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Clarity

5.

I had not been able to drag myself out of bed that morning.
My head was pounding with a killer heachache, and my bum was awfully sore making it hard to move certain ways.
My alarm had sounded but I had turned it off over an hour ago before drifting back into a deep sleep.
I honestly couldn't remember much as I sat up in my bed and tried to recollect the stream of events that had happened last night. My most vivid memory before I got drunk was running into Mr. Styles then challenging him to a drink contest which consisted of us downing shots of tequila where I believe I had won.
My teeth then begin to grind together as pain shot up my back, starting from my bum.
I also recall the fact that I had sex. With a man. The thought sent chills down my spine for many reasons, and one of them being I had no clue who. Who would dare take advantage of me in my druken state where my thoughts and concious were consumed in alcohal.
I'm not even sure what had led us to do such a deed. I really tried to place face really I did, but the only thing I could remember was his voice. His voice was deep, raspy, and dark in a way. It was familiar.
Yet so unfamiliar.
I could remember ariving at the bar with Carson and Shailene, drinking two bottles of beer, dancing with Shailene, then running into Mr. Styles who told me to call him Harry. Which I found rather weird because he was my teacher yet acted as if we were strangers meeting for the first time.
Then again him giving me his name did present the oppertunity to tease him about the identification his mum or dad gave him. I sighed as I looked up at my ceiling that was nearly consumed in the darkness of my room.
After I had thrown up in the bathroom I had called Shailene who was the only sober one that went home that night and requested her to please help me out of the loo then maybe drive me home, which she did.
"Got to get up." I then urdged myself as I threw back my covers exposing my bare skin to the cool air then climb out. I stumbled a couple of steps for my vision went a bit blurry at my quick movements, but I brushed it off once I had made a quick recovery and walked into the kitchen only to be greeted by Scruff laying on the floor sleeping.
"Morning." I mumbled walking by him and he instantly woke up for he had caught my scent. I glanced at him from the corner of my eye before opening my cabinent to get some pain reliever. I couldn't thereupon help my thoughts wandering back to last night as I stood on my tipy toes.
It really was starting to nag me actually that I had no clue what so ever who had taken away my innocence in that whole new level of physical interaction.
"Shoot!" I then exclaimed as the advil pills spilled across the counter and floor. I had been so consumed in my anxiety that I hadn't noticed how much force I was using to open the bottle.
"Don't eat that." I warned my curious dog who was nosing one of the pills on the ground as I swipped it from him then cleaned up my mistake before downing two pills.
Shortly after I found my feet carrying me to the bathroom where I took a long hot shower that consisted of me soaking my arse for it really was ailing, and washing myself twice over because I was so out of it.
Once I was clean I climbed out and wrapped a towel around my waist before brushing my teeth, then starting my walk to my bedroom. But before I could make it there a heavy knock sounded at the door.
"Yes?" I asked after walking across my living room and opening the door to reveal Carson to my relief. "We still going to work today? I heard you got pretty wasted." He commented and I slapped my forehead as his eyes gazed over my damp hair and towel clothed body.
"I completely forgot!" I replied as I took in his appearence of dark circled eyes and sports clothes that he had topped off with a whistle. "Well move your bloody arse because we have to be there in twenty." He warned and I nodded as I stepped aside to let him in then shut my front door as Scruff came bounding out and jumped up on him.
"Oh hey boy!" My friend exclaimed tugging on my dogs ears affectionately. "Oh could you feed him? The kibble is in the island under the counter." I informed while lingering for a moment and Carson responded with a curt nod before walking into the kitchen and I went into my bedroom.
Once I had shut the door I pulled out my nike sweatshirt and basketball shorts from my dresser. Me and Carson worked as football coaches for homeschoolers at the River Sports Foundation. The job was heaven for me because I loved football and kids, but it was a pain for my friend for he had little patience at times.
Yet he still took the position for the pay and to spend more time with me. Me and Carson had both met back in Primary school where I had found him sitting in an empty trashcan eating chips because he didn't want to go to class. I guess you could say it was a match made in heaven!
We both had the same sense of humor, interests, style, etc. Yet even with that being said we still were different when it came down to the wild life. He was famous in school for sleeping with nearly every girl and going to every party on the block while keeping his grades up.
Then there was me, I was famous for making everyone laugh with my sassy but classy attitude. Yes I admit to going to many parties, but I never slept around for my mummy had taught me to respect woman. Even then though I did still sleep with my occasional girlfriend.
Overall I wasn't a sexually active person like Carson who I could hear baby talking Scruff.
"C'mon Tomlinson!" He then shouted and I nodded even though he couldn't see me as I brushed my hair, grabbed my sneakers, my keys so we could pick up my car later, and put on my whistle. "I'm coming." I inform him as I walked out into the living room once more and sat on the couch so I could pull on my sneakers.
"You look like a basketball coach." Carson teased and I rolled my eyes. "Oh come now." I then gestured to Scruff's leash on the end table that was located in the front hall, "Could you possibly get that for me?" I asked and he nodded as he walked into the hall with Scruff on his heels, then came back with Scruff hooked up to the leash.
We always took him to work with us. "Ready now?" He pestured and I flipped him the birdy as I stood up and stretched. "We're going to need to get breakfest first you know." He complained and I groaned,
"Calm yourself I'm coming." He nodded and I was handed Scruff's leash as we walked out the front door. The ride in the elevator was consumed with peaceful silence occasionaly interupted by Scruff panting from excitement.
The reason we loved bringing the dog was because he was trained to fetch the stray soccer balls by pushing them with his nose. It was quite cute actually, and he was good at it. One of the kids even once asked if we could put him on the team, to which Carson responded that was illogical and I slapped my child repellant friend upside the head.
The elevator doors then opened and the three of us walked out and into the lobby. "Morning Mr. Tomlinson!" Debby called and I waved at her before we walked out the front door. "Car's that way." Carson informs me and Scruff tugs on his leash for he was eyeing a cat.
"No Scruffo." I tease as I pull him towards the car. "Load up." Carson then declared as he opened the side door and Scruff hopped in. "Mcdonalds or Hoppers?" He asked once we had both taken our seats in the car and buckled up.
"Mcdonalds. I'm sick of Hoppers, their coffee taste's like an old woman's fanny." And we both laughed as I placed my feet up on the dashboard and Carson slapped my knee before saying, "Feet down." Which caused me to pout as I moved my feet to the ground.
The drive there was quiet as well because Carson blasted his music to the point where I would have to shout if I wanted to talk, which I didn't because I still felt drained of energy from last nights events. Honestly if Car hadn't reminded me we had work today I would've probably gone back to bed, because I didn't have my morning classes on Friday's only my afternoon one which I was still debating whether I should bother to attend or not.
Carson then lowered the music as he pulled into the drive thru of the old worn Mcdonalds, "Hello. I'm Janek, can I take your order?" the mono toned lady asked and my friend bit his lip as he looked back at me,
"Your usual right? Egg sandwhich with no cheese, and a decaf coffee with two shots of expresso to be exact?" He stated with a proud smile and I rolled my eyes as I nodded.
He knew me well.
After Carson placed the orders and we got our food we quickly ate as he drove to the sports center. "Here boy eat my left overs." Carson then said as we pulled into the parking lot and he placed his food behind him on the ground so Scruff could eat the left overs.
I usually would've done the same but this morning I had devoured my meal because I didn't eat dinner last night before the bar. "We should probably go over the kicking techniques today." I commented as he parked in our reserved parking and killed the engine.
"And team member participation. Some of those Reynod kids are giving me problems." He added and we both climbed out before opening the side door so Scruff could hop out and I pulled him close to my side by his leash.
"Aren't they always? I remember Gavin threatening to beat on Jasper last week."
Carson nodded to confirm my statement as we walked into the rather impressive stadium. Once we had walked through the doors and out to the feilds we were greeted by our team, consisting of children ten to twelve, all scattered about either talking or practicing goals.
"Line up for role call!" Carson then shouted as I blew my whistle to get their attention, and the kids dropped everything they were doing so they could line up based on the importence of their feild position. Which had been Carson's idea.
"How is everybody today?" I asked and a few murmers of 'good' passed around and I smiled as Carson walked down the line marking down who was and wasn't there. "Mr. Tomlinson?" One of the younger girls, Kat then said and I glanced her way.
"Yes Kat?"
and all eyes drifted over to her, "Would it perhaps be possible for me to get some practice on being the goalie? Ryder has been dominating the position." I then laughed as I took a few steps foreward and gripped her shoulder affectionately as Scruff nudged her leg for attention.
"Yes of course love. It would be a shame if you didn't have a clue what to do now would it?" I ask and she nods with an adorable smile as she pets Scruff's head. "Alright everyone but Felix is accounted for!" Carson then announces clapping his hands loudly.
"Okay everyone you know the drill, six on my team, six on Carson's, Go! Go!" I say as the kids then divide into two separate teams so we could have a practice game amongst ourselves as I take Scruff off his leash and he sits under the bench.
"Okay kids gather up." I say at my three girls and three boys clammer over to me and we huddle up. "Status of the other team, Jenny." And she licks her lips before saying,
"I over heard Ryder say that Carson is having them do a chess manver, where they check mate the player with the ball making it nearly impossible to goal."
I nodded quickly, "Thank you Jenny." We all then bent our heads and wrapped arms around each other.
"Okay team here's the plan, Lily will take the ball since she is the best one at manuvers and the others will surround her at all costs. Then whoever gets the ball afterwards will be surrounded as well, but remember no body slamming." I inform and we all put our hands in,
"Go team!'' We say in union with Carson's team across the feild and the kids pile in.
After about an hour and a half later my team had won by one goal which added up to the score of seven.
"Yes! Louis' team rules!" My group shouts as the dance around excitedly with Scruff who was running circles around them and I laughed. "Nice counter attack." Carson comments and I laugh as we high five.
"Alright everybody sit down." I then call out and my six excited kids and Carson's six grumpy ones all sit down in a clump as we stand before them.
"You all did brilliant today, I'm really proud. All of our hard work is definately paying off. I was also impressed with the amazing sports man ship towards each other."
Carson then interupts me to say, "What is our saying?" and all the kids scream,
"If one falls down we picked them up, because a bad team mate will never win for he alone is never strong enough!"
And Carson smiles. That was the saying I came up with when we first started to teach the kids they had to be good to the other members of their team. "Very good." I compliment then Carson walks over to the bench and grabs out his folder which one of the office workers here brought out to him.
"Here we have the information slips for next weeks first game! Make sure you give them to your parents and stay healthy!" Carson says as he hands them to me and I give them to Conner so he may pass them around the group of kids.
"Any questions?" I ask and the young ones shake their heads and I gesture for them to get up, "Good! Now go home." And they all scrambled up and scattered quickly. A few of the kids said goodbye to Scruff who was sitting under the bench again chewing on a deflated soccer ball and a few said goodbye to me and Carson as the two of got a drink from the gatoraid jug.
"Aren't they precious." I comment and he shrugs, "When their not screaming and crying." I then give him a light shove as I gulp down my water then refill the glass and place it on the ground so Scruff may drink of it.
"Shall we go get your car now? We have class in about an hour." Carson then informs as a hand is rested on my shoulder and I moisten my lips with the tip of my tongue, "Yeah lets go." I declare and grab the leash off the ground and snap it back on Scruff who had finished the water and was now chewing on the cup.
"Remind me to bring your chew toys." I told my pet as we gathered our things then walked out of the stadium and back to the car. "What happened to you last night anyways? Last time I saw you was when you were dancing with Shailene." My friend asks as I load up Scruff then get into my seat before we peel out.
I hesitated on my answer for a moment because the last thing I wanted was to confess what had happened last night involving loosing my gayginity and drinking with Mr. Styles.
"I bumped into someone who was loney and we drank a bit. Then I got wasted and puked in the restroom so Shailene brought me home because she was sober."
My words were truthful in my prespective, I had only left out bits and pieces to my story. Then the memory of dancing with someone appeared and I felt my throat closed up. I had danced with the man. It was a man in my memory, but I still couldn't place a face.
"Oh? What was her name?'' Carson asks curiously. Of course he would assume it was a girl. "Har-" I then bit my tongue as I realized I almost gave Harry's name. I must still be beat even though the recent excitement from the kids had perked me up.
"Her?" He pushes turning onto the highway, "Her name is Harriet." I then say slowly before nodding, "Yeah Harriet." And Carson nods as well. "Was she hot?" He asks and I shrug, "Can't remember." I state and he groans,
"Many you really got wasted last night." He concludes as he then pulls off the highway and onto a short cut to the bar. "Yeah, you have no idea." I say with the shake of my head as I cross my legs to resist the urdge to place my feet on the dashboard and I looked out the window.
"I hooked up with two last night. I think we had a threesome but I can't remember? Man you should have see-'' I then slap his arm, "I do not want description." I complain knowing his type of description should come with a rating.
"Okay, okay Tomlinson. You sure are jumpy today." He confirms and I nod for what seemed to be the fifth time in the past two minutes. "I'm still a bit hung over." I compromise as we pull into the parking lot of the bar and I unbuckle.
"Well take some meds and sleep a bit. I don't want you to hurt yourself." He says and I nod as at that moment almost as if it was on cue, my bum and spine begin to hurt as I twist to the side. "I will, thanks for the ride. See you later.'' I then climbed out of the car and open the side door so Scruff can hop out before I shut the door and waved to Car as he pulled out.
"Isn't he lovely." I mutter to my dog as my now pounding mind free of destraction begin to remind of my now screeching bum. I faught the urdge to cry out in pain as I opened the passenger side of the front and let Scruff climb in, before walking around to my side and getting in.
The drive was a bit rough from all the jerking and obnoxious noises brought on by the car but short for the roads were nearly empty because many people were still at work or in school. By the time I had parked in the parking garage and walked back up to my apartment with Scruff I felt the pain grow.
"Gosh.." I heaved as we walked into the apartment and I let him off his leash so he could finish his food and water. Then after removing my shoes and whistle I laid upon the couch and pulled out my phone to research how to lessen the pain.
I now was begining to feel bad for girls that loss their virginity because this must've been how it felt. As I waited for my search results to load I glanced up at the unessicary clock on my wall and sighed. In another hour I was going to have to go to History.
I would've skipped but me and my parents were putting to much time and effort into paying for my University fees. Scruff then came over and laid next to the couch directly at my side only he was on the floor.
"My tired boy." I coo as I stroke his head then he sneezed getting slobber on my hand as I made a noise of protest.
This was going to be a long weekend, I could only hope Mr. Styles wouldn't be giving us homework later.


Notes

Hey guys!

I just wanted to say a thank you to the dears who defended me when someone made a mean comment! That was so sweet, you really didn't have to! I'm glad you all like the story so far! Stay golden <3

~Mazzy

Comments

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@Larreh Stylersun
nvm. i think she's done writting it

XavierDye XavierDye
11/21/14

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I can't find it:(( could you help me please ive been waiting for an update sooo long

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Can you tell me her 2nd profile name in Wattpad please??

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10/27/14

If you want to read another chapter go on wattpad and look it up, she updated. It's just her second account

XavierDye XavierDye
10/25/14

UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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8/13/14