Just some Imagines

before you ask why she is getting two Since her 1st one was short I am doing 2.
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My feet are carrying me through the cold rain accompanied by thunderstorm, making trees and cars look scary whenever the dark night gets light up because of a lightning. The rain hits my face and my dripping wet curls are whipping my face whenever a cold gust of wind comes. I'm freezing and my body is shaking, not even my coat can keep me warm. The alcohol in my blood makes it ten times harder to find the house I've been looking for. I'm not drunk, I can still walk and think straight but my body feels heavier, it costs me more strength to move my legs in the storm. Finally I arrive at the house, her house. My best friend. I needed to see her and her beautiful face, her smile although I know she won't be smiling when she sees me, dripping wet from the rain. I stand in front of her front door, debating with myself whether I should ring the door bell or better turn around leave. I look up in the sky and in the same moment a lightning appears, I close my eyes immediately. I'm not scared of thunderstorm but I'm also not really fond of them. I turn back to the door and raise my hand, placing it on the bell but I don't ring it. What if she doesn't want to see me again? I know she is home, I can see the lights glimmering in each room. She always does it when a thunderstorm is going on. Because she is scared of thunderstorm and I, as her best friend, liked to hold her when she was scared but now, now she has someone else to do that. An obnixious jerk, if you ask me. I sigh, taking all the strength I need and ring the door bell. I can't hear what's going on inside because the thunder is too loud. But then I see a shadow walking towards the front door. My heart swills up and my heart beat goes faster, my palms become sweaty and I bite my bottom lip. Then she opens the door, looking surprised when she sees me standing outside her house in the middle of the storm that is going on. "Harry..." She whispers, her voice so clear and loud in my ears, the sweetest melody I've ever heard. "Chai" I whisper back and see her swallowing hard before she slams the door shut.
I thought about many ways how she would react when she sees me, this wasn't one of them. I can still see her shadow in front of the door. My fists are banging against the wooden door, loud enough so that she soon will be annoyed from it.
"Open the door, please!" I scream over the loud rain and the knocking against the door. Minutes later, the door opens and I see her standing in front of me. Her blue eyes glimmering whenever a lightning comes, her cheeks have a rosy colour, her lips slightly trembling. I open my mouth to scream at her but my voice sounds hoarse and quiet.
"Do you enjoy seeing me hurt?" I ask her and her eyes immediately become glossy at my words, "I'm your best friend for what, ten years? And now, you push me away for someone else. Do you know how much it hurts to see that your heart is taken by someone else? I want to be the one who you can love unconditionally."
I don't care how desperate and pathetic I must sound because I am desperate, desperate for her to feel the same way.
"Harry, you're my best friend.."
"What is so special about him? What is wrong with me? What is wrong with loving me?" I shout, the rain is hiding the tears that are streaming down my face but her tears are visible, I see them slowly running down her cheeks.
"With you is nothing wrong."
"I just want you to love me." I beg, my voice calmer now. I stretch my arm out and she doesn't back away. I wipe her tears away and slowly carress her cheek. She leans her cheek in my hand and I take a step closer to her.
"I wish you were mine." I whisper and my body warms up in the moment my hand touches her skin. I lean down. She knows what I will do, though, she stays. My lips ghosting over hers, feeling the warmth and the smoothness. My heart is going to explode out of my chest.
"I'm so sorry." She whisper against my lips, warmed by hers, "But I can't love you the way you want me to."
Nodding, I step out of her house and into the rain, drowning my tears. I just want her to love me, the way I love her. But she's not mine and she will never be.

Notes

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