The Exchange.

~~~Harrys POV~~~

I stomped up to simons door and walked right in. my no longer sad but now angered expression on my face. Simon was sitting at his table doing some paper work when he looked up at us smiling.

“boys!” he cheered. I no the lads arent smiling either. Weve all suffard and hurt over the loss of her…and he fucking new she was awake!

“save the shit simon” I growled sitting down. He sat his glaces on the table cocking an eyebrow at me.

“excuse me?” he said questioningly.

“YOU TOLD US SHE WAS DEAD!” I yelled slamming my hands on the table. His eyes widend as he stared a us.

“I don’t know what you meen.”he spoke. I laughed pulling out my messages while the lads questioned him. I slammed my phone infront of him showing him the message from hayden and his eyes widened. We all stared at him waiting for an explanation when the most angelic sound id missed so much rung through the room catching all our attention.

“uncle si! Are you ok down there!?” her voice questioned.

“YOU BASTARD YOU TOLD US SHE WAS DEAD YOU FUCKING BROKE MY HEART! YOU RUINED US AND SAID SHE DIED HOW COULD YOU!” I yelled. Simon sat quietly staring at me as I exploded on him.

“what?” I herd her voice ask. I turned to see her…the one thing id missed so much. Her beautiful hazel green eyes scanned us lazily, her face and eyes puffy from crying. Her tousled hair indicating shed probably taken a nap.

“hayden…go…” simon went to speak but hayden stepped forward no longer looking at us.

“no…whats going on? Lieing about what?” she asked.

“hayden, simon told us you died that day! We never new you were alive!!!” louis whined looking at her pleadingly. I was speachless. I was staring at my biggest craving, the one thing I wanted most. She was right there and she was the most beautiful heart raising sight ever.

“you d-did what?” she said looking at simon. I wanted to hold her. Tears strooned down her face and her small hand cupped her mouth in attempt to surpres her sobs.

“uncle simon! What you told me they did hurt me! you new that I cried for 2 months in your arms!!! Now I hear it was all lies?” simon didn’t answer. He stared at us like he was completely un able to speak. Haydens eyes scanned us full of hurt and confusion. I stepped forward locking eye contact with her but she shook her head looking back at simon.

“DOES EVERYONE I LOVE FEEL BREAKING MY HEART IS OK!!!???AM I JUST NOT SUPPOSED TO FEEL LOVE OR BE HAPPY!!??? IS THAT WHAT MY FAMILY WANTS!!!??” hayden was shakeing in sobs. Simon stood holding his hands out to her and she backed away.

“no! get away from me!!!” she turned on her heal and darted towards the front door.

~~~Haydens POV~~~

I stomped out of the room grabbing my keys, and flung my hood on. It was pooring and by the sound of the others running after me I wasn’t going to make it to my car. I ran out the front door gasping as the icy rain hit my face, my sobs masking my panting as I pushed my self to continue running down the slippery side walk.

“hayden!” the fading voices begged for me to stop. It seemed my pain carried me further, it wasn’t physical pain…no…it was emotional.

I ran for a good 5 minutes until my lungs burnt and legs shook. “shit” I cursed. My knees felt like theyed cave and I needed to sit. I slowly walked into a park and plopped on a bench bowing forward putting my head in my hands on my knees. I took deep breaths begging my lungs to calm down, I didn’t have my enhailor nor any of my meds so I needed to becareful. I hate my dad I thought. I can never dance again let alone do much physical stuff that raises my heart rate… my lungs are week, and my heart is proned to over working itself, and lets not forget the nerv damage, yeah I had expensive surgery to fix it but ill forever suffer from it…why me? im just happy I can sing, as long as im careful and no my limits….that makes me happy.

My phone rang and for the first time in a year it lit up with the lads names. Harry was calling while everyone franticly texted me, I sighed. I was still catching my breath so I decided to group text. I was still mad at the boys…I meen…I don’t know…im so confused on whats going on, but the amount of hurt ive gone through because of them…I don’t want to see them.

Group text 5 people –

Im fine! Just leave me alone!

I sat my phone down only to get another text.

From harry –

Please! Where are you we need to explain!

To harry –

Just let me fucking think ok!? Im shocked, im hurt, I have so many mixed emotions!!!

From harry –

Ok…..i still love you…don’t forget that….

I put my hand on my mouth shakeing my head.
From uncle si –

Hayden! Come back here now YOUR GOING TO GET SICK IN THIS WEATHER!!!

To simon –

I don’t want to talk to you right now especially! I HERD THEM SAY YOU SAID I WAS DEAD!!! YOU NO HOW MUCH I HURT THINKING THEYD DUMPED ME!!!!!!

I texted. After that I completely ignored all messages. I sat listening to the cackle of thunder, and watched the light flashes dance on the pond as lightning struck. The soothing sound of pitter patters from the rain acting as a soothing melody. My eyes shut and I layed my head back welcoming the drops of rain as they washed away my tears.

A soft whimper caught my attention and I saw a tiny puppy no bigger then maybe half the length of my arm. It was solid black and soaked.

“hey little guy….bad day to?” I whispered giving him a warm smile. He cocked his head shivering. He stood on his back legs placeing his icy cold front paws on my knees.

“o my gosh your freezing!” i quickly picked it up tucking him inside my jacket.

“there we go….” I opened the flap of my jacket and ‘looked’ “boy”. He snuggled into my side as he warmed up slowly. His head curled into my jacket and I heard soft little snores as he slept. He looked like a baby lab.

“well, maybe we can be alone together eh?” I side petting his head. He looked up at me and I couldn’t help but smile. A loud crackle made him retreat back into my jacket and I immediately chuckled.

“afraid of the storm? Don’t worry…I don’t like it either.” I shook my head removeing the nightmarous memories each boom brought. Slowly standing I craddled the little puppy keeping him wrapped in my jacket.

“wanna live with me?” I whispered stroking his head. His snuggle into my neck was response enough as a yes. I smiled holding him close as I walked back to my uncles house.

I walked down the vacant streets. Everyone must have retreated into there warm homes. Looking out there window snivliing at a soaking wet girl walking down the streets. My eyes wandered watching the different patterds the rain fell in. I focused my hearing on the soft snores of the puppy as he fell asleep in my arms.

“what should we call you?” I whisperd looking around.

“how about….lucky?” I chuckled at the name. I felt he was a little bit of luck in my storm. And maybe it was the same for me as to him. He licked my neck in response and I smiled.

“lucky it is.”

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