I Wonder

The next morning I woke up in an okay hotel room.

You know what take that back this is shit. Only if i could get out of this dump and either live with Niall or go back. Hahaha I can't go back, I spent all my money how am I supposed to go back?

I guess I have to get a job ughghgh.


I got out my laptop one of the only other things I brought other than clothes and my personal things. The first thing I decided to search was jobs in Hershey, Pennsylvanian. I clicked on StarTribune.com which was some newspaper in the U.S. The only thing that caught my eye was a modeling job but by the looks of my face I'm sure I wont get the job.

The article read this:


MODELS MODELS MODELS WE NEED MODELS:

Hello all the people out their living normal lives would you like to be a model?
Well come on down to Oak Avenue building 443 and we will see if you have what it takes.
Please DO NOT ask what the job is for just come in and we will simply say yes or no!


Wow rude right?

Well it's worth a try and I don't really have to do anything just walk in and get a yes or no. I would love to be a model but at the same time I have a family, well just a mom I guess. My dad left when I was 13 and that's how me and Niall really became friends because I was really sad and he was the only male figure in my life.


And as you all know we fell in love. That sappy love story right? NO he left me. Alone.

Well I guess I found Dakota. But that's a story for a different time.


I just can't help but think how Niall left me.








ALONE.

Notes

ugh im writing so many stories at once