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A life of Payne

Chapter 42 - Part One

Katie's POV

I felt like I was melting under the touch of this person. I couldn't help but kiss back and yet I didn't even know who this was.
I found myself slowly coming back to my senses and pulling away from the kiss just to see a head full of blonde hair and blue eyes staring down at me.

Shit. Fuck. Crap.

I just kissed Niall.

Wait no! He kissed me!

looking frantically around the room, I saw no sign of Calum or Niall's girl toy. I don't even know what I would do if Calum saw that and all I can do right now is pray that no one else saw it either.

I looked back up at Niall with a mixture of anger and confusion spread across my face. Anger because I stood up for him saying that he wouldn't ruin things between Calum and I and then he does this, and confusion because I don't understand why it felt so good when I have told myself countless times that I no longer have feelings for him.
He looked smug, almost happy that I had kissed him back willingly. He was probably expecting me to push him away from me and I should have but yet I didn't.

Most people when some random person kisses them, would be freaked out and push them away as soon as their lips touched but I didn't and that worries me.

"Katie..." Nialls' voice snapped me out of my thoughts just to see him walking closer towards me again.

"Don't!" I put my hands out in front of me as a warning for him to stay away.

"Katie please!" he grabbed my wrist again and pulled me closer to him and wrapped his arms around me but before he could connect our lips again I slipped under his arm and made a quick dash to the kitchen.

I needed to create as much distance as possible from Niall and right now all I wanted to do was drown myself in alcohol hoping that I would forget the mistake I just made.
The door of the kitchen was connected securely to the bench behind it to make going in and out of the kitchen easier so I quickly ran in not even bothering to look behind me to see if Niall was following.

I ran in to fast and before I could look up a collided with someone, causing cold liquid to spill over myself and the other person. I was horrified when I looked up to see Calum holding now two empty glasses and looking just as shocked.

"Fuck I'm sorry!" I took the glasses out of his hand and placed them on the bench. I frantically searched around this stupid over sized kitchen until I found a pile of napkins. Grabbing a handful I desperately tried to dry off Calum's shirt.
He chuckled slightly before placing both hands on my cheeks and tilting my head so I was looking in his eyes.

"No swearing! You're to pretty to swear! And it's fine Katie, you just worry about your shirt. It's white and going see through." I looked down and did indeed find that my shirt was turning see through and starting to stick to my chest and stomach.
"Nice belly ring." Calum smirked down at my stomach as he teased me. I haven't seen him smirk before but god was it a hot look for him.

"I uh um shit what was I saying?" Calum chuckled at the fact that I couldn't hold a proper conversation. He gently grabbed my hand and pulled me in the direction of my bedroom. I didn't see Niall anywhere which made me visibly relax.

Calum lead me straight into the bathroom that was in my bedroom, he leaned his back against the sink and pulled my body close to his.

"Do you trust me?" His voice was very quiet and smooth as his hands played with the hem of my shirt and his eyes scanned over my face.
"Yes." I kept my voice quiet just like he had and kept my own hands placed very lightly on his chest.

His finger tips that were playing with my shirt trailed to my hips as he pressed the palms of his hands to my hips under my shirt. He kept his eyes locked on mine as his hands began to move painfully slow up my sides, taking my shirt with them.
It felt like it had been a good ten minutes and his hands had barely moved. With all the alcohol in my system, I was starting to feel different to how I usually would in these kind of situations... Shy.

I tore my gaze away from Calum as I felt the heat rush to my cheeks. I moved my hands from his chest to his stomach and attempted to push myself away but he kept his hands on my hips and pulled me into his chest more, I was caught off guard and gripped onto his upper arms to kept myself steady. I use to run these kind of situations but not this one.

Calum let out a small chuckle at my actions making me blush again and look away to the pink tiles of my bathroom. When my eyes met his again, his seemed to be holding more lust in them then they had just a few seconds before. I knew if I didn't stop this that he wouldn't either but I couldn't think clearly right now.

In the back of my mind I remembered the amazing kiss we had shared earlier tonight, as the memory replayed in my head I felt my bravery pick up and leaned up to connect our lips.
It didn't even take him a second before he was kissing me back. This moment was much more heated and intense then the one we shared earlier that was still in my head. I felt his tongue slide across my lip asking for entrance which I happily granted. I felt like the warmth of his hands on my hips was spreading throughout me as I wrapped my arms around his neck hoping to bring him closer to me.

As the kiss went on, the heat and connection between us seemed to go crazy which caused Calum to moan into the kiss. Hearing Calum's moan brought out one from myself and he took this opportunity to start sliding his hands and my shirt further up my body. He kept the pace of his hands slow and steady which by this point was really just teasing me.

Screw it I've had enough.

I pulled my hands away from Calum and tried to pull my shirt up myself but Calum quickly put both his hands over mine to stop my actions. He leaned towards my ear and casually slipped his hands under my own.

"Katie baby relax. Be patient." I slowly nodded. Almost like I was under a trance just from his words.
He kept his head near my neck and for a moment and I thought he was going to kiss me behind the ear. Something that I never liked before, like I expected he kissed me right there and to my surprise I wasn't turned off by it like I use to be. In fact it felt really good.

Calum slowly left a trail of short little kisses from my ear to my lips, once our lips were finally reconnected I moved my arms to around his neck again and combed my fingers through his hair at the back of his neck.
He groaned at the contact, for a second I thought he didn't like it but he slightly nudged my arm using his head without breaking the kiss once. I did it again and felt him relax.
Once he was no longer distracted, he finally pulled the white and slightly damp shirt over my head. He pulled further away from me and just looked at me, I felt my insecurities get to me and tried to cross my arms over my chest.

"Don't do that." He pulled my arms away and wrapped them around his neck again. I pulled him down for a kiss in hopes that it would help me forget that I was shirtless.

Calum's arms found their way around my waist and I was lifted up which resulted in a giggle from me. He turned us around and placed me up on the counter next to the sink. I wrapped my legs around his torso and pulled him close to me again.

The kissing returned and was getting more and more heated until I pulled away and attempted to remove Calum's shirt but he kept laughing and making it very difficult.

"Take your shirt off!" I crossed my arms and pouted hopeful that he would give in.

He ignored my demand and pulled me in for another kiss while still slightly laughing.
I pulled away sooner then usual and he laughed and pulled the shirt over his head then took a step closer to me. Ever so slightly I traced my finger over his feather tattoo. There was so much detail in the tattoo that it really intrigued me.

The sound of his laughter died down and I looked up from the tattoo to see Calum smiling down at me.

"What?" I found his smile contagious and a smile spread across my own face.
"Come to America with me." As soon as the words left his mouth my smile faltered.

He saw the look of confusion on my face as soon as it arrived and elaborated for me.
"For my tour. I know you have only been to America once and I thought you might want to come with us before your career controls to much of your life."
He did make a good point. I have only been to America once which was only for three days literally coming home today and it was only LA. I would like to see more of the world beside London and New Zealand but I want to get my life moving instead of doing nothing but following my brother or Calum's bands around like a little lost puppy.

I slowly slid down from the counter without making eye contact with Calum.

I could no longer think straight and the room felt like it was spinning. I walked straight past Calum and into my bedroom.
"Wait what's wrong?" Calum grabbed my wrist and spun me around. I refused to look at him so I closed my eyes but from the way he was holding my wrist, the first thing that came to mind now that my eyes are closed is Niall.

I gasped rather violently and pulled away from him and backed up against my dresser.

I closed my eyes again and all I saw was Niall.

No Katie! Think about Calum!

"Katie! I'm sorry I said anything okay? Now please tell me how this upset you!" Calum was starting to walked towards me so I quickly turned around and opened the second draw of my dresser to grab a shirt.
The first shirt my hands landed on was a Nirvana shirt I begged Calum to give me, I looked at the shirt for a moment before pushing it out of the way the grabbing a plain pink shirt.

"Katie?" Calum's voice started to sounded quieter and sad. I pulled the shirt over my head but didn't turn to face him.
"When are you leaving?" I wasn't really sure if I wanted to know the answer to that question but I asked anyway.

There was an unnaturally long silence but yet I continued to face away from him while I waited for his answer.

"Tomorrow night." He sighed once he was done talking like he knew that I was definitely not coming now and he was completely right.

I was actually thinking that I could go as long as I worked on some songs before I left but now that I know he's leaving tomorrow it just changes everything.
I don't know why but it pisses me off that he doesn't talk to me for about a week then comes here and acts all perfect and lovey dovey then drops this bomb shell on me.

It's unfair.

"I think you should go Calum."


Everyone pretty much knew that it was Niall that kissed her but I bet no one saw what happened after!

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Thank you xo

Kass_april Kass_april

This is really good!

Louis_bae Louis_bae

Thank you sweetheart! xx

Kass_april Kass_april

I only really come on this site to see if you updated. You have the best fanfictions ever

Kendra_Horan Kendra_Horan

Thanks darling ♡ I'm really not okay with it but I can't put my life on hold forever so I think I'm ready to get the last few chapters done then onto the sequel! (:

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