The Lovers

Rachel's P.O.V.

The next morning I got to talk to Kay about my newly made decision. She really had helped out an awful lot.

She was always the one to go to with things like these.

Although I had made my decision, I was nervous. There was no way not to be. And so, I was sitting on the bed of mine and Louis' room, playing my guitar.

It always helped calm my nerves.

"Lou?" I asked, once I'd heard the door to the room shut. I moved my guitar off my lap and rubbed my now sweaty palms on my jeans. I couldn’t help but be nervous. I thought what I wanted was to wait… but now, I realize that I only wanted Lou. And I wanted to give all of myself to him. That’s what love was about, wasn’t it? Trusting someone so completely with everything you have?

“Yeah—woah. What’s up with you?” He said when he walked into the room.

“I just… um… I have a question.” I tilted my head to the side and licked my lips, nervously. I don’t know what it is about Louis Tomlinson but he manages to make me nervous, even in my most confident moments.

“Okay…” He sat next to me and looked into my eyes. Maybe he thought it was bad news or whatever.

“Did it really bother you… that I—that I wouldn’t sleep with you?” I had to break away from his stare, because I could feel my face heating and I knew it would only get worse.

“No. I mean, not that I didn’t want that… but I won’t rush you, Rach. I wouldn’t push you into something you weren’t ready for.” He smiled and reached for my hand. He looked down, capturing my gaze with his.

“Okay, but I—“ He cut me off before I could say anything else.

“It’s fine. I thought we settled this already. I love you, Rachel and I don’t need to have sex with you to know that.” I couldn’t focus. I was trying to do something… good and it was hard. I don’t know how Kay and Liam got into it. She told me to just go for it when we talked and I was trying, but Lou just… he expected the wrong thing.

“God, Lou, just listen for a minute, will you?” I said, more forcefully than intended. But I’m sure my soft voice didn’t rise too loud.

"Sure... what's on your mind?" He asked. I could tell he was a bit off guard.

"I... I don't want to wait anymore." I said, standing above him.

"I'm not sure what you mean... wait for what?" His face had paled and I suddenly felt like I had said the wrong thing. When I remembered Kay's words, Just let it come naturally, I realized that I couldn't tell him what I needed to with words. I leaned down and when I was an inch away, I spoke one last time.

"I'm tired of waiting..." And I placed my lips on his, softly. That seemed to let him know what I meant. His hands pulled me down. I fell on the bed, my chest pressed to his. I couldn't help but smile into his kiss.

He wasn't rough, he never was, but when he turned us over so he hovered over me, my heart started pounding harder than ever before. Lou placed his hand over my heart, feeling the ridiculous pounding and smiled.

"What's that for?"

"It's... for you." I said, breathlessly before connecting our lips again. Gently, his hands roamed beneath my tank top, leaving trails of heat where his fingers touched. He slipped my shirt over my head and kissed my neck, extracting a low moan from me. I felt his smile on my overheated skin as he slid my bra straps down my shoulders. He lifted his head so his eyes could connect with mine while the hand behind my back unsnapped my bra.

For a moment, he stared at me, as if he'd never seen me like this before, which he hasn't, I reminded myself. But it all made me more than shy. I rose to cover myself but he pinned me down with his hands.

"Rachel. Just relax." I let myself calm down as he pulled off his own shirt and jeans, leaving only his boxers.

Be calm Rach... you can do this. He kissed my thighs as he pulled my jeans down my legs.

"You're beautiful. You don't ever have to hide from me." He smiled, kissing me again. I nodded my head, signalling that I understood. I still couldn't stop the lurch of my heart when Lou's fingertips brushed the tip of my lacy underwear.

He pulled down his boxers and my gaze immediately settled on his erect member.

"Lou.... I'm no expert or anything but I don't think that's gonna fit in me." He smirked at my nervousness, but I was seriously worried. Kay said she passed out the first time she went at it with Liam... How could I handle all that?

"Let me worry about that. Ready?" He looked at me lovingly and I smiled back. He wouldn't hurt me. Not on purpose.

"Yeah." I said after taking a deep breath. He pause for protection and then he was inside me. My heart beat sped at the fierce pain between my legs. If nothing else, it hurt. Tears sprung to my eyes. Louis leaned down and kissed them away.

"It won't hurt for long." He smiled. And then I felt what he meant. The painful "pleasure" that followed. I let out a choked moan, my senses that I felt were too strong.

"God, Lou... faster." I murmured, my breathing coming in short labored pants. He rocked his hips harder and faster and I twisted my fingers in his hair, pulling softly. He moaned, something I hadn't expected and made his speed even faster.

When he was in a definite pace, I rose my hips to meet his, calling out his name every so often. I felt an unfamiliar pressure build in my stomach and it felt like every nerve in my body was on fire.

"I'm gonna--" He choked out but I interrupted him.

"Me too.. just--just kiss me already." And he did just that, as we came together.

Notes

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