DARKER DESIRES
CHAPTER 14: A Night Alone
Jessica’s P.O.V
Harry pulled up passed this extravagant hotel that was just breath taking. “Please tell me….I’m not….sleeping here” (http://d3ogiz52z57gnp.cloudfront.net/_novaimg/galleria/280821.jpg ) I knew that Harry was wealthy but I didn’t know he was this rich in money. “I-I think my mom’s home now, you can take me home”
Something in my stomach was twisting and turning, I didn’t feel right about this. I didn’t feel right about Harry spending such a vast amount of money just for us to stay a night. “No, I drove all the way here Jess….so we should just stay” I glared at his eyes and they were filled with excitement as well. Oh I know that look! He thinks he’s getting some tonight, but oh….we’ll see!
He turned into the parking lot and turned off the engine. He quickly climbed out the car and came to my side to release me from my seat. Soon as I jumped out the car he entwined his fingers with mine and leaned into my ear. “Pretend you’re my girlfriend” he whispered. “What? No, just say I’m your cousin or something”
I looked up at him waiting for his response. He shortly giggled under his breath “I can’t” His voice switched into a low seductive husky tone. “And why is that?” He smiled at the joke inside his mind. “Because I’ve never…ever wanted my cousin….as much as I want you right now” He stared at me serious. Gosh, I’ve never been wanted this badly!
We met up at the door and walked to the front desk. I sat there as Harry chatted with the women clerk. She was smiling from ear to ear, it was pretty obvious that she was flirting with Harry and he was flirting back. “And what floor Mister Styles?” she was cheeky and happy. “You know what floor” Harry smiled back with a little wink. Oh god! I rolled my eyes. I slowly tried to ease my fingers out of his hold but he quickly pulled my hand tighter into his. He’s fucking enjoying this, he wants me to watch!
She gave him the key and he shoved it into his front pocket. “Bye love” She smiled at him, then faded her smile and nodded at me. He hurriedly dragged me across the lobby to the nearest elevator like I was some toy. We waited for the elevator to come down “Why are you quiet?” His tone was caring. But I stayed silent, because in the back of my mind I know that he knew why. The elevator doors opened and he quickly walked in dragging me behind. “Can you let go of my hand” I said softly, barely above a whisper. He slowly released his hand from mine. I rather quickly walked to the other side of the elevator by the buttons, trying to isolate myself from him. I stared at the ground, suddenly I was shy. Did he fuck that clerk? Is this floor he’s taking me to the same floor he took her?
“Come here….” His voice was demanding and of course controlling. I didn’t answer back, I was scared now. His tone wasn’t pleasant nor sexy, it was thrilling. “Is there something wrong?” I peered up at him under my long lashes, he played a small hinting smile across his face, I bit my tongue and looked back at the ground. “Can you talk to me….I miss your voice already. I know, I know imagine how I get through the night”
I smiled slightly. “Is there something funny? Are you laughing at me Jessica Collins?” There was excitement in his voice. I still remained silent “I hate being ignored” His voice cracked, he was vulnerable. “When I was a kid….” Oh no he’s telling me about his messed up life. “My mom was a whore and I saw her come in with different men every night and as a kid….i didn’t know right from wrong, so as I grew up I did the same thing. I trailed women in and out of the house, breaking hearts left and right. Then we moved here, to this shitty old town and I repeated the same thing. But certain hobbies get boring eh?”
I guess he was expecting me to answer but I couldn’t. Because all I want to do is wrap him into my arms and hold him, do something that his mother never did. Then suddenly he trailed himself across the room and pinned his hips against mine, knocking me hard into the wall. “I saw this girl at a party, she was alone and stuck…didn’t know what to do, and I had thi-this urge to just save her. Do something that nobody was ever able to do for me when I was little”
How am I supposed to respond to this? I lift my leg up and wrapped it around his hip, bending it at an angle so my ankle could lock around his calve. I caressed his cheek slightly with the back of my hand. “And I thought man, sh-she’s just going to be another girl that I’m just going to fool around with and leave in the dust….but no, som-something drawn me to you. I-I need you Jessica…I want to wake up next to you, I want to hold your hand, I want to be the one that
kisses you every day, I want to be the one to run you a bath when you come from work. But I’m a selfish man. I‘ve wanted you since you fell into my peripheral vision. I’m in awe of you. I want you, and the thought of anyone else having you is like a knife twisting in my dark soul…..”
Before he could finish I mashed my fingers through his hair and slammed him up against my lips. His hand slid around my hip to hold me embrace fully, I withdrew my hand from his hair and wrapped it around his hip and aggressively pulled him closer, feeling his crotch press into my vagina (http://i1.ytimg.com/vi/dg-naMtlUYM/mqdefault.jpg). His story is so sad, his life is so
messed up…and to think that I’m the one to at least put a smile on his face every day made me happy more than happy, made me want to take him up to that bedroom and fuck him hard! Wait did I just say that?!
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Harry’s P.O.V
I just opened up my life to her, but I didn’t expect for that much to come out. I forced my tongue pass her teeth and into her mouth, her tongue massaged mine hitting my sweet spot. I lightly lift up the hem of her shirt and grazed my fingers over her soft textured skin; I could feel the Goosebumps rising from the surface of her pores. A soft moan barely escaped her lips.
The doors to the elevator opened and I quickly withdrew my body from hers. “You’re so naughty miss Collins” I leaned out my hand and she eased her fingers into them.
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We reached our door that was all the way at the end of the hall, I quickly reached in my front pocket and grabbed the keys; sliding it into the key hole. I opened the door and gestured for her to go in first, I checked the hallway just in case. She circled around the living room taking in the elegant surrounding (http://www.designarcade.in/interior-design-ideas/images/beautiful-glamourous-round-living-room-design.jpg )
I’ve been here plenty of times, it was nothing special me but I love to see her face light up with awe. I dropped the keys off on the nearest table and headed towards the kitchen “Do you want something?” I bent down to see if there was any food that I left in the fridge. “I-I…just want you really” I closed the fridge slowly, and leaned my forehead up against the cold door. Oh no….i was scared of this, scared of her actually wanting something that I couldn't give.
“No….you don’t” I shook my head slowly. I could hear her footsteps grow louder as she comes closer to me. “I want you….to take me into the bedroom” No, no stop! Her footsteps got closer, then her hands wipe slowly across my back. I tensed under her delicate touch. “And I want you…to fuck me, hard” I leaned off the fridge and turned around to mirror her body.
“You don’t want this Jess, you just think you deserve to give me something in return for telling you my fucked up story and you don’t--you just touching me makes me happy. I don’t need sex to complete my desires”
I settled my hands on her hips. “Uhh man!” Her puckered lips were cute. “C-can I just hold you tonight?” I was sounding way to sentimental now. “Can we make out also?” Her smile was naughty. “No….I said I will find a place for you to sleep, and I recall you saying that you didn’t want sex involved.”
“W-what that’s barbaric! Please, I just want you” I grabbed her hand and led her from the kitchen towards the bedroom doors. “And I want you, but wanting somebody love doesn’t mean having sex; it could also mean just holding somebody, just hugging somebody just kissing somebody…there’s many definitions of the word want”
I slowly opened the door. “But for right now, I want to put you to sleep….because you will need as much energy as you can get” I smiled slightly at my thought.
“For what?!” She was excited like a little kid opening a toy for Christmas.
“I don’t want to say, I like to surprise you….your reactions are priceless”
Harry pulled up passed this extravagant hotel that was just breath taking. “Please tell me….I’m not….sleeping here” (http://d3ogiz52z57gnp.cloudfront.net/_novaimg/galleria/280821.jpg ) I knew that Harry was wealthy but I didn’t know he was this rich in money. “I-I think my mom’s home now, you can take me home”
Something in my stomach was twisting and turning, I didn’t feel right about this. I didn’t feel right about Harry spending such a vast amount of money just for us to stay a night. “No, I drove all the way here Jess….so we should just stay” I glared at his eyes and they were filled with excitement as well. Oh I know that look! He thinks he’s getting some tonight, but oh….we’ll see!
He turned into the parking lot and turned off the engine. He quickly climbed out the car and came to my side to release me from my seat. Soon as I jumped out the car he entwined his fingers with mine and leaned into my ear. “Pretend you’re my girlfriend” he whispered. “What? No, just say I’m your cousin or something”
I looked up at him waiting for his response. He shortly giggled under his breath “I can’t” His voice switched into a low seductive husky tone. “And why is that?” He smiled at the joke inside his mind. “Because I’ve never…ever wanted my cousin….as much as I want you right now” He stared at me serious. Gosh, I’ve never been wanted this badly!
We met up at the door and walked to the front desk. I sat there as Harry chatted with the women clerk. She was smiling from ear to ear, it was pretty obvious that she was flirting with Harry and he was flirting back. “And what floor Mister Styles?” she was cheeky and happy. “You know what floor” Harry smiled back with a little wink. Oh god! I rolled my eyes. I slowly tried to ease my fingers out of his hold but he quickly pulled my hand tighter into his. He’s fucking enjoying this, he wants me to watch!
She gave him the key and he shoved it into his front pocket. “Bye love” She smiled at him, then faded her smile and nodded at me. He hurriedly dragged me across the lobby to the nearest elevator like I was some toy. We waited for the elevator to come down “Why are you quiet?” His tone was caring. But I stayed silent, because in the back of my mind I know that he knew why. The elevator doors opened and he quickly walked in dragging me behind. “Can you let go of my hand” I said softly, barely above a whisper. He slowly released his hand from mine. I rather quickly walked to the other side of the elevator by the buttons, trying to isolate myself from him. I stared at the ground, suddenly I was shy. Did he fuck that clerk? Is this floor he’s taking me to the same floor he took her?
“Come here….” His voice was demanding and of course controlling. I didn’t answer back, I was scared now. His tone wasn’t pleasant nor sexy, it was thrilling. “Is there something wrong?” I peered up at him under my long lashes, he played a small hinting smile across his face, I bit my tongue and looked back at the ground. “Can you talk to me….I miss your voice already. I know, I know imagine how I get through the night”
I smiled slightly. “Is there something funny? Are you laughing at me Jessica Collins?” There was excitement in his voice. I still remained silent “I hate being ignored” His voice cracked, he was vulnerable. “When I was a kid….” Oh no he’s telling me about his messed up life. “My mom was a whore and I saw her come in with different men every night and as a kid….i didn’t know right from wrong, so as I grew up I did the same thing. I trailed women in and out of the house, breaking hearts left and right. Then we moved here, to this shitty old town and I repeated the same thing. But certain hobbies get boring eh?”
I guess he was expecting me to answer but I couldn’t. Because all I want to do is wrap him into my arms and hold him, do something that his mother never did. Then suddenly he trailed himself across the room and pinned his hips against mine, knocking me hard into the wall. “I saw this girl at a party, she was alone and stuck…didn’t know what to do, and I had thi-this urge to just save her. Do something that nobody was ever able to do for me when I was little”
How am I supposed to respond to this? I lift my leg up and wrapped it around his hip, bending it at an angle so my ankle could lock around his calve. I caressed his cheek slightly with the back of my hand. “And I thought man, sh-she’s just going to be another girl that I’m just going to fool around with and leave in the dust….but no, som-something drawn me to you. I-I need you Jessica…I want to wake up next to you, I want to hold your hand, I want to be the one that
kisses you every day, I want to be the one to run you a bath when you come from work. But I’m a selfish man. I‘ve wanted you since you fell into my peripheral vision. I’m in awe of you. I want you, and the thought of anyone else having you is like a knife twisting in my dark soul…..”
Before he could finish I mashed my fingers through his hair and slammed him up against my lips. His hand slid around my hip to hold me embrace fully, I withdrew my hand from his hair and wrapped it around his hip and aggressively pulled him closer, feeling his crotch press into my vagina (http://i1.ytimg.com/vi/dg-naMtlUYM/mqdefault.jpg). His story is so sad, his life is so
messed up…and to think that I’m the one to at least put a smile on his face every day made me happy more than happy, made me want to take him up to that bedroom and fuck him hard! Wait did I just say that?!
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Harry’s P.O.V
I just opened up my life to her, but I didn’t expect for that much to come out. I forced my tongue pass her teeth and into her mouth, her tongue massaged mine hitting my sweet spot. I lightly lift up the hem of her shirt and grazed my fingers over her soft textured skin; I could feel the Goosebumps rising from the surface of her pores. A soft moan barely escaped her lips.
The doors to the elevator opened and I quickly withdrew my body from hers. “You’re so naughty miss Collins” I leaned out my hand and she eased her fingers into them.
****************
We reached our door that was all the way at the end of the hall, I quickly reached in my front pocket and grabbed the keys; sliding it into the key hole. I opened the door and gestured for her to go in first, I checked the hallway just in case. She circled around the living room taking in the elegant surrounding (http://www.designarcade.in/interior-design-ideas/images/beautiful-glamourous-round-living-room-design.jpg )
I’ve been here plenty of times, it was nothing special me but I love to see her face light up with awe. I dropped the keys off on the nearest table and headed towards the kitchen “Do you want something?” I bent down to see if there was any food that I left in the fridge. “I-I…just want you really” I closed the fridge slowly, and leaned my forehead up against the cold door. Oh no….i was scared of this, scared of her actually wanting something that I couldn't give.
“No….you don’t” I shook my head slowly. I could hear her footsteps grow louder as she comes closer to me. “I want you….to take me into the bedroom” No, no stop! Her footsteps got closer, then her hands wipe slowly across my back. I tensed under her delicate touch. “And I want you…to fuck me, hard” I leaned off the fridge and turned around to mirror her body.
“You don’t want this Jess, you just think you deserve to give me something in return for telling you my fucked up story and you don’t--you just touching me makes me happy. I don’t need sex to complete my desires”
I settled my hands on her hips. “Uhh man!” Her puckered lips were cute. “C-can I just hold you tonight?” I was sounding way to sentimental now. “Can we make out also?” Her smile was naughty. “No….I said I will find a place for you to sleep, and I recall you saying that you didn’t want sex involved.”
“W-what that’s barbaric! Please, I just want you” I grabbed her hand and led her from the kitchen towards the bedroom doors. “And I want you, but wanting somebody love doesn’t mean having sex; it could also mean just holding somebody, just hugging somebody just kissing somebody…there’s many definitions of the word want”
I slowly opened the door. “But for right now, I want to put you to sleep….because you will need as much energy as you can get” I smiled slightly at my thought.
“For what?!” She was excited like a little kid opening a toy for Christmas.
“I don’t want to say, I like to surprise you….your reactions are priceless”
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3/18/14