Boy's Youtuber | Naill Horan
When I woke up I was cold. Niall probably left again and left me here all alone in this cold bed. I stepped out of my bed and the I slowly made my way to the bathroom. I was humming a song which sounded oddly familiar but I didn't know where I heard it.
I looked into the mirror and saw myself and I didn't look as myself at all. I changed alot. I looked like I was dead. I had bags under my eyes and it looked like I had no fat on my face anymore and that my face was just a skull with a layer on it.
I tried to cover up my face with some foundation but then I remembered that I was terrible at putting make up on. So I quickly put down my foundation brush and decided that I should take a shower. I put the shower on and took off my clothes.
I let the warm water hit my body and I began to sing little parts of try hard by 5 Seconds of summer. it was refreshing to take a shower and I could think about alot of stuff.
I still wondered why Jason didn't visit me. He was my boyfriend after all and he should check on me if I was all right. Now I only had Niall who comforted me but I still didn't know how I met him and of course I had Tyler and Troye but one was my brother so he was supposed to take care of me and the other one was just one of my best friends.
After I was do with showering I quickly put on some clothes and went downstairs. And this time I was not only greeted by Tyler and Troye but also the O2L guys.
They were busy talking to each other so I decided to clear my throat. Once they saw me they all began to scream. They ran over to me and hugged me.
First Trevor hugged me. “I thought you would never wake up” he whispered in my ear and I secretly smiled to myself. Trevor was just like my little baby brother. And I would hurt myself if someone ever hurt him.
Second of all was Sam who just hugged me and said “I am glad you are awake.” Sam stepped back because Kian was hugging me already and I almost couldn't breathe anymore.
“You drool when you are in a coma” he said and I grinned
“Well at least I know I am not a talker..” I said and felt some new arms around me.
It was Ricky. He didn't say anything and he just Hugged me. He was always the guy who I was the closest with out of O2L. He was my best friend and I didn't know what I would do without him. He let go of me when JC cleared his throat and let Ricky know that he wanted to hug me as well.
“You know that you can hug me back right? I mean Lia isn't that jealous.” He said and I became confused.
“Lia? As in Lia Marie Johnson?” I said and I tried to escape from his hug.
“Yeah.. I am dating her.” He said and he smiled. I hugged him again and said “I am happy for you guys”
Then JC let go of me and then I saw Connor and I don't know what it was about him but I just saw him differently now then when I did when I saw him the last time. He hugged me tightly and also didn't say anything but I felt something else about him now. I felt this feeling in my stomach that I couldn't place in my mind.
What the hell happened between me and Connor.
Where is Niall? And is she falling for Connor? Idk..
I thought I would update again after 1-2 months. That is a long time and I only need one thing to explain myself and that is school.
bye! Also 2 guys like me... Boy drama!
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