Your my dream..

They all stood there gobsmacked that I would even set foot in Wolverhampton ever again. I tried to dodge past them but it was no good, one of them caught my arm, great. It was Louis, the 'Sas master'
I could already tell that this wasn't going to be pretty.
'Where the fuck have you been Violet these last 3 years?' Louis asks still tightly gripping on to my wrist.
'Well if you have to know I've been in Canada, and touring around the world, doing photography like I told you 3 years ago.' Pulling my self lose and turning to walk away.
'but you left with out saying' goodbye' to any of us, not to mention leaving Liam stranded like a lost puppy.'
'I was 19 Louis I wasn't ready, I loved him. I still love him. Even if I was to get married at 22, I still probably would have left. I'm not ready for anything like that. And I bet you would have done the same. I just can't handle anything like that. I felt like a idiot, I left love of my life for my own reasons. I was stupid. I wish I could turn back time but I can't. I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused.'
'That doesn't make up for all the times we comforted Liam, asking for you when you was on the other side of the world, most probably having the time of your life.'
'I wasn't't having time of my life. I felt dead and lifeless. I cried my self to sleep many times wanting to be in Liams arms but I was stupid enough to leave him. He was my home, I fell into a coma because my blood sugars were low, I wasn't eating. Believe me I wanted to be dead.' They shook there heads except Liam who was standing life less.
'I got tattoo's representing all off you even El and Perrie. So at least I still had a part of me that reminded of you all. I never took off the engagement ring in fact I still have it on.' I showed them the ring that was still placed on my finger from the day Liam purposed.
'I never took it off, hoping one day that you would forgive me. I knew that things were never going to be the same, I hoped that Liam moved on and found someone. I'm glad he has because when the time is right hopefully their would be little Liam's running around. I never expected that I would see you so soon though, so I'm giving you back what's yours and leaving your lifes for good. I came back visit Liam' s mother and congratulate her. I never wanted this to happen. I'm only here until wednesday.'
I pulled back my hand and took the ring off and went over to Liam, I took hand and placed the ring in it. 'I hope you treat Danielle right, I wish you luck with your band.You achieved your dream and I couldn't be happier for you, I love you still. Just remember you were my first love and I hoped would be my last. You were my first everything, take care of everything. Remember as we said- Young, wild and free. I will be behind you even when im not there' and with that I pushed through them letting my eye fill with tears, leaving my family to eat.


I need him. I love him. I just can't be with him.

Notes

;') there is more drama to come this is just the beginning xo