The Exchange.

~~~Harry's POV~~~

i woke up up fealing cold. Slowly I popped an eye open noticing Hayden wasn't there. Panick shot through me and I quickly sat up.

"Hayden?" My eyes scanned the larg dorm. Nothing. I quickly sat up walking around the room looking for her. When I crossed the bathroom I herd water running and relaxed. My eyes landed on the journal I'd found last night making me frown. I didn't read it all I just READT he recent pegs..which was about three, the last one made me want to watch Hayden and always be there for her. It's like now that I've read it I can see the barriers she's put up. I can see how scared and sad she is most of the time, she just hides it with a smile.. The words impacted in her journal are forever in my mind and I'm determine to help her through it.

Dear diary,

I'm done...it's like the pain and weights get heavier by the day. The longer I sit around faking a smile the more my thoughts go black, the more I crave that blade to my skin, the more I feel like heaving when food hits my mouth. I'm broken...damaged goods that are to ruined to fix.deep down I'm crying for help, someone to save me. But I no, no one will. I really like harry, when I'm with him or the lads there's moments were I don't have to fake a smile, it's real. They help me forget. But I always go back to square one when the funs over. I think there starting to notice, I don't need Pitty, or someone to watch me like a child 24/7.i want....huh...I don't no...I'm just sick of hurting, but I can never stop. I'm reminded daily by cruel texts I get from dad or mom.....Erick or the bitch squad from my school.i don't no how they got my number....but...I deserve this...all of it...after all....it's my fault...but today's the day no one will see my pain, behind doors when I'm alone I can let it out, but never again infront of someone. Today's the day...people don't use Pitty on me.

It hurts to no how much she hurts. She deserves none of what she gets and feels. I'm goon to fix this. And no matter how much she doesn't like it. I'm going to get her walls down. And make her the happiest girl around. It makes sense now. The snide acting, and attempts at being tough....the tattoo...it was all to throw us off from seeing her hurt. But in reality, I think we all noticed it a little more.

my head snapped from thought as the bathroom door clicked and Hayden stepped out in this.



She had a bag of supply's I couldn't make out, but it was obvious she planned on working out.

"were you going?" Her eyes landed to me and she gave me a nervouse smile. I instantly walked over to her pecking her on the lips.

"your beautiful." I'm telling her that every day from now until the end.

"I was erm.. Do you no any good gyms?" She shifted nervously on her feet.

"yeah. I was actually going there after here...wanna go with me?" She furrowed her eyebrows taking her lip between her teeth...I melted...her face was SOO...no harry not now. She nodded with a small smile before stepping over to her purse pulling out some money.

"Nope! Everything's on me today." Like hell I'm letting her pay...I wanna spoil her! Her eyes wyedend as she stared at me.

"harry! No your not." She shook her head with a grin.

"fine!" I walked over to her as she fumbled through her bag for her wallet. Quickly but gently wrapping my arms around her waist, and pulling her up vastly. She let out a little squeel before playfully smacking my back.

"harry! Put me down! You are not paying!"

~~~ in the car Hayden's POV~~~

i sat starring out the window. Harry dragged me to his car, he wouldn't even let me grab my money! I listened to his fingers tap along to a beat on the radio. Realising it was best day of my life, by American authors, I silently mouthed to the lyrics.

harry must have noticed because he quickly turned the radio up smiling widely.

"there ya go!" He cheered. I giggled singing a little louder with the lyrics.

we pulled up to the gym minuts later and harry was immediatly out of the car by my side.

"ma lady" he said bowing as he opend my door. I couldn't help but giggle.

we enters the large building. My eyes wandered the rooms. Zumba, weights, physical, boxing. I came to do boxing today...yeah I can box. Ur probably like, well why don't you use it to defend urself! Well the answer to that is...I'm to scared. But it's a great stress reliever when ur alone.

harry quickly checked us in and led me to the back.

"stay here I'm going to change." I nodded sitting on the bench as he left.

i rumaged through my bag pulling out a towl and my water bottle. I do t want harry to no I box,,,it's not really a girl thing...

as as harry came out, my eyes locked on him. He was in some shorts with no shirt and a bandana holding back his long curls.

'Hey! Stop staring and let's work out!" He said with a laugh. I felt my face burn up In embaressment. I was caught.

"erm..actually harry...while you go to weights I. Gonna go to the stretch room first.." He stared for a minute then nodded.

"ok love." He pecked my forehead and walked off. Firs pigeon...now love? Hmm.

as soon as harry was out of sight i pulled out my gloves and locked my bag in a locker. I snuck ovr to the empty boxing room and sat my stuff on a bench. I pulled my legs up behind my head one by on, then stretched my arms. Making sure to prepare before moving. I slipped my gloves on and began hitting and kicking the bag at its pressure points.




I threw in some high kicks before stopping for a drink.



i felt a little sweat was beading at my neck and I whipped it away with my towel as my heaving chest slowed. I was quickly startled when someone cleared there throat.

"you could have just said you boxed." Harry said with a laugh while he strapped on his gloves. My eyes widened.he boxes.

"you box?" He raised an eyebrow

"of course! Were do you think these came from?" He flexed his arms making a funny face. I couldn't help but laugh.

"btw...your pretty good at this!" I smiled. I new he wanted to ask how a girl like me boxed. It I mentally thanked him when he didn't.

harry began throwing left and right punches, and jabs followed by some HAR kicks making the bag violently swing. I couldn't help but stare as his muscles flexed and tightend with every move..he was beautiful.

when he finished he used his own towel to wipe away his sweat and took a swig of some of my water.

"hey!" I said giving him a playful grin. He just winked and Unstrapped his gloves.

"wanna help me do one more workout?" I looked at him quizeckly before hesatently nodding. He chuckled shaking his head.

"lay down on ur back." My eyes wyedend and I shook my head.
"erm..why?" He let out a laugh.

"perve! Not for that. Gosh.. Just lay down...do you trust me?" I turned as red as a tomato. As soon as he asked if I trusted him I looked up at him through my lashes nodding. He took both my hands helping me down onto the floor were I rested on my back looking up at harry as he fixed the band In his hair.

he quickly knealed between my legs and placed his hands on either side of my head. His eyes locked with mine and he winked. He began doing push ups above me making me laugh at this. Everytime he came down he stole a kiss, I couldn't stop smiling and was probably as pink as a...well somthing pink.. We were both locked in eachothers gaze. Every kis a little longer. I watched his arms easily lower him and yank him up as he kissed me...I decided to have a bit of fun and sneakily raised a hand to his waist poking his side. He quickly flinched and landed flat on me making me laugh.

"OMG! Harry styles is ticklish!" I said with a chuckle. He quickly looked up at me with a evil grin.

"you'll pay for that!" I raised an eyebrow before realising his hands were locked on my sides and I was pinned under him...oops..

harrys fingers dug dug into my sides making me laugh and struggle to get free.

"NOOOO!!! H-harry AHAHAHAHAHAA stoop!" I was desperately trying to get free but was laughingg to hard.harry finally stopped with a grin. We were caught in eachothers gaze when I found his smile disappear and his eyes flickerd from my lips to my eyes. I found myself in a transe. I immediatly leaned up and wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him into a kiss. His hand found my back pulling our chests together.

his lips roughly moved with mine while his tongue desperately scanned my bottom lip begging for entrance. When I didn't respond he nipped my lip making me gasp, his tongue instantly darted in exploring my mouth. Our body's were on fire and this kiss was more passionate and meaningful then any other. It helped me confirm my fear...I was in love with this boy...but what if he doesn't feal the same...

evemtually he pulledaway for air leaving us on the gym floor with huge smile. What came next left me both surprised...and well...happy.

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