Before I Met You

"Olivia dress nice... our neighbors are coming over tonight." my mom says.
Ugh.
I really didn't want to see Zayn.
He was being a total ass to me.
I nod and go upstairs.

"Are you goth then... your clothes look like something my friend Night would wear... she is really goth. goth. goth."
Nicole's words eco in my head.
I've got to wear something with color.

I go to my closet.
What would Zayn like me to wear?
Wait why am i worried about him?
I shake my head and get to it.

He seems to like girls that show some skin.
I really don't like showing anything, but i guess it's only one night.
I put on a dress and some heels.
I let my hair down and let my waves flow loosely around my face.
I Look at myself and i groan.
I was missing make up.
I really didn't want to wear any so i didn't.

I hear the doorbell ring so i decide to listen before i go down.
"Hi! I'm Nicole... Zayn's Date." i hear a voice say.
Great.
Just great.
Now i really didn't want to go down.
"Olivia honey... come down now!" my father yells up the stairs.
I sigh and walk out to the stairs.

Zayn notices me.
His eyes go wide and his mouth drops open.
Nicole looks up at me.
She gives me a dirty look.
I just smile.

~~~~~~~~~~

We all sit and talk.
Well the adults do.
"Oh... Zayn... you should take Olivia to that party on Friday! I'm sure she will enjoy herself." Anna says.
Zayn nods and glances over at me.
"Well then it's settled... Zayn will be taking Olivia to the party." she smiles.
I return it and continue eating.

After we are all done, my mom says,"You should take Zayn and Nicole up to see your room... she is really creative with things like that."
I nod.
Ugh.
We get up there and they walk in.
Nicole sits on the covers.

Great.
Now i have to wash them so i can get all of her cheap perfume and Germs off.

"Wow! it looks like something my sister would do with her room! She is five." she says.
Boy... did i want to slap that girl.
Zayn Chuckles.
I shoot him a look.
"Anyways... we are going to go now." she says brushing past me giving me a dirty look.
I turn to her.
"Don't you be giving me them dirty looks ya slut." i say.
I instantly put my hand over my mouth.
She turns to me.
"You know what Olivia... I have a thing to say to you too." she says.
I gulp.
She gets real close to me.
"Your face needs help. you need to start wearing make up to cover up all of that ugliness."

I freeze.
She sounds like that girl from my old school in Minnesota.
Zayn and her walk out.

They all leave.
I shut my door and cry.
I really hated being bullied.
And this time it was at my own house.
I cried and cried.
Why did people hate me?

I get my pajama's on and throw my hair in a braid.
I lay there in silence.
Only my sobs filled the room.

*Nightmare*

"You are so ugly." Gavin says laying me on the bed.
"I'm still gonna fuck you hard though."

He undresses me.
I try to fight it, but it's no use.
He wont let me.

He then undresses himself.
"Stop! Quit!" i yell struggling to get away.
"Oh no... thins is gonna make you feel real nice." he says.










I scream in terror.

*End of nightmare*

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