I Wonder

I woke up in a horrible hospital bed.

Just as I was getting used to the light a nurse came in. She started to check my heart monitor to see if I was stressed and as soon as she realized I was she asked, "What are you stressed about sweetheart?"

Well what do I say, My best friend/my boyfriend left me because he became famous and ever since I have been seeing him but he wasn't there. No. You don;t just tell people that.

"Uhm I guess when my dad died I got depressed and I can't stop thinking about him" I lied.


"Well would you like to go then?"

"No I checked myself in and I was wondering if I could get a stress reviler or something?" Ah please say you'll help me I really need to calm myself down.

"Yes I would love to help you, If you go down to the little office downstairs your meds will be there"

"Thanks so so much!!" I was just so happy!! "Okay well do you want Cannabis or tea capsules?"

"Wow well I don't really want Cannabis so I guess the tea capsules!" Really was she seriously going to prescript me for Cannabis I mean omg I'm not going to do that stuff!!


"Okay just go to where I told you to and tell the guy named Harry your name, He'll give you the tea capsules!!" I gave her a slight smile and said my thanks again then I went downstairs.


As I found harry I started to sing under my breath. "Sophia!!" I heard someone scream. What only Niall knows what my singing sounds like!!


"NIALL!!" I yelled turning. It was really him.

"Why are you here? You need to go!"

"But why" I whined "I missed you please why did you go?"

"Sophia the only thing I can say is that I didn't just leave because I became famous it was to protect you now please don't get close to me or the boys and I still love you, I always will."

By this time we both had tears on our faces. He started walking away and so did I in our different directions.

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