Clarity

After I had whispered Shailene the soft warning to watch out for Carson, who I believed may be a threat, we puled out of our hug with two goodbyes, and parted ways.
Once I had shut the front door, and bolted it securely I decided to join Harry in the living room, where I believe he was watching tv because I could hear a mixture of voices on the other side.
"I think we'll be seeing Shailene around more often." I informed Harry as I walked in, and he nodded with a smile before jumping to his feet screaming.
''Can't you throw better then that!" He shouted, pumping his fist viciously into the air, and I laughed as I glanced at the tv.
He was watching the Packers game. "It might've been a bad throw." I shrugged, and Harry sat down with a frown as he looked over at me and opened his arms for me to come cuddle.
Smiling softly at his sweet gesture, I walked over and laid down in his arms prior to him wrapping them around me tightly.
For a moment I was quiet while shifting around in his arms to get comfortable then I looked up at his intent face as I bit my lip.
"Harry..?" I asked, and he tighten his grip prior to kissing my forehead before looking back to the tv.
"Yes honey?"
"How come you can be all cuddly kissy with Zayn, but when I get cuddly with Shailene it's not okay?"
At my question Harry scoffed as he diverted his attention away from the game, and down to me.
"I was only like that once! I was as high as hell, and in pain. I like to feel some love when I'm in pain." He then bit his lip as he grew quiet, and a look of embarassment crossed his face that made me cocked my head curiously.
"Plus it makes me more jealous then you can imagine, and I kinda have this fear..." He mumbled, looking away to view the tv once more with a sigh. "What fear Harry?" I asked curiously, even though I saw understanding in the jealousy part.
I just wanted to ask him why it was okay for him to give Zayn special attention, but wasn't okay for me to give Shailene special attention.
"That you'll leave me for a girl. Maybe even Shailene." He whispered, and immediately I choked as I sat up on his lap.
"Leave you for Shailene? Harry that would never happen! I would never leave you for her, a girl, another guy, or anything! Yet I should still be able to cuddle one of my best girls. Shay is like a sister to me, she's been around since the stone age." I proclaimed, a bit upset Harry would actually think I'd have to nerve to get engaged to him, then dump him for the first avaible girl.
I mean I can't blame him for having that fear, but I thought he'd know better then that. I "I know baby. I get really jealous of the dumbest things sometimes. I'm sorry." Harry admitted softly, and I sighed as I felt guilty for getting annoyed with him.
I couldn't blame him, Harry had been hurt alot, and if he felt as strongly for me as I felt for him then it probably hurt his feelings to see me cuddle Shailene. I wasn't even thinking then.
"It's okay. It's not your fault, maybe I should've toned it down a bit." I sighed, laying back down on him and nuzzling my face into his chest.
"It's not your fault sweetheart." Harry shrugged, laying back on the couch so I was laying completely ontop of him, and he began to run his fingertips up and down my back.
Sighing I nodded as my eyes drifted over to the intense game on tv.
"I guess. Let's just drop it." I suggested, kissing the base of Harry neck, and he smiled before booing loudly at the tv. "Pass the ball you dumbasses!" Harry screamed, nearly blowing my ear drums, which made me cover my ears with a frown.
"Ow..my bloody ear!" I pouted, rubbing them for effect before pulling my hands away from them so I could fist Harry's shirt, and he giggled.
"Sorry babe! I get over excited during games." He said, resting his hands on my lower back, and I stuck my tongue out at him before nipping his chest through his shirt.
At my action Harry gasped softly, then bent his head down so he could bite down on my earlobe, and let it slide through his teeth. "Bad Louis." He scolded, making my breath hitched.
"And again. You started it." I protested, swatting him away, and he chuckled before laying his head back down on the armrest as he licked his lips.
"C'mon! It's not that hard to throw a ball!" He shouted, and immediately my hands flew to my ears to protect them which made him laugh.
For a bit I remained that way, in Harry's arms as I covered my ears to protect them from his obnoxious screaming, but then after some hesitation I pulled them away and joined in on his continous screaming, and stream of insults directed at the tv.
"C'mon you dirty tosser that lad is half your size!" I shouted, and Harry laughed as he held me imossibly closer.
"If we ever have kids I'm gonna want a girl, and a boy. A boy can watch Rugby with me, and lay football with you. Then our baby girl can host tea parties, and give us all make overs!" Harry announced looking down at me with a smile and I felt my heart warm at the thought as I gave him a goofy smile.
"I hoped we have enough to make our own Rugby team! Or better, football." I informed, wanting as many kids as we possibly could have, and Harry kissed my forehead prior to me kissing his chin. "You want six?" He asked, and I nodded quickly.
"Three boy, three girls." I informed, wanting to tell the truth about wanting twenty, but didn't get the chance because Harry laughed.
"You really think the two of us can take care of six kids? Can you imagine when our girls hit purberty what a living hell that's gonna be?" Harry asked, and I laughed as I wrapped my arms around his waist.
"It's not really that bad. I grew up with four little sisters remember? And anyways I think if I can manage you I can manage anything!" I exclaimed, and Harry smacked me over the head playfully.
"I can't be that much of a pain!" Harry protested as he kissed my nose, and I bit my lip as I shook my head with a smile. "Nope! Your a perfect pain." At that Harry smiled softly, and brushed some hair out of my face while I looked up at him.
"Your my favorite pain." He said, and I couldn't help but smirk.
"I can take that two different ways." I said, making Harry smirk as well. "Which ever one makes it hard to walk." He said in a cheeky voice then lowered his lips onto mine.
Instantly I wrapped my arms around his head to hold him place as I shifted positions so I could straddle his waist. Once Harry was underneath me in a tight straddle, he slipped his hands into my back pockets and gripped my bum hard while I glided my tongue over his bottom lip.
Moaning at my actions Harry parted the doorway of his mouth eagerly as he moved his hands down to my hips to grip them firmly while I dipped my tongue in, and swirled it with his.
In the moment of me doing this Harry began to move his growing lower half against mine while pinning my hips in place which made the both of us moan. It loved moments like this when me and Harry would be talking then melt into a heavy make out session.
I loved having his hands roam my body, and hearing sounds of pleasure escape his mouth. I adored the way he made me feel like I was on fire with the mere brush of our lips or skin.
At those thoughts my length began to form into a hard lump as I tangled my fingers in Harry's hair and tugged on it hard. Gosh I loved feeling the satin of his curls inbetween my fingers.
Groaning at my actions Harry made the kiss harder, and bucked his hips up against mine while dirty thoughts put there by Harry began to run through my mind.
My thoughts then, as we french kissed of course, began to drift over to the time we were in that cramp space in the car, and I rode him as his left bruises over my skin.
I wasn't sure what made my mind drift to that memory of us doing the act of penatration, but I do know it made me stop kissing him as I pulled back with a heavy breath.
"Harry..?" I asked, and Harry looked up at me with a lazy smile as he ran a hand through my hair.
"Yeah baby?" He asked, and I felt red color my cheeks as I bent my head down so I could bury it in his chest. "Can you ride me?" I asked quietly, my face turning into an apple as I bit my lip hard, and Harry laughed as he grabbed my chin and tilted it up to look at him.
"Don't be embarassed my love. It's only me." He teased, and I stuck out my tongue as I buried my head back into his chest. "I'm just curious how it feels on the other half." I admit, and Harry kissed my head. "Yes I will baby." He said, and I looked up at him shyly as I felt my heart race.
"Now?" I asked, and he nodded. "If you would like." He said, trying to hide his smirk.
I wasn't normally one to ask a partner to do something sexual with me, but Harry made me want to try new things.
Every time I made love with him, or did something dirty it felt like the first time, because he was unpredictable. Never did I know where he was going to leave a love bite, or lay his hands. It was a type of thrill no roller coaster could bring.
"Okay." I said, biting my lip, and Harry finally let out his smirk as he flipped us over so he was on top, and I reacted my instantly kissing him. Chuckling at my actions Harry kissed me back, a bit more sweetly this time, and he bit down on my bottom lip with a tug as I started to undo his pants.
Seeing how eager I was to try this, even though I was embarassed, Harry tore off my shirt and tossed the pieces to the side. So much for getting new clothes. I liked that shirt.
Yet I didn't protest though as I helped Harry out of his skinny jeans, that being a sweat breaker effort for both of us, and then once they were off I pressed my boner into his to create friction. "Maybe we should move this to the bedroom?" I breathed, but Harry shook his head.
"Maddie went out for the night with a friend." He informed, moving his lips to my jawline and sucking harshly. When his lips connected with the sweet spot on my jaw I shuddered as I titled my head back, and gripped his lower back with my fingers roughly.
Gasping softly in the mist of his love bite, Harry moved his hands down to my shorts, and boxers and began to pry them off as I arched my hips to help him. I really hope we didn't stain the couch.
"Hurry up babe!" I whined, shivering a bit from my lower half being exposed, and Harry laughed as he kissed the love bite then sat up so he could wiggle out of his boxers.
"Mmmm..someone is impatient.." He tisked, tossing the boxers aside then leaning down to kiss my neck prior to pulling off his shirt. As he leaned down our bare members rubbed together, and I whimpered as I squirmed underneath him.
"Harry..please.." I begged again, feeling my lust grow to an impatient length, and Harry sighed as he pecked my lips. "If I have to." He said, kissing my cheek one last time. Harry then re-positioned himself, hovering over the tip of my length as he hummed, and I bit my lip harshly.
"Ready?" He asked, and I nodded feeling small as he looked down at me. Harry then went down slowly, and immediately I felt a type of pleasure that made me gasp as I thrusted up and grabbed Harry's thighs with a death grip. I have to admit I was a bit nervous.
"You okay?" Harry inquired, looking down at me in concern, and I nodded as he slowly started to bounce up and down. "Y-Yes.." I groaned, moving my hips underneath his as Harry moaned.
Finding the sexual sound appealing to my ears I dug my nails into his thighs, and Harry took the gesture as a intendo to go faster. Here comes the burn that needed some Harry water.
"Your hot." Harry teased, resting his hands on my hips as he continued to bounce up, and down slowly making me feel tormented. "Faster!" I shouted bucking up my hips which caused me to slam into him and Harry moaned as he threw his head back and stopped for a moment.
"Faster please!" I begged, the tension from his torturous movements building up in my body, and Harry looked down at me with a smirk as he purposely made his movements slower, and I squirmed as my body began to convulse.
"Harry.." I pleaded softly, dragging my nails along his thighs, and Harry finally gave me what I wanted. With in a moment he was bouncing up and down, swaying his hips, and basically doing all the riding movements as fast and as hard as he could with out falling off of the couch or having an asthma attack.
"Oh gosh." I hissed, the pleasure rolling through my body in waves as I arched my back, then gripped Harry's length so I could have something to hold onto to.
Even though that all sounded awkward it really wasn't because we were both in a moment of pleasure so any pleaser we did wasn't awkward to us.
At my actions Harry's eyes widden as his sounds of pleasure grew louder, and I decided to take this a bit further since I wanted to make him feel just as good as he was making me.
Sitting up on my elbows while he still moved up down my length, I moved my hands back to his thighs then took his member in my mouth before sucking him off as I moved my hips with Harry's.
"Fucking hell Louis!" Harry screamed, looking shocked at my actions as he came down harder, and I hallowed my cheeks around him as I sucked harder and dug my nails deeper into the skin of his thighs, being careful not to upset his cuts.
"More Louis! More!'' Harry begged, his movements begining to slow down as he rode me, and I started deep throating him which made him literally scream with pleasure as he dragged his nails down my chest and stomach, drawing blood from my skin.
While he did this I could feel my pleasure building up in the pit of my stomach, and I was very close to coming myself from the sweltering combination of Harry riding me hard like a man, and screaming my name like a little girl.
Finally he let out one more ear piercing shriek and I tasted the salt of him cum in my mouth as he came. It wasn't really that bad of taste.
I did gag a bit as I struggled to swallow it all though, a few drops hitting my chest as I did so, but soon my mouth was empty and I laid back on the couch panting as I felt my orgasm building to it's breaking point, and I arched my back with a loud moan as I came inside of him.
While I cummed Harry rode me slightly through it, his eyes screwed shut, and swollen lips parted in quiet moans, then when I had finished he collapsed on my chest, making me come out of him, and I laughed as I wrapped my arms around him with a deep breath.
"Whoa.." I said, brushing some beads of sweat off his head, and Harry looked up at me with a puppy dog look. "W-Was I any good?" He asked timidly, and I nodded with a tired smile.
"That was amazing." I assured, feeling my heart warm at the way Harry was looking at me for approval. Smiling at me cutely, he bent his head down and placed a soft kiss to my bare chest that was rising, and falling quickly.
''I'm glad. It was a good work out." He said, and I laughed as I kissed his forehead then sighed softly. "Would it be okay if we go to bed now? Only let me cuddle you for once, because I feel like I don't give you enough attention." I admitted, and Harry giggled.
"You give me to much attention Loubear!" He exclaimed, then sat up to grab the couch blanket behind him prior to laying back down on my chest, and pulling it over us.
"I love your cuddles baby!" He informed, peppering my chest with kisses, and I squealed softly as I wrapped my arms around his larger frame and intertwined our legs before nuzzing my face into his messy hair.
"And I love you kitten." I mumbled, and Harry dug his head into my chest giggling which made me laugh softly as I relaxed beneath him, and closed my eyes.
"Goodnight sweetheart." I said sweetly, and Harry wrapped his arms around my waist tightly in a protective hold.
"Goodnight my dearest Louis Tomlinson."

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