Please Don't Leave. I Need You.
What am I going to do?
Winter's POV
I looked away and down at my shoes
“Is it Aydian’s baby….?” Ezmay asked looking at her sandwich not wanting to my eyes
I looked up at her and shook my head.
“Remember…when Aydian and I were on a break? You and I went to a party…” I trailed off. I could feel my face burning up.
I felt ashamed.
I was eighteen and already pregnant.
I wasn’t ready for this, I felt like a child myself…
Ezmay thought otherwise.
“So that’s where you went! You don’t know how long I’ve been wondering what happened!” Ezmay exclaimed.
Her tiny hands fluttered up to her face.
“Oh!” she said loudly.
Finally, the news was setting in the corners of her mind.
And this was the part where she could sympathize and understand these kind of things.
“You better name the baby after me!”
Or maybe not.
I don’t know…I was feeling alone right now. Even my best friend didn’t understand.
I was scared.
Maybe I needed to be alone right now.
To think about everything-anything…
I stood up suddenly and knocked over the chair.
“Winter….?” Ezmay was standing too and her eyes were wide.
“Please…..don’t…”
“Don’t what?” I asked.
“Don’t get an abortion, please, don’t…” Her blue eyes were full of hurt and pain.
Ezmay’s mum had abortion before when she was younger. And that meant she was an only child and she spent a lot of time alone when she was younger.
My hands started to sweat and my breathing increased.
I hadn’t thought of this and…I didn’t know what people would say about me. Or the whispers I would
I wasn’t ready for that again.
I looked back at Ezmay.
“I'm not going to" I tried to give her a smile but with all this happening- I couldn't give her a fake smile.
"Just go in my room, I'll be there in a bit" she got up and gave me a hug not the kind that seems forced but more like 'I'll -always- be -here -for- you -no -matter- what'
"I love you Winnie and that little baby" she whispered in my ear
I started cry as we pulled apart
"Hey, hey don't cry... everything will be alright" no they won't "you and I could do this together"
"You will?" I asked as I wiped my tears "Yeah of course I will you're my best friend!” she exclaimed
I yawn ever since this morning I was thinking what I should do because of Aydian. What would he do? What would he think? What would he say? Me and him have been together for 3 years he hasn’t always been like this but after a while he started to get distant than possessive than the abusing. No one knew about the abusing until Ezmay and Ryland (Ryland comes in the next chapter.) seen the bruises they wanted to confront him but I told them that only would make things worse.
Notes
SORRY! I got in trouble... and I was busy with stupid homework! Anyone confused about the story? well.....BYE SEE YA!
