Ellie's POV

I looked at Niall. He came up to me and he reached his arms out. I didn't know why I was in the hospital. So I got up to hug Niall. I got up and felt a sharp pain in my right leg. I instantly fell to the floor. Niall hurried over to me and picked me up bridal style and that's when I saw my leg and instantly remembered what I wrote on my leg, and on my arms. It brought tears to my eyes. Remembering what Zayn said to me. It hurt me. I loved him. Hell I still love him and I'm so stupid for loving him.

Will he love me know?

That moment kept flashing back to me. I knew that Liam was scared. He didn't know what to do or what to say. He was so shocked. I wish I could talk to him. He's the one who dragged me out of the house. He's the one who found me.

Niall set me down on the hospital bed and he sat next to me. "Ellie we need to talk about what you did." I knew this was coming.

"I don't want to talk about what happened with Zayn. He said something and it sunk in and it hurt me emotionally and physically." I said pointing at my legs and arms. What Zayn said was one of the worst things that anyone has called me.

"Ellie, what Zayn said was wrong and trust me we all know that, but what you did you could have died in that bathroom. I was scared, we were all scared that we were going to lose you. If Liam hadn't have found you then we would have lost you." He looked at me so seriously. I knew this was serious but I just woke up and I didn't really want to talk about it at the moment.

"Niall I know that what I did was serious. At that moment in time I was seriously hoping that I would die. I couldn't and I didn't want to believe that Zayn had said that. But that doesn't change that I will have these scars and that I love Zayn and that I hate myself for it." I saw one tear roll down his face. Niall knew that I still loved Zayn. He thought that I should tell him but I wasn't going to. It was too difficult.

"Niall just remember that none of this is your fault. Don't blame yourself for this and sure as hell don't beat yourself up for this." He took me into his arms and I started to cry and he held me. He was the only person that I cared about at the moment. He held me. I put my face in the creak of his neck.

I heard a knock at the door. Niall yelled come in. He looked up. He stayed in that position. I looked up with red puffy eyes and red cheeks.

Zayn.

Notes

I updated again because I haven't been updating so yeah hope you lie it.

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