger-ish ending. But I hope u enjoyed it! BTW: Max likes someone!
~Melina