DARKER DESIRES
CHAPTER 32: Civil War
Jessica’s P.O.V
I grabbed the seats to help me sit up; I grabbed my dress off the floor and slid it on my shoes as well. “Well” I huffed out my breath; I didn’t know what to do next. “Maybe we should go home, I’ll drop you off” I carried nonchalant; I turned around to grab the door handle. Harry grabbed my thigh, I looked back at him. “What?” He squeezed my thigh tighter, and then eased it up my dress some. “What are you doing?” He wasn’t answering me, and it had me beyond curious to what was going on.
“Can you talk?” He took his pointer finger and slid it between his lips biting increasingly hard on the skin repeatedly. He removed his hand from my thigh – reached over my shoulder, I thought he was going to grab my neck but he grabbed the car door and slammed it back close. “Oh…Okay” This conversation was getting pretty lonely. He removed his other hand from his mouth and put both his hands on my legs, I stared at the gap once I looked up he smirked at me. I smiled back. “Well…um…” I felt shy, maybe because we just got done doing this or, his seductive touching make me feel squeamish but in a good way…..I guess.
I wonder, is there a difference between human sex and vampire sex? Oh is it rougher or sweeter or deadlier…I don’t know. He moved up on to the seat, I sunk down deeper into the seat as well leaving my legs pried open. He slid in-between slowly teasing my body; a breeze of his scented cologne intoxicated my nose. I wrapped my legs tightly around his lower hip. A vain popped out of his neck as he peered up outside to make sure nobody was around.
“I believe we just had sex Harry” He quickly looked back down at me, that one vain that was once sticking out was now in hiding again. “I want more” I tried not to laugh “More of what?” He looked like an eager little child who begged their mom to go on a rollercoaster again. “Sex, I-I’ve never had sex and you know that, and since I have it…it’s amazing beyond thrilling and I want more….and more” Watching Harry be horny made me horny. “What about…your fucking hard?!” He stared off into my boobs. “I’ve fucked all my life, I’ve hurt so many people but I’ve never once had sex once and I know what you’re thinking a guy such as me, I’m totally not innocent so why have I not tried something such as that”
I enclosed my finger in front of his lips “Stop! That was nowhere near of what I was thinking. First I was thinking how you can save this story so we can have sex, then I was thinking that I will try to love you to my best abilities so we can have sex more often sooooooo yeah, and oh it’s alright if you never had sex I mean there’s people out there who’s virgins” He smiled. “Okay well….” He tipped his face closer to mine “I bet you would like…” He ran his hand down my thigh, circling it into the middle close to my crotch “For me to touch you there” I nodded. He drew his other hand around my hip and down to my butt – grabbing it firmly “And there” He bit his lip nodding his head along with mine.
He grabbed the strings on one side of my bottoms and untied it. “I hope you’re not sore” He trickled his finger across my belly to the other side and untied the other one. He yanked the bottoms as fast as lightning flinging them to the ground. “You want this baby?” He slid his hands down my vagina and cuffed my sex with his palm digging his palm deeper and deeper onto my clit my body absorbed with orgasm. “Ohhhhh uummmfff” Harry used his thumb to circle my clit around and around, I was becoming more and more aroused. I grabbed his hand controlling the speed; I went faster than slowed down, went faster than slowed down again.
“Be a girl and stay still Jess” He whispered over my soft moaning. He eased his long pointer finger into my entrance then deeper and deeper till his whole finger was gone. “You like that?” I quickly shook my head. He eased in and out slowly making me wet and turned on about at this time I just wanted his shaft in me.
He sped up his vagina “Yeah, yeah!” I grabbed his hair. “Ummmff” This turned him on? “I….want you…to fuck me” He widened his eyes and quickly withdrew his finger and slung himself to the other side of the car. “W-what?!” I closed my legs and sat up straight. “Jess, I don’t want to fuck you don’t you get it?” I fixed my sex hair. “Well, I don’t want to have sex” He rolled his eyes “Oh, so you basically have been doing this just to please me?” I nodded my head. He held on to his breath for a second then let a big sigh come out. He ran his fingers threw his hair.
“Well, I-I don’t think this is going to work” He rubbed his jaw line nervously. He climbed out the car; he zipped and buttoned up his jeans. I climbed out after him, the air hit my spot. “What do you mean, so all because I want to fuck you hard it’s a problem?” He grabbed my arm dragging me away from the street “Stop yelling, people are looking” I yanked my arm out of his hold. “You are a stubborn ass girl you know that?
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Harry’s P.O.V
She was so stubborn, why can’t she just understand that I want to only have sex not fuck, fucking just makes me slip into my old ways is that what she want?
“I know I am!” I grabbed her, pulling her closer towards her car door. “Well than, you know when your pressing my buttons huh love? Do you want me to slip into my old ways; do you want me to hit you?” Her eyes widened with fear. “J-jess, I’m not going to hit y--….” She backed up into the car. “I-I’m fine…did you drive here?” She tried to switch the subject but I can only think about what slipped out my mouth. “Jess I’m sorry I’m not going to--…” “Maybe you should leave, the sun is setting and my mom is probably worried”
I kept my mouth closed; I so badly wanted to make this right before I left oh why? “Okay, I’ll call you tomorrow” I waited till she got inside her car. She stuck her key in the engine and the car came to life, she pulled out the parking lot and pulled up to the exit towards the street. I walked pass the car “Don’t!” I quickly turned around to see Jess sticking her head out the window. “Don’t text tomorrow”
“Why?” I shoved my pockets into my pants. “Were not together remember? And even though I’m a fucking….ya know doesn't mean I can’t go out with other guys”
“You want me! Only me, you can go out with any guy you want! But remember love, I’m the one who has a spell on you you’ll be back……they always come back” I yelled over the revving of other engines. “I thought I wanted you! But you’re just another dick of a guy who’s so caught up in conceitedness that he believes he can get with any girl!” She drove her car out on to the street, but had to stop at a red light.
“Oh yeah! Well at least I’m not a person with trust issues huh?” She squinted her eyes. “Really?! The guy who’s afraid to be alone, the guy who’s afraid of the dark! Whoa who are you a little kid? Man up, my fucking cousin can sleep in the attic with the lights off” I swallowed my throat, wow that really hurt my heart. She just blurts my secret out to everybody and don’t care, she’s really that careless about my feelings. “Oh did I hurt your feelings?” I walked closer to the edge of the sidewalk. “Your, You’re afraid to trust because your dad died! You believe every guy you become close to liking you push them away because you’re afraid they’ll leave you like your dad huh baby!”
“Shut up!” She yelled out the window. “Oh and let me start on your mother” “Shut up!” She rolled up half of her window. “Your mother loves her boyfriend more than she loves you! I love you more than your mother loves you!” “Shut up Harry!” The tears were beginning to fall from her eyes. She rolled here window all the way up.
“So now you sit here, wondering if you should say something back!” I waited for her to respond but, she kept her face forward the tears were still streaming down her face. “Come on Jessica Collins, cream at me back! Yell at me! Tell my darkest secret love!” I was getting mad that she wasn't yelling back, now I feel like an ass. The light turned green, I watched Jess wipe a tear form her eye.
Damn it! I ran down the sidewalk trying to get Jess to see me. “Jess! Jess! I’m sorry…..I’m sorry! Jessica!” She rounded around the corner and headed down the street, I watched the car drive fiercely away from me.
Damn it! I totally regret this.
I grabbed the seats to help me sit up; I grabbed my dress off the floor and slid it on my shoes as well. “Well” I huffed out my breath; I didn’t know what to do next. “Maybe we should go home, I’ll drop you off” I carried nonchalant; I turned around to grab the door handle. Harry grabbed my thigh, I looked back at him. “What?” He squeezed my thigh tighter, and then eased it up my dress some. “What are you doing?” He wasn’t answering me, and it had me beyond curious to what was going on.
“Can you talk?” He took his pointer finger and slid it between his lips biting increasingly hard on the skin repeatedly. He removed his hand from my thigh – reached over my shoulder, I thought he was going to grab my neck but he grabbed the car door and slammed it back close. “Oh…Okay” This conversation was getting pretty lonely. He removed his other hand from his mouth and put both his hands on my legs, I stared at the gap once I looked up he smirked at me. I smiled back. “Well…um…” I felt shy, maybe because we just got done doing this or, his seductive touching make me feel squeamish but in a good way…..I guess.
I wonder, is there a difference between human sex and vampire sex? Oh is it rougher or sweeter or deadlier…I don’t know. He moved up on to the seat, I sunk down deeper into the seat as well leaving my legs pried open. He slid in-between slowly teasing my body; a breeze of his scented cologne intoxicated my nose. I wrapped my legs tightly around his lower hip. A vain popped out of his neck as he peered up outside to make sure nobody was around.
“I believe we just had sex Harry” He quickly looked back down at me, that one vain that was once sticking out was now in hiding again. “I want more” I tried not to laugh “More of what?” He looked like an eager little child who begged their mom to go on a rollercoaster again. “Sex, I-I’ve never had sex and you know that, and since I have it…it’s amazing beyond thrilling and I want more….and more” Watching Harry be horny made me horny. “What about…your fucking hard?!” He stared off into my boobs. “I’ve fucked all my life, I’ve hurt so many people but I’ve never once had sex once and I know what you’re thinking a guy such as me, I’m totally not innocent so why have I not tried something such as that”
I enclosed my finger in front of his lips “Stop! That was nowhere near of what I was thinking. First I was thinking how you can save this story so we can have sex, then I was thinking that I will try to love you to my best abilities so we can have sex more often sooooooo yeah, and oh it’s alright if you never had sex I mean there’s people out there who’s virgins” He smiled. “Okay well….” He tipped his face closer to mine “I bet you would like…” He ran his hand down my thigh, circling it into the middle close to my crotch “For me to touch you there” I nodded. He drew his other hand around my hip and down to my butt – grabbing it firmly “And there” He bit his lip nodding his head along with mine.
He grabbed the strings on one side of my bottoms and untied it. “I hope you’re not sore” He trickled his finger across my belly to the other side and untied the other one. He yanked the bottoms as fast as lightning flinging them to the ground. “You want this baby?” He slid his hands down my vagina and cuffed my sex with his palm digging his palm deeper and deeper onto my clit my body absorbed with orgasm. “Ohhhhh uummmfff” Harry used his thumb to circle my clit around and around, I was becoming more and more aroused. I grabbed his hand controlling the speed; I went faster than slowed down, went faster than slowed down again.
“Be a girl and stay still Jess” He whispered over my soft moaning. He eased his long pointer finger into my entrance then deeper and deeper till his whole finger was gone. “You like that?” I quickly shook my head. He eased in and out slowly making me wet and turned on about at this time I just wanted his shaft in me.
He sped up his vagina “Yeah, yeah!” I grabbed his hair. “Ummmff” This turned him on? “I….want you…to fuck me” He widened his eyes and quickly withdrew his finger and slung himself to the other side of the car. “W-what?!” I closed my legs and sat up straight. “Jess, I don’t want to fuck you don’t you get it?” I fixed my sex hair. “Well, I don’t want to have sex” He rolled his eyes “Oh, so you basically have been doing this just to please me?” I nodded my head. He held on to his breath for a second then let a big sigh come out. He ran his fingers threw his hair.
“Well, I-I don’t think this is going to work” He rubbed his jaw line nervously. He climbed out the car; he zipped and buttoned up his jeans. I climbed out after him, the air hit my spot. “What do you mean, so all because I want to fuck you hard it’s a problem?” He grabbed my arm dragging me away from the street “Stop yelling, people are looking” I yanked my arm out of his hold. “You are a stubborn ass girl you know that?
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Harry’s P.O.V
She was so stubborn, why can’t she just understand that I want to only have sex not fuck, fucking just makes me slip into my old ways is that what she want?
“I know I am!” I grabbed her, pulling her closer towards her car door. “Well than, you know when your pressing my buttons huh love? Do you want me to slip into my old ways; do you want me to hit you?” Her eyes widened with fear. “J-jess, I’m not going to hit y--….” She backed up into the car. “I-I’m fine…did you drive here?” She tried to switch the subject but I can only think about what slipped out my mouth. “Jess I’m sorry I’m not going to--…” “Maybe you should leave, the sun is setting and my mom is probably worried”
I kept my mouth closed; I so badly wanted to make this right before I left oh why? “Okay, I’ll call you tomorrow” I waited till she got inside her car. She stuck her key in the engine and the car came to life, she pulled out the parking lot and pulled up to the exit towards the street. I walked pass the car “Don’t!” I quickly turned around to see Jess sticking her head out the window. “Don’t text tomorrow”
“Why?” I shoved my pockets into my pants. “Were not together remember? And even though I’m a fucking….ya know doesn't mean I can’t go out with other guys”
“You want me! Only me, you can go out with any guy you want! But remember love, I’m the one who has a spell on you you’ll be back……they always come back” I yelled over the revving of other engines. “I thought I wanted you! But you’re just another dick of a guy who’s so caught up in conceitedness that he believes he can get with any girl!” She drove her car out on to the street, but had to stop at a red light.
“Oh yeah! Well at least I’m not a person with trust issues huh?” She squinted her eyes. “Really?! The guy who’s afraid to be alone, the guy who’s afraid of the dark! Whoa who are you a little kid? Man up, my fucking cousin can sleep in the attic with the lights off” I swallowed my throat, wow that really hurt my heart. She just blurts my secret out to everybody and don’t care, she’s really that careless about my feelings. “Oh did I hurt your feelings?” I walked closer to the edge of the sidewalk. “Your, You’re afraid to trust because your dad died! You believe every guy you become close to liking you push them away because you’re afraid they’ll leave you like your dad huh baby!”
“Shut up!” She yelled out the window. “Oh and let me start on your mother” “Shut up!” She rolled up half of her window. “Your mother loves her boyfriend more than she loves you! I love you more than your mother loves you!” “Shut up Harry!” The tears were beginning to fall from her eyes. She rolled here window all the way up.
“So now you sit here, wondering if you should say something back!” I waited for her to respond but, she kept her face forward the tears were still streaming down her face. “Come on Jessica Collins, cream at me back! Yell at me! Tell my darkest secret love!” I was getting mad that she wasn't yelling back, now I feel like an ass. The light turned green, I watched Jess wipe a tear form her eye.
Damn it! I ran down the sidewalk trying to get Jess to see me. “Jess! Jess! I’m sorry…..I’m sorry! Jessica!” She rounded around the corner and headed down the street, I watched the car drive fiercely away from me.
Damn it! I totally regret this.
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