Before I Met You

I wake up.
This time i didn't scream.
I tried not to...
It was time for me to get up anyways.

"Your face needs help." i could hear Nicole say.
a tear falls from my eye.
I get up and sigh.
I guess i needed to wear make up.

I let the water warm up before i get in the shower.
All i needed to do was shampoo, condition, and shave.

When i get out i go to my closet.
I grabbed an outfit then went to the mirror.
I look good.
All i was missing was make up.
I sigh and go into my bathroom.
I grab the make up and apply it.
I looked good for what i could see.
I grabbed my hoodie and slid it over my head so i could see Zayn and Nicole's reaction.

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Zayn's P.O.V

I stand there in the hall as Nicole comes over to me.
"hey babe." i say.
"Hi." she says.
I kiss her and slam her against the lockers.

I see a girl pass after i'm done kissing Nicole.
I see it's Olivia.
"Hey olivia." i say.
She slowly turns around to face us.

Olivia's P.O.V

I turn around as Zayn says 'Hey' to me.
"Hi Zayn! Hi Nicole." i smiled.
"What happened to your face?" Zayn asks.
I frown instantly.
"Wow! You look like a creepy clown... i was wrong... make up only makes you look worse!" she laughs.
Everyone joins in.
I feel tears coming to my eyes.
So i run to the bathroom.

When i get in there... i almost scream at what i see in the mirror.
The lighting at my house is way different than the lighting here.
I quickly wash off my face.
The makeup runs down the drain.
I sit there in the floor and pull my knees to my chest.
I sob for a while til i hear foot steps.

I would notice that blond hair anywhere.
It was Madiline.
"What happened?" she asks.
"I put makeup on and Zayn's group laughed and called me names." i explain.
She pulls me close to her.
"Awe you'll be ok sweetie." she says.
I nod.
"Ok i have to go to class but i'll come back and check on you in a bit." she says.
I nod again and she leaves.

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I couldn't take crying in the bathroom anymore so i begin to run home.
Tears coming from my face.
I run into my house.
No body was home so i ran to my room.

I flop to my bed and cry out.
The crying goes on for 10 minutes.
I crawl to my bathroom.
As i look in the mirror i see that i look horrible.
I'm an emotional mess.

I look at my Razor over in the corner.
I reach for it but pull away at the last second.
"Olivia Hope Wood! You Promised yourself that you would never do that!" i yell to myself.
But i have second thought.
I reach for it again.
As i grab it i take off the protection cap.
I pull up my sleeve.
I then cut deep into my skin from the elbow down.
I cry out in pain.
I started bleeding out.
It got on my clothes, but i didn't care.

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Madilines P.O.V

I got a text from Olivia.

From: Olivia

I couldn't take it anymore... i ran home.

That really pissed me off.

It was lunch so i stormed to the lunch room.
I see Zayn and his group.
"What the hell?!" i yell at them.
"What?" Zayn asks.
"You make fun of a girl and now she went home?" i say.
"She looked like she came from the curious." Nicole says.
"Whoa! Madiline! what's going on?"Toby says walking over to us.
"Olivia went home because these people were making fun over her." i say.
"Ugh! This is why we moved! We needed to get her away from this!" he yells.

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Olivia's P.O.V

They party was tomorrow and my date was a total jerk.
What am i to do?
I lay there on my bed.
I have silent sobs now.
I slowly drift off to sleep.

But i catch myself and wake up.
Why was i so ugly?
Why was a not goo enough?
Why does everyone hate me?

My phone buzzes in my pocket.
It was a text from Zayn.

From: Zayn <3

I'm coming to check on you... be there in 10.

Great.
Why won't he just leave me alone?

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