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Don't Forget Where You Belong

I Feel So All Alone

And I feel so all alone
No one's gonna fix me when I'm broke
How do you cry with inanimate eyes?
You're never gonna smile with the way that you're wired
And I feel so all alone


I sang along as I was dancing around my new apartment. I love Fun. and this song is great. I wish my sister was here too. We loved turning up the music way loud and dance around the house. She's off now, doing her thing, and Im here. Alone... well I guess not alone. I have Foster. The CEO of MadHouse Publishing. He's like big brother I never had. I also have Chase. I look at the picture he just posted of us on twitter...
http://manipmaniac.tumblr.com/post/32810790763

ugh.

I met Chase one night after I went to a Broadway show with Foster. He wanted to make me feel better since everyone I knew in New York was leaving for tour. I got to meet Aaron Tevit that night. Chase was a chorus boy and was very sweet. I decided he would make a good friend. But its kinda escalated into more than that.

But its nothing like...

Niall... I still dont know what's going on with him. He was so sweet, and I gave him my first kiss on New Years. It was the most magical thing I'd ever experienced. We stayed up all night talking. We didnt make anything official before he left. And it was all so rushed when he did go, that I didnt get to give him a proper goodbye. I wonder what he's doing right now... I hope he's thinking of me

*BUZZ*
I look down at my phone and see I have a notification. Niall Horan has favorited the picture on twitter that Chase just put up.

well...

I wonder if I should call him

Instead I throw my phone down, because Chase is calling me. I turn up the music and I finish cleaning and getting ready. I live in New York city now... Its time to get distracted!


And she sits on my shelf
It makes me think of you
The way she carries the things that remind me of who
We used to be before we became antiques
She's a lot like you
But when I hold her too tight, I know she'll break
She just takes some glue to stay

I feel so all alone
No one's gonna fix me when I'm broke
How do you cry with inanimate eyes?
You're never gonna smile with the way that you're wired

And I feel so all alone
I feel so all alone
I feel so all alone

Notes

Comments

Omggg Updateeeeee

@perfectionisniall
I did! :D

Nialleatworld Nialleatworld
9/30/14

Updateeeeee please please please please :)))))

Uh oh... Nialls in trouble!

Frogalaxy Frogalaxy
1/24/14

@prettyinpink
Well there is a new one up!

Nialleatworld Nialleatworld
1/23/14