Nothing Will Be The Same
Chapter 18
Tuesday's POV
Ellie walked next to me. She hugged me and kissed me before walking into the kitchen again. When we walked in everyone had a confused look on their face except for Niall. He was the only person who knew that Ellie was bisexual and that we were dating. She told everyone to sit down and that she had to tell everyone something. Everyone sat down as if she was the ruler and they had to listen to her. She looked at me and smiled and I smiled back. I took her hand and she looked at everyone.
Ellie's POV
I looked at everyone. This was going to be difficult to say. I looked at Niall and he nodded his head as if everything was going to be fine and that they wouldn't get upset for being me. I turned and looked at them.
"I don't know how to say this really. Here goes nothing." I say and get a gulp of air. "I'm bisexual." I say and wait for their expressions. Niall is looking at them to. Liam has a blank expression. Louis's mouth is a gaped. Harry just looked confused. I didn't even look at Zayn. I looked at them.
"I'm not finished." I look at them then at breath in again. "I'm also dating Tuesday." I say and she smiles. I look at Niall he comes up to me and hugs me and wraps his arm around my waist. I look at everyone. Zayn stands up.
"You made her this way!" He said pointing at Harry. I just looked at him like he was crazy. He seriously can't be doing this right now. Harry got up and got all defensive. I mean could you blame him.
"Look Mate, she is who she is. I didn't do anything to her to make her this way. She is dating someone else and she is her. At least she is happy." He said and looked at Zayn like he was crazy. Wow.
"Don't say that. You know that you changed her. You just don't want to admit it. You can't say that. You made her change because you hurt her." His face was getting red.
I look at Zayn. "Just stop. I didn't changed because of what he did. Me and Harry are friends and he excepts me for me, unlike you. You need to get over the fact that I am bisexual and that I am dating someone else." I say. He looks at me in shock. His jaw was clenched together. You could tell he was pissed off. He couldn't except that I was me and that he had to deal with it.
"Stop acting like he didn't make you change." He said coming closer to Harry. He points at him but only looks at me.
"Zayn, just stop. I am who I am. I am bisexual and you can deal with it and we can still be friends." I say trying to calm him down.
"I could never be friends with a-. He stopped. He pointed at me. "A "queer"." I stopped. I froze. I thought back t what he said. Queer. Is the only thing that ran through my head. I looked at him with my mouth wide open. How could he say that?
He put his hand to his mouth. He probably didn't mean to say that. "Ellie, I'm so sor-." I cut him off. "Don't say sorry. They're always sorry. Once they say it they are always sorry. Once you say something you can't take it back." Tears started to fall from my face. "Do you think that I haven't had that said to me already? Or wait I haven't had that said to me yet. Until now. My ex boyfriend said that to me. Can you believe that?" No one stepped in. They knew that if they did I would yell at them. Not on purpose though. "Oh and you can't forget you just called my girlfriend a queer too. Just remember that every time you look at me or think of me remember what you said. Oh and every time you meet a lesbian or a bisexual person or a gay person that they are a queer too. You can't just say that to someone and not mean it because deep down I know you meant it. Do you have anything else to say?" I ask looking at him with tears still rolling down my face.
He shakes his head no. I walk up to him and I just stand there.
"Don't act like you have nothing to say to me." I look at him and slap him. He turns around and holds his hand to his face. I walk away and more tears roll down my face. "I'm done." I say turning around and look at everyone. "I have to go to the bathroom." I say and start to run to the upstairs bathroom. I run into Zayn's room and get the rest of my stuff in a pile. I lock the door behind me.
I run into the bathroom and lock the door as well. I look for a blade. Bingo. I sit down and start to cut. I start to cut lines in my arm and then I move to my leg and write the word queer into my leg. I hear someone burst through the door. Great. Someone come to the rescue. "Ellie?" It was Liam. I didn't answer. He knew what I was doing. He hit the door.
Bang.
He hit it again.
Bang.
He makes his way into the bathroom to see blood everywhere. "Will he love me know?" I question. He looks at me hurt. He picks me up bridal style and gets me out of the bathroom and we head down stairs. Everything goes black.
Liam's POV
I see Ellie run upstairs to go to the bathroom. I turn to look at Zayn. He was standing there in shock. Harry got up and kneed him in between the legs. He fell to the floor. Harry got on top of him and started to punch him. After about 20 blows to the face Harry got off of Zayn. I noticed it had been 4 minutes since Ellie had left. I decided to go check up on her. The door was locked to Zayn's bedroom. I hit the door and it falls to the floor. I went to the bathroom door. I tried to open but it wouldn't open. "Ellie?" I said questioning if she was ok or not. She didn't answer. I hit the door. It didn't open. I hit the door again. It opened. I found a pile of blood on the floor.
I look at Ellie. She had cuts up and down her arm. I look at her legs. QUEER. Was on her legs.
"Will he love me know?" She asked hurt and scared. I didn't know what to say. I picked her up bridal style and carry her downstairs. Before I knew it she passed out. I got downstairs and everyone started to freak out. "Somebody call 9-1-1." I yell. She was bleeding. I find Zayn in shock with his mouth a gaped. "See what you made her do." I say and you could tell that what I said stung.
Ellie walked next to me. She hugged me and kissed me before walking into the kitchen again. When we walked in everyone had a confused look on their face except for Niall. He was the only person who knew that Ellie was bisexual and that we were dating. She told everyone to sit down and that she had to tell everyone something. Everyone sat down as if she was the ruler and they had to listen to her. She looked at me and smiled and I smiled back. I took her hand and she looked at everyone.
Ellie's POV
I looked at everyone. This was going to be difficult to say. I looked at Niall and he nodded his head as if everything was going to be fine and that they wouldn't get upset for being me. I turned and looked at them.
"I don't know how to say this really. Here goes nothing." I say and get a gulp of air. "I'm bisexual." I say and wait for their expressions. Niall is looking at them to. Liam has a blank expression. Louis's mouth is a gaped. Harry just looked confused. I didn't even look at Zayn. I looked at them.
"I'm not finished." I look at them then at breath in again. "I'm also dating Tuesday." I say and she smiles. I look at Niall he comes up to me and hugs me and wraps his arm around my waist. I look at everyone. Zayn stands up.
"You made her this way!" He said pointing at Harry. I just looked at him like he was crazy. He seriously can't be doing this right now. Harry got up and got all defensive. I mean could you blame him.
"Look Mate, she is who she is. I didn't do anything to her to make her this way. She is dating someone else and she is her. At least she is happy." He said and looked at Zayn like he was crazy. Wow.
"Don't say that. You know that you changed her. You just don't want to admit it. You can't say that. You made her change because you hurt her." His face was getting red.
I look at Zayn. "Just stop. I didn't changed because of what he did. Me and Harry are friends and he excepts me for me, unlike you. You need to get over the fact that I am bisexual and that I am dating someone else." I say. He looks at me in shock. His jaw was clenched together. You could tell he was pissed off. He couldn't except that I was me and that he had to deal with it.
"Stop acting like he didn't make you change." He said coming closer to Harry. He points at him but only looks at me.
"Zayn, just stop. I am who I am. I am bisexual and you can deal with it and we can still be friends." I say trying to calm him down.
"I could never be friends with a-. He stopped. He pointed at me. "A "queer"." I stopped. I froze. I thought back t what he said. Queer. Is the only thing that ran through my head. I looked at him with my mouth wide open. How could he say that?
He put his hand to his mouth. He probably didn't mean to say that. "Ellie, I'm so sor-." I cut him off. "Don't say sorry. They're always sorry. Once they say it they are always sorry. Once you say something you can't take it back." Tears started to fall from my face. "Do you think that I haven't had that said to me already? Or wait I haven't had that said to me yet. Until now. My ex boyfriend said that to me. Can you believe that?" No one stepped in. They knew that if they did I would yell at them. Not on purpose though. "Oh and you can't forget you just called my girlfriend a queer too. Just remember that every time you look at me or think of me remember what you said. Oh and every time you meet a lesbian or a bisexual person or a gay person that they are a queer too. You can't just say that to someone and not mean it because deep down I know you meant it. Do you have anything else to say?" I ask looking at him with tears still rolling down my face.
He shakes his head no. I walk up to him and I just stand there.
"Don't act like you have nothing to say to me." I look at him and slap him. He turns around and holds his hand to his face. I walk away and more tears roll down my face. "I'm done." I say turning around and look at everyone. "I have to go to the bathroom." I say and start to run to the upstairs bathroom. I run into Zayn's room and get the rest of my stuff in a pile. I lock the door behind me.
I run into the bathroom and lock the door as well. I look for a blade. Bingo. I sit down and start to cut. I start to cut lines in my arm and then I move to my leg and write the word queer into my leg. I hear someone burst through the door. Great. Someone come to the rescue. "Ellie?" It was Liam. I didn't answer. He knew what I was doing. He hit the door.
Bang.
He hit it again.
Bang.
He makes his way into the bathroom to see blood everywhere. "Will he love me know?" I question. He looks at me hurt. He picks me up bridal style and gets me out of the bathroom and we head down stairs. Everything goes black.
Liam's POV
I see Ellie run upstairs to go to the bathroom. I turn to look at Zayn. He was standing there in shock. Harry got up and kneed him in between the legs. He fell to the floor. Harry got on top of him and started to punch him. After about 20 blows to the face Harry got off of Zayn. I noticed it had been 4 minutes since Ellie had left. I decided to go check up on her. The door was locked to Zayn's bedroom. I hit the door and it falls to the floor. I went to the bathroom door. I tried to open but it wouldn't open. "Ellie?" I said questioning if she was ok or not. She didn't answer. I hit the door. It didn't open. I hit the door again. It opened. I found a pile of blood on the floor.
I look at Ellie. She had cuts up and down her arm. I look at her legs. QUEER. Was on her legs.
"Will he love me know?" She asked hurt and scared. I didn't know what to say. I picked her up bridal style and carry her downstairs. Before I knew it she passed out. I got downstairs and everyone started to freak out. "Somebody call 9-1-1." I yell. She was bleeding. I find Zayn in shock with his mouth a gaped. "See what you made her do." I say and you could tell that what I said stung.
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2/25/14